+B'cuz of u+

2006-10-03T15:33:00.001+08:00

+'.'+ Moved +'.'+

Btw Guys and Gals.. I have moved...

U=ME

If you know whats that mean.. hehehe

~HARON

B'CUZ OF ME~

2006-10-03T15:33:00.000+08:00

+'.'+ Moved +'.'+

Btw Guys and Gals.. I have moved...

U=ME

If you know whats that mean.. hehehe

~HARON

B'CUZ OF ME~

2006-09-25T14:13:00.000+08:00

+'.'+ Last Chapter... +'.'+

Every book has its ending... i don know whats mine yet... but at least now i know

its the last chapter of the book....

I know i cant go to the new chapter unless i close this chapter....

Some book has happy ending.. some book has sad ending.. and some boon has

unclear ending... Its up to the reader to think whats the ending would be... Just like mine

Its really up to individual to think if its correct or wrong to do something ba... And its

up to individual to believe it or not.. I 've just done what i think i should do...

Though its very pain to let go.. but i know i should say bye bye to my that old self...

To the old self who think still can be friend this concept... I know if i didn't think that way

think would not have been this worst now.... Though i should have expect what hurt would

bring to me.. but cant help.. i still cry for my stupidness...

I sound so moody.. i know that.. might be today is Monday and the weather are very

gloomy too.. thus it adds up to my low mood at this moment...

This will be the last post of my past.. my unhappiness.. my stupidness.. I just cant help

but to learnt lessons from all the mistakes i made these past few years... One can have

how many of 3 years? not much the most is 20.. right?

Let me grieve for one last time can i?

Yest conv with S make me realise alot of things.. Though seen he always hack care that

type but all his saying really brighten my mind... He make me realise whats lacking on

myself... and whats can be done about it...

"ONLY I CAN MYSELF, NO ONE CAN DO IT FOR ME."

And i believe in one thing is that.. Its not that we have not been love enough,

it is that we have not learned how to LOVE.

From now on i wan to surround myself with people who respect me and treat

me well..

Crying opens up the lungs, washes the countenance, exercise the eyes and

soften the temper, so cry away........

I know i know.. i really know you guys must been tired listening to my repeating

situation again and again.. not you.. but i am tired too.. I am serious... So shall

we start new story.. new chapter of my life? haha i believe each of you looking

forward "sharon cong chu jiang hu" right? haha me too... I am looking forward...

CUZ I BELIEVE I CAN DO IT!!!!! like da jie said... all those shitty wont get me

down!!!

Whats this compare to those pain that i had in the past right? I have already even

walk out of it.. so this is nothing to me!!! REAllY nothing.... its a mild FLU

that i am catching now... Soon i would recover from it.. hheeh

So with this Blog i would like to close the chapter 1 of my life...

Can do me one favour? Can please dont ask me anything about him anymore?

Cuz i known nothing about him.. Thanks so much for the understanding...

I just needs time to get used to this new kind of situation again.. :)

And there goes the story... Sharon's life still goes on as per normal.. still eat,sleep and

breath as normal....

Sharon never blames anyone... really.. its just a stage of level she has to go through

and whatever hardship that she ever had make her stronger person... make her wiser.

And all along she never hates or blame anyone... All she would do just complaining and

sooneer or later she would forget those who have hurt her before...

Sharon thanks those angels who have been her wings all along... been through thick and

thin with her over the years...

After Complain so much i believe she would feel better ler... Cuz i wish nobody's reading

my blog... Cuz i really complain like nobody biz this time.. ahha

The mother of success is failure.. so the father of Laugh is CRY...

NO PAIN NO GAIN Right? I would work hard for the life that i want to live with..

*** THE END ***

~SHARON~

2006-09-22T11:13:00.000+08:00

+'.'+ Knowing Who we are.. +'.'+

Albert Einstein said: "The minutes you begin to live your life according to

you choices, its really a new kind of life."

Well i now truely understand the meaning of this quote....

I know i am a happier person now...

People can come to know the truth about oneself based on few factors..

-by intuitive understanding

- through apparent coincidences in life events that affect us deeply

- by the intricate and infinite complexity and interdependence of life

-through the unconditional love of another person.....

Now, i have those of few factors above.. i really understand who i am now...

I know what i want in life and leaving the excess baggage that weigh me down.

When i am able to let go, to calm myself. to ignore the clamor of the newest

spriritual fad, i start to become aware of my truth and my message.

I really very glad o... There are so many angels in my life... Reallly true angels.

My angels are my Family, My Friends and my Colleagues.. Those who listen to me.

Those who give me advice. Those who listen to my crying without saying a word

cuz they are lost at word seeing me like that. Those who silently concern for me.

I am thanking god for blessing me with so many angels in my life...

I do.. I really do.. i Feel very content with what i am having now... I no longer

Complain ler.. haha well maybe once in a while.. heheheh....

And for that i also want to be angels to those who loved me unconditionally...

So any trouble... There is angel here ok!!!! hheheh :P

WEll actually The pain of losing a loved one is the price we pay for having that

loved one... There is always a price for everything.. Especially happiness... :)

Thus the things that can take your breath away also can leave you care-less,

home-less, family-less and job-less... Therefore not too dependent on one thing

cuz.. Everything is changing... The only thing that doesnt change is "CHANGE"

Itself... Right, posche? hahaha

Like what my conv with posche yesterday... Right and Wrong is very subjective..

Its not a math or bio... 1+1 =2. In life really there is no such things.... If there is...

Isn't it would be much simpler???

It would be even better if human works the same as Computer... We can choose to

reformat our mind and choose what things we want to back up... and restore only

those which not infected with virus... hahaha how good it would be.. haha but...

IF would still Remain as IF no matter how many times i IF..hahahha

I believe GOD there are always reason why GOD always create TOMORROW...

Else We would all stop at TODAY isnt it?

I Feeling much lighter now.. really..

i wanna be happy SHARON once more....

TGIF hehe its friday once more.. hehehe Times fly very fast again lar when

its working life.. :)

Had a happy working day yest... Laughter shares among people is the best

entertainment ever had for me... I wanna be myself.. I want be someone

who knows when to say YES and When to say NO.

Scott Tibbs wants me to keep my promise.. ahha actually i've forgotten if

i've ever promised him that i would be going to dinner with him the next time he

is here..haha Actually met him few months ago when he is here...

He is very Friendly artist i've ever seen.. Somemore he is quite talented i think

He work with Beyonce before.. He composed and write songs too..

Then I have to keep my promise.. hehe though i abit dont really feel like going

honestly cuz nobody going.. somemore no transport.... but in the end i manage

to pyscho kalai and kaili to go with me.. kekeke

Had this Indian Food at Kaili's aunt place there... eheh Cuz the two artist are

vegetarian.. and all the food we ordered are vegie only lor.. heheheh

Actually we were intend to got there drink only.. cuz previously we already had

Pizza ... haha then don know why Dennis asked me to sit in front of him saying that

scott want to talk to me.. ~pengz~ haha i was so blushing lor.. ahha

Then i think Scott also know i am very shy thus he keep disturbing me lor..haha

Then very funny lor..ahha after all the food ready then everybody was like taking

food... then i take one spoon of each for the sake of joining in the dinner haha cuz not

good mar... haha then i thought everyone must be hungry so dont think they will

not notice me anyway.. hahaha

But then suddenly scott and Omar said... "Thats completely unacceptable..."

then i look up and saw two of them looking at me and counting how many grain

of rice on my plate..hahahhaa really darn funny lor..ahha i dont know how to describe

lar.. but if you guys there think sure laught till peng lor..hahah

Then from then on Scott would add food on my plates whatever food he takes for himself

ahha i was like.. * please dont add anymore i am full.. haha somemore its indian food

lar..ahha i also not used to it lor..hahah

Actually i quite scared talking to two of them you know.. you know why?? cuz their

english is american accent.. i cant get it that fast.. i need times to chew their words..

which maybe its a joke then i would be the last to laugh..hahaha can you imagine??

When everyone has stopped laughing then you begin to laugh??? ahhaha

Well i play smart ler nowaday..haha whenever talking to someone i not so familiar

with i would follow the crowd and the one who say it.haha if everyone's laughing

then i follow laughing lor while figuring out what they talking about..ahha DAmn

jialat right me??ahah anyway...

:::I amm happy girl... in a happy world.... with so many angels around me :::

Hope everyone can be as happy as i am now... Whatever things it is.. It wont be

Forever.. Soon it would be gone... Just like happiness and SAdness...

What cant kill you today make you stronger tomorrow!!!!!!!

and bla bla bla....

H.A.P.P.Y-W.E.E.K.E.N.D everyone...

~HARON

The haha girl~

2006-09-20T14:42:00.000+08:00

+'.'+ I am a clown of myself...+'.'+

They said arrow is very dangerous things... if you handles it too gentle it will

shoot back and hit you instead... well i think same goes with life... sometimes

certain things that you endear so much.. that you have been protecting with all

your might just come and shoot back to you.... Save the hurt that it caused but its

to let me learnt lesson that when you need to be cruel to someone you really have to...

Saying NO to other is same as saying YES to yourself...

Reality is cruel but still i have to face it... Instead i really feel like laughing out loud

now.. i dont know why.. maybe knowing someone true colour? hahaha i just find

myself very funny.. like a clown.. yar i am a clown to myself for so many years...

Its time for me to be human again...

Well something really dont have explanation.. is this quote excuse or just want to

avoid from the question... i dont know and i also don wish to know ler lar...

I am tired at this moment... i need a long peaceful sleep after so long of battles....

Dont care if the result is win or lose at least i am doing what i should do ler...

I cant stop someone from hurting me... but i can stop myself from being hurt...

that's all i can do now... :)

To think of it maybe its blessing in disguise.. i dont have to hide or have to filter twice

before posting my blog anymore... i now can write i want in my blog...

Count myself lucky to have realise it now maybe else I would have been more

hurt i think... Somehow think human are very scary o...

Want to take precaution also not fair to others... Want to trust people also scared

My feelin at this moment very funny.. hahha i really think i am a clown to myself

i really feel like laughing... laughing for being a clown... haa haa Isn't it funny?

don't you guys think so? where got such a dumb people... knowing every clearly

poison is fatal but still go and touch it again and again just because you love

it...

Thanks god for letting me learnt the theory that i have been postponing for the

past 20 over years....

Hahaha I really feel like laughing and sleeping.. Suddenly feeling very sleepy...
I want to sleep soundly...

Yar its me... totally me ok... Once again you don't want be the bad guy...

Hahaha Actually by now i should have get used to it all... hahaha but still i am

a fool to you again... Never mind.. Its good also... What meant to be broken should

be broken forever.... What i want to tell you is "THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!".

IT hurts so much.. but i know it will be sunshine after rain... :)

~HARON

A FOOL TO MYSELF~

2006-09-19T14:46:00.000+08:00

+'.'+ Contentment策粗 +'.'+

哈哈每个人都用话议 blog i also want.. ahha but hopefully you all understand what i

write.. muahahha

呵呵慢有期的了

哈哈哈我但心没有一个人看得懂哈哈大笑

哈哈哈不管不管了啦

哈哈哈 aiyah better type in english lar..ahha the more i write the more i think its very

ridiculous...

Well just back from lunch anyway...

I really have to thanks whatever things happened instead of keep complaining

i know i have been much luckier compared to those who are much worst than me

i know if want to compare to those who better than me of course there are still alot

alot right? but 人比人气死人对马?

Firstly i wanna thanks for letting me see the better picture of this world.. of

the real life... everyone in this world live with one motive isn't it? Its learning

right.....

I know whatever things happened for a reason... No one is right or wrong.. or maybe

everyone is at fault in the first place ... well i can only blame on karma i think... it must

be that i have done bad things in the past thus if bad things happened to me in this life

its what i deserved i guess.... with this concept i think i would live to be much happier

and useful person.

该走的我留不促
该来的我多不掉

Meeting, Farewell its the two things that we would never be able to control..

We would never be able to control whether to know this person or not... and i know

meeting is a happiness. To be able to meet the person that you love.. to be able to meet

someone that you can talk to.. to be able to meet someone that you can confide too...

But never be forgotten that wherenever there is meeting sure there is farewell..

Just same as born and death... its just matter of time... soon or later....

I know at this point of time no matter whatever i said would be no use... i just hope

times can clear away all the pain and bad memory that you had....

At much as i want to offer my hand for help as much as i know you dont not want it

i know you need time... i dont know why things turn out this way too.. i believe noone

had ever one this to happen.... Not u not me....

Maybe now i can understand the pain that you going through that time.. when i choose

to ignore u.. This is whatso-called whatever comes around goes around ba...

One thing you should know that whenever you need me i will be there for you... :)

I know everyone has its first time to do everything... as long as i am brave enough

to walk out my this first time i would be able to live much better than now.. no more

suffering in cycle anymore ba... I have done what i should... and i guess i should start

living what i think is right and not what other thing is right anymore ba...

At this time i only feel i am very tired.. i need times off of everything i doing now...

I need a break!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

:::Times will heal away all wound, and times is the best healer in the world:::

~N.o.B.o.D.y~

2006-09-18T16:37:00.000+08:00

+'.'+ I am proud of u+'.'+

It really took my breath away to know your dertermination...

i really wanna know how one can have that kind of determination...

nor typhoon or tsunami can destroy the determination....

Does it built-in inside everyone?

Or only some lucky person would get it only?

But why doesn't i have half of it?

Maybe its a new beginning for me... or whatever.. but at least

i have let it off whats inside me for past few months.. i hope i don

have that nightmare again...

I hope my conscience would let me off...

Or its me who cant forgive myself?

I am at fault... I AM SORRY!!!! i wish you can scold me or angry with me rather

be so calm and it makes me even more miserable...

i really wish i have half of your attitude to face this world.. i really have to learn

from you i guess...

Thanks for letting me learn this thing form you...

~HARON~

2006-09-15T15:07:00.000+08:00

+'.'+ Joke or disaster?+'.'+

One thing very weird lor... Yesterday ta bao Tom Yum Fish soup from the stall

that i always pratronised.. ahha then the uncle also recognised me liao lor.. But the cook

is his wife...

Then after i reach home i don really pay attention to it cuz i was on the phone with

weiying..ahha then after hang up with weiying i eat eat then i realise the chily is to be

eaten with the fish de.. ahha but i look look i cant find any fishes lor.. ahha really very

blur arh the auntie... never give me the fishes lor... welll then i only eat tom yum soup

only lor.. haha

~HARON

B'CUZ OF U~

2006-09-15T11:46:00.000+08:00

+'.'+Let's Love like there is no tomorrow.... +'.'+

Lets love our love one like there is no tomorrow...

Let show our love...

Though what are in this world is only physically attached

When one die everything is no longer important anymore...

Isn't it?

Thus why do we have to bother so much anymore?

Once we know the Letting go there will be no more

confusion in our live anymore...

Why do we have to mind who are giving out more

and who are taking in more???

Well.. yesterday read a book about budhism... well it somehow enlighten

me of not bothering the problems i had anymore... Its said sth about whatever

happening in this world is only happen pshysically.. Once you attain the real

wisdom.. you wont experience hunger and pain, happy and sad, anger and joy,

jealous and greed anymore...

Why one aged? ITs because our mind travel to so many places in one

day.. its make us ages... It makes us confused... It makes us lost our wisdom....

I am very envy those who can say out their truth heart.. though it hurts others...

but i find it a very brave kind of act... Though saying out the truth it might hurts

others... but i believe that person rather be hurt than keeping in the dark or saying

something that is not true to others like? just for the sake of not hurting anyone...

Few characters that i want to mention here that i really proud of them...

Ahmei, i am proud of her able to tell the truth from her heart though sometimes it

hurts others.... i guess she doesn't know it.. haha

Kling, She is someone who speaks her mind... she will still choose to say it though she

knows it hurts other but for their own good sake... and she very 'hot'

Shan, She is more sensitive person... she know what to say and what not to say...

She knows how to make ones feel confortable about themselves...

Da jie, .. haha i very scare of her.. haha cuz she knows what i am thinking... she is just

like worm in my stomach

Dear.. She is the one who spoilt me all the time.. with my like and dislikes..haha

She love what i like and Hate what i dislike....

Weiying is someone i can be myself whenever i with her... feel very comfortable

hanging out with her.. and she is very real too...

My jie.. though we everytime quarrel but she is the one who help me when i have

noone to turn too... She 'mouth hard but heart very soft' de..heheh of course when

she scold me also no need any gentle way de..haha rawly without bit of seasoning..

ahha

Those who i didnt mention here doesnt mean i never think of them..but up to now

that what i can think of.. so dont ask me why i never write about me.. ahha especially

fen..ahha Fen you don come msn ask me liao hor.hahaha

Those characters that i wish and i really proud of.. that's y i write it here...

Whatever i say i mean it.. and it purely come from my heart de..

Actually there is someone who i really like to have feeling again.. i nor hate her or

like her.. the feelin is very weird.. Though i should have feeling for her..but i dont

i dont know why... i dont even ever miss her.. which is very weird.. but no matter

what happened in this world.. no matter if i die or alive i would still be attached to her

and her status would never change... I dont hate you anymore... cuz in the first place

i've never hate you before.. its just that i cant bring myself to love you too...

Argue with my aunt this morning..haha cant stand of her naggy.. but i know its for

my good..but i just cant bring myself to say i am at wrong ler.. how ? have you guys

got this kind of habit too? i dont know why i cant bring myself down to say whatever

she said is true... The only action i would show to agree is maybe keeping quiet...

haha but she will get madder at me thinking i never listen to her you see.. so whatever

i do still wrong lar.... why bother right?

haha ok i am ashamed of myself lar.... being work for almost 2 years ler but still haven

got any savings for myself yet.. which is terrible enough ler lor.. then somemore i

havent start giving money to my granny yet....

"God if you cant make me rich...

please bless my granny and aunts with healthy and live longer so i can make up

for it in the future"

Recently just took up installment plan lor.. so my life would be more miserable than

last time ler lor..haha so must save money at home ler.. cant always go out like last

time ler..haha yar lar who asked me to 'itchy hand' lar..haha but i hope it worth it lor..

kekeke

Hungry!!!! wanan go for lunch ler..but outside is raining very heavily lor... cant even

walk out i guess and i dont want too else will end up like wet duck again...

Today not much work lor..ahha btw.. i keep having the same dream again.. but i am

happy that this time..the result is different ler,...ahha i somehow know the art of

letting go ler huh.hahah i am GLAD!!! haha cuz i no longer depend on him ler..haha

i finally break through ler..wahaha thats y i am in happy mood this morning.hahah

:::Cuz whatever u dream is what you feeling in real life :::

LAst but not least...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

SULI JIE

Wish you are bless with luck and happiness..

~HaRON

B'CUZ OF U~

2006-09-14T15:51:00.000+08:00

+'.'+ The same Formula... +'.'+

I really quite pissed off with myself o.. haha cuz when i am not in front of comp i

got alot of things wanna blog..but when i have time or in front of monitor.. i cleanly

forgotten about it.. haha seems like i got ' lost memory sickness' right???

Really absent minded of me lar.... getting from bad to worse ok... maybe mind not

active enough.. kekeke!!!!

Why why and why people always see their problem as the difficult one.. though we

have seen the same problem happened in real life its only happened on diff ppl

diff timing and diff situation.. but to solve this problem still using the same formula

isn't it? but humane are like that lor... so silly to think to solve when the problems

come and overlook the solution in front of us... and the world wont stop for a

second just for us.. its still continuing revolving and life's goes on...

Haa haa anyway this week seems to be very fast passing too... to me everyweek

the same.. fast and tiring.. keke

ARGGHGHGH i forgotten what i want to say ler.. jialaat.. anyway upload the pic first

lar... Real terrible of me man...

+"."+ This i bought last monday with posh at ISetan eheh cute ba, +"."+

the alarm clock is from ah boon de

+"."+ ME and Weiying +"."+

+"."+ Me and Yufen +"."+

+"."+ Three of us.. kekeke +"."+

+"."+ US +"."+

Think of this neoprint hor so Qi lor... actually we took twice de.. the second time

one nicer then this one.. but hor.. while decorating then i have to go meet dear they

all for KTV ler then i told ying and fen to finish it then i later then come down look

for them again.. ahha then who knows hor... when i left that place black out lor...

you say lar.. is it heng or sway lor.. GRRRR so qi so qi lar... ARRRRGGGGHHH

+"."+ ME and Suny.. taken sometimes back... blk and wht lor.. +"."+

+"."+ Me b4 cut hair taken with Suny new lappy +"."+

+"."+ Me lor.. keke +"."+

+"."+ Hiaks... +"."+

+"."+ Blahhh +"."+

+"."+ si bei bian tai look hor +"."+

Jia lat lar i forgotter what i wanna blog ler... Cham arh.. must eat more pig brain liao

ahhaa hmm ok ba that all for time being lor.. :(

YOoo hoo tomorrow its friday again.. ahha yipppeeee hehe

HAppy Happy Weekend everyone

P.S Everyone is changing.. yar its true.. i know what

you mean with ur sms hehehe don forget i can read your mind o..

~HARON

B'CUZ Of U~

2006-09-10T22:05:00.000+08:00

+'.'+ Action Speaks Louder than words +'.'+

The most beautiful of love called memory

The most painful of a pain is called silent

The toughest cement in the world is called Friendship

But... What the most precious of a friendship?

Is it trust, respect or .... to be taken advantage of???

Maybe its totally my fault that i have given myself chances to trust ur sincerity again

Thus... you treat this friendship for granted!!! Thus you treat the blessing i am for you

is a must thing!!!

No matter what i wan and going to do in the future i wouldn't consider if it would be

good to you anymore.. or would it bring trouble to you anymore... So goes with this

blog... i wouldnt purposely hide or skipped anything from this blog just for your

sake... as this is my blog!!!!

well anyway nice weekend i had!!! thanks gals and guys for the good time that

you bringing to me... hee hee Really there are big smile coming from my heart

when i wrote this... Its good to have you all as friends!!!

The purest of Friendship!!!

Very tired o... just wanna sleep and sleep... wish everyday is Sunday.. so i dont need

to face the reality world on Monday.. hehe Well.. Everything seem no meaning to

me recently.. whatever i do like for the sake of doing only..

Always have alot of things to blog when i am alone in the Mrt or walking back home..

But my thought always that short-term.. so short that the last half-an-hour things

that i did i have forgotten clean bout it... haha very terrible right? Dont know thats me

now.. maybe too much medicine just what i told pearly the other time.. haha anyway

have stopped it ler..

I dont like to depend on something in the first place.. cuz nobody can promise that

things gonna be the same always... so why not depend on yourself rather than put

your trust on other people?? right? Maybe i have used to live alone.. The one gonna

stay by your side only family ba... :)

:::Anyway this is the noeprint that i taken last week with Shan.. *winks:::

~HARON
B'CUZ OF U~

2006-09-07T11:46:00.000+08:00

+'.'+ What one left when they gone?+'.'+

Hello anyone.. i am here to complain again.. mauahha with my Sharon's theory....

Well.. its not all are rubbish actually.. but what have been feeling inside me for these

past few days... Alot of things happened recently that make me feel very tired.. with work

with problems and activities...

I finally come to realise one thing.. why should i force myself to do something that is

so hard? whereby in the end the result also the same? and the process are so damn

miserable??? I come to a point where i want to let thing go naturally... let the nature

takes its course... i strongly believe my live all along go with nature... cuz whatever i am

today... i do not plan for it... it just comes into me.. for the good and the bad one too.

Its just like no matter what happened between two person but they still cant get the

string snipped between two.. just like no matter how heat your arguement with ur parents

but one day it would be okay too... I am having that kind of things now... like in the past

i have been forcing myself to do this and that but in the end the results still the same...

Like when god let all this things happened it sure happened for a reason i guess...

Its just like when love comes you cant avoid it.. and when love leave you no matter how

you pull it to stay, it just wont stay for a second... i dont know if you gals agree with what

i said or not.. but this is what i see that is happening surrounding me...

Well one thing worth to be happy is that my first baby is kinda successful one.. hehe

the crowd was not bad... and everything like going very smoothly...haha but this

all thanks to the artis too..ahah very friendly... ahha there was one incident very

funny... It was after the show and we were like shaking hand with the artist..then my

col went ahead with it first... then the artist 'ji tao' hug and kissed on the cheeks lor..

hahaha the me n my other col like... hmm... *think we should forget the handshaking

ba..haha maybe i am more conservative ba..haha cuz this things very normal in

western countries and its a formality.. haha

But then... after the supper we still cant get away with the kisses and hugs too..errr ahhaa

well have to get used to this kind of act ba if wanna stay in this PR field...ahha woohoo

toast to last TUESDAY ba.. hehe

+.+ Sat,1 Sep'06 +.+

Went shop for shoes and slippers with Sany at Bugis.. ahha its like me and shan

have been looking for shoes for many days ler lor but to no avail lor.. ahha then luckily

i can found it at Bugis..haha then bought two pairs.. Like Shoes shopping day o..heehe

After that went to my col wake... well its very sad to lose him.. though i am not very

close to him... but losing someone that you saw everyday like you just cant believe it...

when Jh told me i was like.. "dun bluff" lar..but when my supervisor told me about it

i came to realise its true... Anyway hoping that he feel much happier on another world.

Showing my greates condolense to the family!!!

ITs very true... what one human left after they gone is only NAME, Sooner or later

ppl will forget about you already.,.. and what remained is your name only....

After the wake meeting Sany at clementi for dinner before going to my place to have

her new lappy updated... and after that going back to Sany place and stay over at her

house haha cuz the next day we intending go for the K lunch mar..haha very excited can!!!

ahhaa

+.+ Sun, 3 Sep'06 +.+

Early in the morning wake up around 10+ and had our breakfast and head to K lunch

hehehe happy happy o...haha but must really bring jacket along lor.. cuz the air-cond like

free de lor...haa

Sing our heart out and feel in high spirit lor!!! ekke after that Sany said she is going

Gym... grrrr what gym lor..haha anyway on the way home then shan asking

wanna go out mar..aha then i suggested bugis lor..aha cuz like marina and Suntec nothing

to shop ler..haha cuz we been there few times ler and nothing catch our eyes

+.+ Mon, 4 sep'06 +.+

Today guai gal.... went home after work..haha cuz i have been feeling very reckless...

like deprived from sleep lately man.. haha

+.+ Wed, 6 sep'06 +.+

Which is yest lor..hehe yest after work went to meet Sany at Clementi for Dinner..

ahha i have been craving for the tom yum there.. muahha nice nice... SHIOK man

Hot and Spicy... kekeke Yummilicious!!!! *Thumbs up... hehe

Omg Omg the "devil beside you" the actors inside are very good looking and

mesmerising man!!! ahha and so faithful with their loves one... Omg is there

such person exist?? ahha How i wish i am the leading actress.. ahha but i know

everyone would have turn to be leading actress and actor of their life... haha right?

so meanwhile i just have to wait patiently lor.. hahah haa

+.+ Thurs, 7 Sep'06 +.+

Well meeting Shan for shopping for necessiticies later... Anyone wanan join?

hehehe

Yipppeee Thursday!!!!

and one more thingy... hehe

+ H.A.P.P.Y B.I.R.T.H.D.A.Y T.O M.A.Y M.A.Y+

Stay happy and young always.. Whatever matter now is be happy..

Only you are happy then other would be happy too :) cheers...

~HARON

B'CUZ OF U~

2006-09-01T14:45:00.000+08:00

+"."+ I look so sicckkk +"."+

Friday seems the happiest day of the week... but not today..i wonder why too....

I have been puzzling why recently i look so sick too.. well i am not on diet,i am not

any pills..i guess i have enough sleep... but just that not only i,myself find that i look so

weird recently... its like something missing from my face... look so different.. even myself

also not used to it...

Well just been back from lunch at katong there... haa yar chicken rice again!!! phew~~
well.. maybe thats the only place i would chicken rice ba... Firstly i wanna said i failed my

test again!!! not any written test or what but... test that i've given myself.. i am so

forgetful and still dont know how to say no again.... YAR I AM STUPID!!!!

I am not up to play mind games still... i have not familiar with the rules yet perhaps...

Life is so fragile... really the next min you know that someone have gone.. that someone

who has seen everyday.... Life is just a breath away....

Still the whole week has been out with friends and colleagues and days still past

too fast for me. Have been talking this topic with shan and pearly.. Is it that all good

men are taken? or only when they taken then we find them good?? Told shan about

my past grief.. haha been asking why why and why? its all have to be me... all not good

one sure i have it.. and all that good one wont have my turn... I am Serious really...

haha but thats life... still goes on right?? people are like that ba... like to complain...

After complain ler still dont wish to change... cuz everything is in our hand... our

destiny and fate is in our hand!!!

Recently met someone... been thinking whether should i proceed with her advice or

not... well maybe its something to do to myself!!! Well i think its kinda selfish if i

go ahead with it ba... but i wish to do something for myself too... i wish to be like

others too... i want to let go the image that i have for the past 22 years!!! would anyone

support me for this? i know u all who read this must be feelin very blur... i know i know

its very impractical!!!

I really been feeling sleepy and lazy and tired recently you know!!! i look very sick...

very pale.. OMG!!! its terrible ok!!! sob... sob.. i kinda losing my patience recently..

i am so lazy to do anything else!! i just sleep!! more sleep please!!! haha yar i am

so piggy lar i know that... but i really very tired ler... cant blame me for that hor!!!

haa anyway... i am gonna be busy starting for next monday cuz i gonna have my

first baby ever created!!! haha the first event that i am gonna organised!!! hope

everything not cock up man!! else i am jialat ler.. haa bu i expected de lar.. no matter

what sure got people complain this and that de... i have used to it ler la... Booo~~~

:::: I need happy Pillss... is thee any happy booster around?? :::::

~HARON

B'CUZ OF U~

2006-08-28T14:18:00.000+08:00

+'.'+ HaPpY hApPy HAppY +'.'+

But... today is monday blue.... hee hee so tiring man.... wish can sleep the whole

day... haha but i know i wont be sleeping too if i am on leave... ehheh human are like

that ba... always wish for something that they dont have.. but if they have it, would

they cherished it? haha yar... its a question...

Well... Have been sleeping around 4 a.m for the past weekend.. thats y my skin

is so dull and rashes all over my face now... sob sob.... and yar its CONFIRM that i am

alergic to 'CHEEZE' sob sob.. why? why? why? why of all things i like i have to alergic to

it.. I am alergic to Choco! i am alergic to Coffee! and now its confirmed i am alergic to

cheeze lor... Just when i start to love cheese... where last time i used to scare of.....

Grrrr why why why treat me like that...??? hahah well maybe there is a reason it..

ahha cuz its Fattening ba!!! heeheh

Still.. weekend pass the fastest among days... Have a tiring weekend but loving it...

hehe Really lor.... last week i really almost reaching everyday around 11+ and been

eat out for the whole entire week.. ahha though my aunt never cook before.....

Just as plan last friday took half-day leave to accompany mad woman kling to her chalet

ahha i very excited lor!!! haha really lor... haha seems like i like to be busy-bodying about

all this kind of event... ahha i like to be part of it.. hehe

+.+ Friday, 25-Aug'06+.+

Hee Hee kling picking me up at aljunied mrt before heading to her chalet At Pasir Ris

Costasand. The weather is damn hot can!!! ~phew~ like kling i also long time never

walk under the hot sunlight ler ba... feel very dizzy....

HEe hee then after check-in into the chalet... we started with blowing the balloon

aha not with mouth la.. with that tools lor..haha but that worse than going to gym

lor..ahha now my hand is ache hahaha.... So sad almost 3/ 4 of the balloon we blow

haha went burst lor..ahha maybe due to the pressure or the quality of the balloon ba...

and nowaday i am so timid.. abit louder i will get shocked ler lor...

haa haa then nothing to do me and kling go take neo prints lor.haha its damn hot inside

the machine ok!! haha we like sweating like mad like that lor... haha but before that

we went to Mac for lunch first... eheh

After that went back to chalet to sleep for few hours while waiting for caterer and

others to come lor... hehe Woah its really the crowdest bbq party i've ever been to

lor..ahha it shows she is popular.. ahha

Had a great fun there.. its more like gathering to us.. ahaha able to meet those long

long no meet friend and gather together... The feeling is GrEAt ok!!! hahah i am

very happy indeed. That night i am the cameraman lar..ahha but too bad there

were period the batt went dead so have to recharge and missed out some pictures..

ahha but others did take so i dont scare!!! hehe

After the chalet... Gary sending us home.. but before that some of them are hungry

so headed to Changi for supper before heading home.... Haa haa upon reaching home

i am so dead tired, i am so restless... at first still thinking not bathing and go to bed

directly... ahaha but i dont know y my mind is so against my body... always against

what my body wants..... Grrr in the end slept at 5 doing kling laptop.. its not i rushing

for it.. but my mind dont want me to sleep cuz the next day is weekend mar so

can sleep till abit late and must cherish the weekend i had hahahah stupid right?

haha indeed i am lar..ahha

+.+ Sat, 26-aug'06 +.+

At First thinking of going to meet Gary and Kath for dinner de but suddenly

like weather going to rain ler... so cancel the plan and rotting at home ...

But in the end meeting shan for dinner and rot at Coffee bean hehe

Apologise to shan for the late.... haha made her waited for me for an hour i think

haha real sorry about it.. cuz of the bus... i also don know i am so suay why

everytime before i reached the bus-stop the bus is there liao de lor... grrrr!!!

Had our dinner at Food court and do some window shopping hehee...

Then after that heading to Coffee bean to have chit-chat session... ahaha didn't

realise time passes by so fast lor..ahha its almost 12 ler..haha Cinde turtle got to

go home liao.. haha else she will turn into turtle le ekeke...

Thats how my Weekend passed... and yesterday went to kling house to passed

her the laptop and set-up the wireless for her.... haa haa see so many presents there

haha and took pictures of it.. haa hope the laptop is not giving anymore prob ler..

ahha

::: Photo Gallery :::

+"."+ While waiting to check-in +"."+

+"."+ B'day Gal and ME +"."+

+"."+ Happily in her World +"."+

+"."+ Love this pic.. though a bit blur +"."+

+"."+ Me and May May+"."+

+"."+ Me and dear Kath +"."+

+"."+ Me and Cutie Daoyou +"."+

+"."+ Proudly present to Kling +"."+

+"."+ Birthday Gal +"."+

+"."+ Vain us.. hehe +"."+

+"."+ ME and kling +"."+

+"."+ The card i made for her +"."+

+"."+ The view of inside of the card, pretty? +"."+

+"."+ Me and Shan, Whoring +"."+

+"."+ Nice pic +"."+

+"."+ Myself +"."+

+"."+ Fave Pic +"."+

+"."+ Yummy +"."+

+"."+ What a happy face from tao you +"."+

hee hee more to come.. hehe there pic that i haven't upload yet.. hehee stayed

surfed ok!!! see yar...

~HARON

B'cUZ OF U~

2006-08-24T17:50:00.000+08:00

+'.'+ I feel unease +'.'+

This blog i specially written to SG to apologise...

I am sorry that i have made you lost your sleep... Upon reading your blog

i really feel very hurt... hurt cuz i know you lost your sleep and i am the caused

of it... My sms and words that made you lost your sleep... I don't mean to hurt

you.. cuz i think thats the best solution for both of us isn't it?

I do miss the laughter that we shared together... there are so many similarities

that we shared... and the thinking that we had... Who want to say good-bye,right?

but farewell is unavoidable... I know i am being very irresponsible.. with that msg it

just like the end of it..

But..but.. but.... Its not the end of a everything ben tan... haha cuz friendship will

never end you see... never... though never contacted or see each other everyday but

we are still friend... good friend, right? i know you will nod... hehe

Do let me know when you visiting Singapore ok? if you dont then i gonna kill

you.. haha thanks for doting on me all this while... hehe...

No matter what i want you to keep the promise you made ok...

'DONT WORRY BE HAPPY' this is what you promise me you will do...

Can't break it ok!!! Box you arh!! hahah

Update your blog often ok... so i know how you've been doing... i also will update

mine often ok?? okok? gou gou shou hao mar? heheh

Take care o.. and wish you all the best in whatever you do ok??? (^.^)

:::The room was once brighten up cuz your appearrance... ::::

By the way yesterday after work met kling and Shan they all for manicure session

ahhaha it has been long time since my first manicure session hee hee

Haa haa i think i can't just stay put for one min lor..ahha the one who do for me

must be very pissed off i think haha but i think i very 'u hua' ler..ahhah cuz one thumb

do three times..hahah Cuz i accidentally spoilt it..haha But i really dont have that

intention de..ahha but my fingers just can't keep place for one mins..haha

::: This is the pic we take.. hehe i love it:::

+"."+ The Star-bond that keep us together +"."+

~ECSS

B'Cuz Of U~

2006-08-23T00:39:00.000+08:00

+'.'+ I am Popular.. kekeke +'.'+

Keekek just like my title ... haha my schedule really vey packed this whole week..

ahah and i am lovin it...

Yest,(Mon) went dinner with Suni at clementi and talked kok there ... haha really...

A hot soup after a long tiring work is a comfort to myself mann.. especially dine

with someone interesting... Dine + Laughter = NO stress Life i can hunger for...

Muhahah

Upon reaching home... bath and talked to Shan and kling online...haha 3 of us

just like back to poly life lor...haha talking in MIRC.. haha still remember how

we boot people out..hhaa at #2a22 ahhaha really very fun..ahha then yest we

can talk rubbish all there... and when come to topic talking about shan and kling

childhood i am speeechless... and they said just type ahha can already.. no need

say anything.... ahha so bad lor themm.. grrr ahhaha

But i really enjoyed that moment.. mauhaa Its great to have someone that walked

all along with you since you are young... And its even more beautiful to have someone

that can share that unforgettable memory with you... haha then i said ok ba... lets date

10 years later lor... then i got role to reminisc also liao..haha

Msg to Princess SHan" NO matter what you do i will always support you.. remember

happiness is in your hand... you are the leading actress of the life that you are

living now and we are just the supporting actor... no matter what i'll always be there

for you wherever and whenever u need ok... love ya gals... HUgZzz "

Hee hee then now i just finished bathing not long ago... hehe just back from dinner with

Weiying and her sister.. haha really find both of them so tiny and lovable lor...

really very lovable both of them haha

Had our dinner at this Jap restaurant at Raffless City there de. haha nice ncie

but very ex ooo.. haha but weiying sis give me a treat.. Really bu hao yi shi o make

you spend so much..haha THANKS THANKS SO MUCH oooo..heheh

The dishes that left deep impression in me is the Mushroom and the grilled ice-cream

and the Soba and the Sashimi. haha welll basically all lar..ahha very nice.. 4 Thumbs

upppp but quite ex lor.. haha

After the dine had a bit of shopping and head to BakerZInn to had our dessert

again... muhaha sinful can... ahha but the cake SHIOKKK mannn hahah

haha i had OREO Cheesake and ying had her FAVE Lemon tart hehe nice nice...

Nice ambience too eheh...

THANKS THANKS AGAIN O YING..AND YOUR SISTER TOO HEHE

NICE MEETING YOU.... PAI SEI MAKE YOUR SIS SPENT ALOT LER...

ACTUALLY MY HELP IS VERY SMALL DE LAR... DONT BE SO MODEST

LIAO AGAIN NEXT TIME OK.. HAHA

Hee hee like tons of pics to upload and resize o.. hahhaa this time no time

for photoshop ler o..haha so whatever i upload would be the original non-edited

pic ba...hahah natural o.. kekekek

:-:-: Men are from mars where women are from Venus :-:-:

:::: Pictures Galery ::::

+"."+ The Grilled Ice-cream.. Yumy yummy +"."+

+"."+ Bakerzinn Lemon Tart +"."+

+"."+ Oreo Cheescake and dont know what the name ahha but very nice lor.. +"."+

+"."+ The Espresso.. can See the love shape? +"."+

+"."+ Ying is enjoying her cake +"."+

+"."+ Me at BakerzInn +"."+

+"."+ Hee hee gift from weiying's sister's friend +"."+

Woo hoo.. its really sinful night..haha but really really its gourmet man.. ahha i want

more of cheesecakes....i want more of choco.,.haha though i cant eat them

and can only be displayed in my cupboard..ahha well really enjoyed the night...

Thanks for introducing me all this restaurant.. hehe i would recommend this to my

friends de..hee oh ya by the way the name of the jap restaurant is "KURIYA" haha

very fresh seafood and vegie flown from Japan..hehe can try.. though its a bit

pricy.. but once in a while should be ok ..heheh

~HARON

B'cUZ OF u~

2006-08-22T14:40:00.000+08:00

+"."+ Sunday +"."+

::: Photo Gallery :::

+"."+ Me at Kling house +"."+

+"."+ Signature Pattern of her ahha +"."+

+"."+ ME and Shan +"."+

+"."+ Coconut tree at kling room haha notice kling clothes? muaha +"."+

+"."+ Shan i also got..hehe +"."+

+"."+ Fierce Lady ahha +"."+

+"."+ Me with kling pressie from shan +"."+

~Haron

B'cUz Of U~

2006-08-21T17:21:00.000+08:00

+'.'+ The trouble with relationship +'.'+

Sobb sobb to start with.... have terrible headache this morning lorr.... must be

from the rain last saturday.... but i must be very lag huh sat caught in the rain

sunday still very ok.. today then feeling sick lor.. weird.. weird..haha

YEahhh update on last saturday....

+.+ Sat, 18 Aug'06 +.+

Woohoo East coast outing.. it has been long since we had one.. and this is so perfect

time that i need one... i had been having stressful week... -sigh-... well i am reallly

extremely happy...haha especially with special them... wahaha No one second of quiet

moment with them.. ahaha The lamer king 'Wallen' and The very "serious" Sam face

can make us laughed liao lor..hahah

Dont know what to say we are happy about.. but i am just very happy and enjoy those

moment we are together.... Laughter and joy seems in the air.. no worry and stress....

Just seems back to poly life... muahhah i am happy GIRL!! hehe

Somemore its first time i brought my cousins go out together with my friends... yar lar

i myself also find that i am very bad sister lar... ehheh ok will make up for it in the future

hehe but if she keep seeing me so no 'imagei outside how she scare of me in the future oo

ahhah ok lar .. whatever lar..ahha She happy can ler ba... ehhee

After east coast went to Dinner at our usual hang out places... where can eat while talking

and can laugh without bothering ur surrounding eheh... The Steamboat at chong qing..

ahha i really really enjoy this day mann!!! haha how i wish can go this kind of life

everyday... without stress... laughter and joy of your friends are the only things

keep you accompany throughout the blue and boring day...

But maybe together everyday i dont find it that precious anymore..... Life is like

that ba... people seems to take granted things....

But the least least things that i want to see is to see my surrounding people sad....

I would rather i am the one who sad.. cuz i am suck at words... i just dont know how

to console or make them feel better other than crying together with them.. which make

them feel worst de lor... but i just cant help it... when i see other people cry i also will

cried with them de lor...

SOOO FRIENDS DON'T BE SAD LER HAO MAR CUZ I FEEL VERY HELPLESS

TO MAKE YOU GUYS FEEL BETTER OTHER THAN CRY MAYBE MY LAUGHTER?

HHAHHA :X

Hee hee its a tiring weekend for me but I LOVE IT TO THE MAXXX heheeh

I want more more of this outing.. hee next week should be one too hehe cuz our

Princess kling turn 21 ooo hahha guys remember to sabo her ok!! haha and tell u one

secret She lovesss butterfly...hahhahahahmuhaah she gonna killed me for this haha

I dont want to be someone that always being denied as a friend to someone anymore.

I dont want to do things secretive anymore cuz i am not someone that cant face the world

and i dont want make you make anymore mistakes... sorry for my selfishness

I really hope you understand me ok... gor...

Dui bu Qi arh gor... I wish you well with your gal... and one day if you are here

must must let me know ok?? and you'll always be the one in my heart.... not that

we cant contact each other... but i dont want you have the responsiblity to your

promise... i know you dote on me.... So do i.... *winks....

By the way have so many Happy birthday that i want to wish to...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO QC

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO NICHOLAS

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO FLORENTINE

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ROBIN.....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO PRISCILLA :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO WIRA

I no longer SINGLE ler... haha dont get misunderstand... ITs i have to be multi-tasking

ler... Nowaday works are piling up for me to do... can imagine in one day formatting

3 Pcs+ setting up SMS server+ printing all those name cards.... it really drives me

crazy.. thus i said i cant be single-tasking ler.. ahah got to be multi-tasking ler....

And for that love life.... i somehow tired of being caught in relationship again ler...

REAL tired... i mean it!! and i starting my study next year.. so really no time to be

bother by that again ba.. i somehow regret never do well in my poly results...

well its time to make up for it ba.. haa haa hope i can peacefully finished my degree

and get better life ba.......

I really have seen so many couples quarreling and fighting.. and i can conclude most

couples have common problems... really.... Its either with trust, possesiveness, respect,

compromising,understanding or caring...

But what of those that posses the most important in relationship??? For me i would

think all of the above ba... Love is a miracle created from trust,cares and understanding.

Welll if you trust that person of course you wont have that doubt towards him/her

but this all are the feeling given to you from him/her... its his/her action....

Haa haaa well well well... Wish Every couple in the universe have a better

understanding about each other .... "Forgive and Forget" & "Give and Take"

X: PEACE

::: Pictures Gallery::::

+++East Coast Picnic +++

+"." + We got 'kou fu' ler..haha food prepared by Jiahui,Thank you +"."+

+"."+ These three gals looking at which hunk huh? haha +"."+

+"."+ Me and Ying.. +"."+

+"."+ Me and Princess Shan +"."+

+"."+ ME and Ahboonn ( he gu yi de lor ahha ) +"."+

+"."+ Me and Jiahui +"."+

+"."+ ME and the lamer king.. muhaha+"."+

+"."+ Me and the younger version me...haha my cousin +"."+

+"."+ Me and Kath +"."+

+"."+ ME and Ahmei +"."+

+"."+ My cousin and Ahboon +"."+

+"."+ ME and Ahboon +"."+

+"."+ Yeah Girls rock.. haha +"."+

+"."+ Nice nice combination +"."+

(y they never say must twist huh?? haha)

+"."+ Natural.. I love this pic.. +"."+

+"."+ The boys.. haha +"."+

+"."+ Me,Ahmei and Jiahui +"."+

+"."+ My Vain Cousin haha +"."+

+"."+ Me and My cousin at the Giant Castle.. thats where cinderella stay haha +"."+

+"."+ ME by the Giant Sand Castle +"."+

+"."+ Shan by the beach +"."+

+"."+ Ying By The Beach +"."+

+"."+ Piggy and Capricorn Girls +"."+

+"."+ Ahmei,Shan, Me and Kath +"."+

+"."+ Aww Its so sweet.. I love this pic... +"."+

+"."+ Lovely Them +"."+

+"."+ Hee hee Bullyy me +"."+

+"."+ Haa haha Wallen creation.. thanks lor haha notice the cap+"."+

(He said dont know like what japenese soilder like that.. ahha lammee)

+"."+ Haa haa he claimed the bottle as the sword haha make me laugh till peng lor +"."+

+"."+ Cheeky Me.. +"."+

+"."+ Haa haa guess whose nose is this..haha +"."+
(abit scary huh too big..haha)

+"."+ Me and Sam +"."+

+"."+ Steamboat at Chong Qing +"."+

+"."+ Ivo and Shan +"."+

+"."+ Gary and Kath +"."+

+"."+ Tcc Napoleon Mango +"."+

(yummy yummy)

^.^ Thanks so much for being around... making this outing so pleasant
and really really happy to have you all as friends... I want more outing..
hehe

~HARON

B'CUZ OF U~

2006-08-19T01:52:00.000+08:00

+'.'+ Lost Memory +'.'+

I am tired... i am tired.. i am really tired....

These days seems have been deprieved from sleep..

No matter how many hours i sleep never be enough for me....

There are so many happened... But i really forgotten all about it...

Things happened before yesterday my mind choose to lost it all....

The last thing i remembered is having meet up with darlin joey and dear

yiting.... Really happy meeting them... i mean it... It just like very conforting

talked your minds out.... Having girls talk seems never be enough for us.....

Sharing experienced between us is really a great lesson to learn...

And bickering of yiting and joey always make me grinned from ear to ear...

Though there are many things that we just found out the truth but i think its

still not too late yet... haa haa welll welll this is life man!!! sometimes not knowing

is better than knowing... but what impressed me with joey is when i asked her a IF

question... How if she suspected her guy having affair behind her... She said she would

never let this things happened and though the guy never admit it cuz she believe

her own institution.. hhaa it really impressed me alot!!! haha u rock gal!!! but dont worry

cuz i know ur baby wont do this on you cuz you have good judgement and you are worth

doting on!! hee hee

whereas yiting is more of my shadow... She and i share alot of common thinking and

belief.... which are those believe in true love.. ahha but we know that true love dont

exist in this 21st century anymore... but we never give up on hoping it would struck

us one day... Seems that we are desperate of love huh.. haha but no lar... its just our belief.

Would not settle down just for the sake of settle down only....

Meeting up with Sam,Jiahui,Shan and Ahmei previous day was fun too... They just know

how to make me laugh tilll i forget all my stress and unhappiness...

hehe thanks FRIENDS... went to dine at our 'Lao Di Fang' ahha the Clementi ban mian

there.. haha thats our lao di fang... reminiscing about our poly life... and we miss it

alot man... haha i also wanna back to poly life.... hehehe

Just on the cab on the way home.. Gor called me meet up for coffee... ahha long time

never see him liao... ha ha i think i always fly him.... ahha. Well he bought new car liao

lor... seems his career getting better ba... Welll i am happy for him too....

He really very true to me.. haa he doesn't need to act to be good or tell lies to me...

Which i really learn alot about men's thinkin from him man...

He just told me that one of my friend's sister is having her divorce procedure done...

which is a very sad news to me... Cuz her husband is having affair with a 'China girl'

outside... Its very Painful... Really really very painful lor.... Their son is already 9

years old... And you guess what the husband 'damn excuse' for having affair?

" I am not ready to be a father yet"!!!!

What do you think having a child? just out

in one second meh??? Women need to suffer 9 months to have baby caaried inside

them MANN and you are telling her this Fucking reason!!! Really i am so angry upon

knowing this... And my that friend's sister is in hospital now... cuz she tried to end her

life for someone who dont damn deserved it!! but i know its called LOVE. Only

LOVE can turn someone into losing their ownself...

There are many unhappines things happened around me this period but i really

somehow forgotten about it.... There are too many last chance i am giving you to hurt

me... But this time i choose to erase you from my memory... Treat as i never meet

you before and whatever things that you have done i choose to forget for your own

good!!!

I really hope you not bothering me anymore.... I dont want up to this moment whatever

i do or whatever i am writing now have to considered about you again...

Well i know 'u' might be thinking i am doing something very selfish... just for the sake

of not hurting anyone and this is my decision.... but since i've made promise i would

keep it.. all the consequence i will bear it!!!

JUST LEAVE MY LIFE FOREVER

Well i am exccited about tomorrow PICNIC.. hee its has been long time since

we been to big group outing... eheh really really very excited and looking forward

now...

Being good to other is being cruel to yourself... now i really sure about this kling....

but sometimes you just have no choice kling.. i hope you understand me!!! muacks :)

ok need to turn off ler else no energy to play tomorrow kekekek :)

GOOD NIGHT EVERYONE!!!! LOVE YA ALL

~HARON

B'CUZ OF U~

2006-08-16T15:12:00.000+08:00

2006-08-16T14:51:00.000+08:00

+'.'+ Fireworks +'.'+

Well... This year finally managed to catch almost all of the fireworks show....

hehe... And all all of the 3 shows are the best shows ever... haha

and all is without planning to watch one.. hehe

First show was from italy... One word for Italy, ROMANTIC!!!! heeeh

took some pic but at home so cant upload yet... hehe

Was meeting Suni at bugis after worked.... Then head for the 'Monster Ice'

recommended by Suni.. ahha after all i think not that nice.. and its expensive

too i think... not that impressive.... hehe

+"."+ The Signature desserts '.'+

( hmm not cheap o.. it cost $5.90)

+"."+ This one two... Looks yummilicious right? +"."+

($7.90)

+"."+ Nice Pic +"."+

+"."+ The moon that night +"."+

~HARON

B'Cuz Of U~

2006-08-16T00:09:00.000+08:00

+'.'+ Enough is enough!!!! +'.'+

Really.. I've had enough of all this....

I don't need your promises!!!

What have you been treating me as lor!!!

I know i've to blame for all this!!

i've to blame to let it happened again

i should have been more cruel in the first place

I shouldn't be so naive

I've never doubt your sincere all along....

But this time i utterly disappointed!!!

I regret giving it to time to let us make mistakes again

What i am the special person in your heart

What forever friends...

What just want to dote on me....

Its all lie!! when you dont even respect me as a normal friend

Well what i wanna now is... Walk ahead and never gonna stop by you anymore....

Everyone make mistakes.. yaar... but at least i admit it... i am all out

responsible for the mistakes i done!!! at least i can say out "i am sorry" this

word. Though that doesnt mean everything can be treated as never happened!!!

I think i dont have to tell lie just to Cover your action!!!

I am at wrong.... I am sorry!!! though this words cant make up the mistakes

but i hope you bother to try to understand it. i never asked for forgiveness or what

i just dont want to let you be the last one to know...

~HARON

Guilty Cuz Of U~

2006-08-15T00:22:00.000+08:00

+'.'+ 人的一生会遇上的四个人 +'.'+

人生就是为了找寻爱的过程，每个人的人生都要找到四个人

第一个是自己,

第二个是你最爱的人

第三个是最爱你的人

第四个是共度一生的人.

I've met the first two person at this moment...

How about you??

~Haron

B'Cuz Of U~

2006-08-10T22:54:00.000+08:00

An article to share...
When you think of your past love, you may view it as a failure. But when you find a new love, you view the past as a teacher.
In the game of love,it doesn't really matter who won or who lost. What is important is you know when to hold on and when to
let go! You know you really love someone when you want him or her to be happy,even if their happiness means that you're not
part of it. Everything happens for the best.
If the person you love doesn't love you back, don't be afraid to love someone else again, for you'll never know unless you
give it a try.You'll never love a person you love unless you risk for love. Love strives in hurting. If you don't get hurt,
you don't learn how to love. Love doesn't hurt all the time. Though the hurting is still there to test you, to help you grow.
Don't find love, let love find you. That's why it's called falling in love because you don't force yourself to fall.
You just fall. You cannot finish a book without closing it's chapters. If you want to go on,
then you have to leave the past as you turn the pages.
Love is not destroyed by a single failure or won by a single caress.It is a lifetime venture in which we are always learning,
discovering and growing. The greatest irony of love is letting go when you need to hold on and holding on when you need to let go. We lose someone we love only when we are destined to find someone else who can love us even more than we can love
ourselves. On falling out of love, take some time to heal and then get beckon the horse. But don't ever make the same
mistake of riding the same one that threw you the first time.
To love is to risk rejection, to live is to risk dying, to hope is to risk failure. But risk must must be taken because
the greatest hazard in life is risk nothing! To reach for another is to risk involvement, to expose your feelings is to
expose true self, to love is to risk not to be loved in return. How to define love: fall but do not stumble, be constant
but not too persistent, share and never be unfair, understand and try not to demand, hurt but never keep the pain.
Love is like a knife. It can stab the heart or it can carve wonderful images into the soul that always last for a lifetime.
Love is supposed to be the most wonderful feeling. It should inspire you and give you joy and strength. But sometimes the
things that give you joy can also hurt you in the end. Loving people means giving them the freedom who they choose to be and
where they choose to be. For all the heartaches and the tears, for gloomy days and fruitless years, you should give thanks, for you know, that there were the things that helped you grow.
Loving someone means giving him the freedom to find his way, whether it leads towards you or away from you. Love is a
painful risk to take but the risk must be taken no matter how scary or painful, for only then you'll experience the
fullness of humanity and that is love.Only love can hurt your heart, fill you with desire and tear you apart.
Only love can make y ou cry and only love knows why. If you're not ready to cry, if you're not ready to take the risk,
if you're not ready to feel the pain, then you're not ready to fall in love. There was a time in our lives when we became
afraid to fall in love 'coz every time we do, we get hurt, then i figured that's why it's called falling in love...

2006-08-10T22:26:00.000+08:00

+'.'+Who doesn't want to be love +'.'+

Who doesnt want to be love?? i guess its nobody...

Who doesn't want to be pampered... especially by your loved one

Who doesn't want to be dote...

Who dont need love? Everyone does... Me too i am a women too

But i have entrusted my love to wrong people i guess....

I am just like using my own hand to hurt the peoplee surrounding me and

including i, myself... The merit of me is i am soft-hearted.. The weakness of me

i have soft-heart... I am get caught in the situation where i shouldn't have stepped in

the first place.... Which women want to be an option? i can surely said nobody when you

treat them as a priority....

Which women can stand the situation where your love one was having good time with

other gals... But thats not the worst... the worse is.... You dont even have the right

to get jealous.... You guys know the feeling??? only people been through my position

would know it....

Dont asked me why i did that...

Dont asked me how many times must i gave him chance

cuz i am betraying myself all this while too....

I am a woman living in this world with not just one role in life..... There was time i need

to be love badly too... There was time only the one you love can confort you.... and there

are times only your friends can pull you trough all the difficulties....

~HARON

B'cUZ Of U~

2006-08-10T13:42:00.000+08:00

+'.'+ The stronger i hold it the futher it flies from me +'.'+

Things always not on my side...

I always in the position accepting the decision rather than making decision

the harder i told myself not to do any mistakes the more mistakes i am making

Sometimes its better not to promise myself anything...

cuz i always being fooled by it....

Honestly i never expect anyone would understand me for this... Once you made

mistakes i know no matter what somehow yourself are responsible for it... i know

it takes 2 hands to clap....

Thus, i dont want to make any promises to myself anymore from this moment

onwards... The longer i live in this world... the more ugliness i discovered.... The older

i get... the more beautiful things turned out to be devil in disguise... and most of

the ugliness i discovered within my ownself...

ITs really sometimes you have intention to help someone but you would never realise

that by helping him in one small problem might lead him into doing same bigger

mistakes... Sometimes someone really dont deserve any chances... like myself!!!

I just want to live happily... Is it that difficult?

I know there are noone to blame for this.. i brought this upon myself...

I am not any far better than.....

I think its time for me to learn to face the problems and not avoiding it...

I am taking a break from this world for awhile...

i would find the best solution to it...

I seriously dont want to hurt anyone

nor i bear to destroy the beautiful dreams

but i cant just see you being kept in the ur world full of lie....

Maybe in the beginning i should have expected... things not that easy

I am too naive to have think that things are that simple....

but whatever i do i really dont have motive of getting something in return

but to believe or not its your right....

I know things getting out of hand this time its purely my fault...

In the first place i shouldn't have given any chance...

then things wouldn't be this complicated today...

Maybe if i told you early you wouldn't be this hurt now...

I am apologise for that... but i know sorry means nothing now...

nor my words means anything to you...

Its all because i dont bear to see your once thinks so high up

its so ugly in fact.... but reality is very cruel...

I sincerely hope you know whose this blog i am writting too...

Look people surround you.... They might be wolf in disguised...

I know i shouldn't be naive anymore by not hurting anyone

with my decision... no matter what we just cant get the best of

two worlds... right?

Maybe HE have all this planned... letting make mistakes... seeing things

that i cant accept the fact and by then i would learn to understand more

the meaning of process of life... i would see this world wisely. And not all

kindness would pay off or help....

~HARON

B'CUZ OF U~

2006-08-05T14:09:00.000+08:00

+'.'+ E.n.v.i.a.t.i.o.n +'.'+

Settled down, and rearrange all the thoughts that i want to blog it out... sometimes

i really envy others for having the happiness & the wisdom they have... The problem

with me is that i far too care about what ppl think and said about me

This things have been with me since the day i was born i guess... I always think the past me

are better then me today!!! i dont understand why tooo i have this concept... is it b'cuz

the easiest is always yes't???

I am not a perfectionist... but i cant just choose sth that concerned about my

whole life with just 'can do with it' this attitude right? Sometimes i can be so dumb

till making the same mistakes again and again and again.... When will all this stop?

When i making the first mistake i told myself there wouldnt be second same mistakes

but i still making the Second one... And you know what i telling myself after i making

the second same mistakes again?

I Yelling "why? why? didn't everyone tell me you wouldnt make the same mistakes for

the second time again?" When would all this end? Just when thanks god its over...

The wound relapse again... Is it the wound just relapse of itself or i myself trigger something

to the wound??? I am very Confuse... One mins i can think why i must be like this the other

mins i can be telling myself i am not at the wrong.... One min i can wanting sth so badly

but the other second i can be hating it so much!!!

YA!! cuz i am a woman tooo.. Which man don make mistakes right??? but why must

it be making the same mistakes again and again?? and why must it be me??? The one

that still struggling now... why must the typhoon come and blow the hut that just gonna

complete away???

I am now like standin in the middle of a bridge... Knowing no where to head too... Fearing

badly thinking how my future would be... I do want to be fixed in this in this situation

all my life.... I dont want i swear!!! Sometimes my kind intention really lead people

wrong understanding i guess... When you hurt me i didnt complained cuz i dont

want to make you feel bad about it.. But that doesn't mean i am not in pain....

Now i might be sitting here talking about envy i have towards those ppl who can

be so so set aside their pride, their seriousness when it comes to silly moments...

For me no matter how hard i try i CAN'T!!! i just cant making the first step....

I know its a curse that i must break it.....

Looking back at my personal blog... Seems like 2005 was just like yest... But 2006 have

been playing for almost 3/4 of the year.... Now i understand... I have put myself on the

outsider view... i see the whole picture of it.. i see everything.. the good one the bad one

and the beautiful one... Even though i get what i once lost i know i cant be betraying

myself that this thing is still so prefect in my memory anymore...

People fight to get what they want just to satisfy their own indulgence... Sometiems

people know that its not the best... but because of pride they fight for it and making

surround people so miserable about it...

I... maybe too have been hurting people who love me... unintentionally... but would

you still hurt the one that cares for you knowing that it would hurt them???

I want to learn to love myself!!!!!

I do want to think so much from now on.....

I want to be wise of my decision

I want to be responsible of my action

I must learn how to say 'NO'....

Well i think i kinda have split personality right? one entry you can me so over the moon

but the other entry you can see so deep into the blue ocean..... Maybe the combination

of all the elements that make up the 'I AM' now....

Contentment is the elements of happiness.... isn't it??

Well after unloading all my thought i feel lighter now... I dont want like in the past

keeping everything in me.... I fills me up that i am suffocating to breath.... My mind

is much lighter now... maybe should go long walk to have clear mind again...

I am longing the atmosphere where the moment i breath early in the morning

i can feel the freshness and the purity of morning dew flow into my body....

Its very important what one feel to start a day with....

Welll at least... my happy vitamin still last till now... thought its been almost

4 months.. but i do feel it still working... though the feeling is not that strong

anymore i admit... but at least i know its once happy pills....

*deep breath... and thinks everything gonna be ok again....

The purest of happiness are paid with pain and efforts tooo!!!

Well since i am quite free with my work now before next event come out...

Shall change my blog layout.... I am bored with it... let alone the reader right?

haha ok!!! shall think of one design that describe me.... *winks.....

+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:

H.A.P.P.Y. W.E.E.K.E.N.D

+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:

~HARON

B'CUZ OF U~

2006-08-03T11:35:00.000+08:00

+'.'+ Good times passed fast +'.'+

Haa haa just one day of leave nia... i come back no mood working liao lor..ahha

Still in holiday mood mar..ahhah but if everyday like that also very sian lar

hor..heheh

Haa haa i am back to complain everyday again..ahha nowaday like abit free

ler ater all the mad rush hours last week.. heeh now at least i am able to check

mail and post some update onto my blog ler..hahaha

Haa haa later ppl will say i eat snake again lor.... working still can blog..haha you

know who am i referring tooo.. haha dont laugh!!! hahaha

Hmm sad things to say lor... My face havin rashes.... So pain.. i dont even dare

to apply any toner cuz it will bite..... *ouchhhh But today better ler.. ahha after

some nature medicine..hahaha Indeed it works mar..ahha or it just coincidence

lar..haha

Sob sob... hit onto some door knob just now... now having 'blue black' lor..ahha i dont

dare to yell cuz there are some delivery man there lor.. sob sob.. but it hurts!!!

hiks hiks....

Now eyes like got goldifsh eyes feature ooo ..hahha very ugly lor.... And btw

i am done with my old harddisk.. hehe all is sorted out by the date its taken

and by the group.... I am kinda contented with it now.. unless one day i change

my mind to sort it by individual pics again.. ahha Yar at least whats to be hidden

its hidden now... Cuz i dont have the heart to delete it away.. cuz there is noway

can retrieve it back again... no matter what its still a memory mar... Either good

or bad its still an unforgettable memory!!!

Spend almost half of my off day sleeping at home.. ahha pig huh.. but recently

i been very tired.. dont know y too.. i am easy to get tired recently.. maybe after

a battle week ba.. its time for me to rest and think about tomorrow ler...

I just cant be like this always right? but i am scare to face the future.... really

i am always fear to think of that.. Since when i was in primary, since when

i was first time here, since when i poly, and its now.... It a cycle of live i know

that... My other pass life always filled with benefactors that would path my life

would there be anyone like that in the future again?? i am scare to walk alone

actually.. heheh cuz i am coward lar.. i know that..haah

Anyway on the bright side, i am meeting shan later for shopping ba.. hehe

at chinatown.. kekeke... jio kling.. but today she flying off to bangkok o..

so so so envy of her can!!!! hmm hope got some income in later on shopping ba

kekeke.. i dont dare take pics cuz i am so ugly now..haha ok.. its been all along

lar hor..heheh

Wish 'xiao bo' kling have a pleasant trip o..haa bring more smiles and laughter and

joys back ok!!! haha i dont want to see PMS kling i want to see mad woman kling!!

ehehe Gan ba Te o~~~ Oishi!!! hahaha Ta~~

And looking forward meeting dear next week.. hehe

:=:=: H.A.P.P.Y. T.H.U.R.S.D.A.Y :=:=:

~HARON

B'CUZ OF U~

2006-08-01T21:23:00.000+08:00

+'.'+ Woo hoo.. i am so scare.... +'.'+

To start with....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

YOULI JIE.....

Stay pretty and happy always o....

haa haa i kinda lost track what should i start updating with.. haha is it somewhere

started with friday? hmm i guess so.. hahha

+.+ Fri, 28 Jul'06 +.+

Hee hee Jiahui jio for dinner after work.. hehe just nice i dont have any plan

yet... hhe so meeting them all at Chinatown after work.. hehe.. Then just know

that our co being invited to the Zouk celebration by 'Pioneer'... was planning

to go there after dinner with jiahui and weiying and meixia they all.. hehe

And thinking maybe can in conjunction to celebrate youli jie b'day ba....

But in the end cancelled ler ba.. hehe was quite tired too that day....

anyway... four of us (jiahui,meixia, weiying and me) was having

dinner at Swenswen's keke long time never had it ler.. hahaa

One thing that i am so happy with is that hahha meixia they all didnt even

realise i cant eat choco ler..haha they only realised it when i almost finished

with the choco ice-cream.. hhmm YUMMY LICIOUS!!! hahhaha

ONE WORD!!!! HAPPY LOR!!!! hahahha

Meixia was so impressed with jiahui magic trick that can fly de..haha i know

i know.. asked me ba meixia..hahhaha to think jiahui first magic showed us

was a failed one...ahha to think of it really funny lor..hahah It was 4 years

ago ba. haha to think times really fly very fast huh... now like everyone

in army ler..haha

Jiahui shared an unforgettable experienced with me he had at Zouk.. haha

make me laughed till my jaw cannot close liao lor..haha really damn funny

haha to think of it hahah i also wanna puke lerlar..ahha shall asked him to

tell you guys if he met you guys ok..haha Sure you all laughed till pengzz de

lor..hahhaa hahhaha

+"."+ Me at Swenswens +"."+

Love the effect of the Nokia 6880 there are somemore at jiahui phone.. hee

+.+ Sat, 29 Jul'06 +.+

so bad meixia nad weiying.. haha being threaten to join them at KTV

else i have to threat treat them if i not joinging them..ahha They also

'friend enough'... When they on the way there then asked me to meet them

there lor..haha

Which i still lazying on the bed while watching TV before heading to Liping B'day

haha Make me rush till like mad like that ba..haha bo bian.... Its them mar.. so have

to make it no matter what ba..haha i gou yi qi ba.. hahhaah *humph hahha

Anyway the K-ing was fun lar.. haha when three girls K in a room..haha sure havoc

haha I love meixia dance..hahahha and i love Weiying laughtter...hahhahhaha

I love it .. i love it..haha i love them too.... THANKS FOR BEING FRIENDS!!!

MUACKSS :)

+"."+ Me n Meixia.. btw where is ying? haha +"."+

+"."+ ME at Party World +"."+

Taking cab down to ZOla where liping celebrated her bday... btw

HAPPY BELATED B'DAY

LIPING

(stay bubly mins and second ok!!! cheeers) hope you like the gift hehe

Really happy being there... haha though i only know liping and wilson there haha

but they all very friendly..haha really fun knowing them haha haha Enjoyed

myself as a single is indeed enjoyable..haha maybe havent found one that

can settled me donw yet ba.. haha so dont worry lar guys.. haha i am not

les or lose hope on love..haha just i havent met one yet lar.hahhaha

HAHHAA I LOVE WEEKENDS!!!!

I WANT MORE WEEKENDS!!!!

I THANKS GOD FOR WHATEVER THAT I HAVE NOW

FAMILY,FRIENDS,WORK AND PROBLEMS KEKEEK:)

I really very happy haha is this mood of the wekend? or today?

hahah dont know.. as long as i am happy NOW can ler..hahhaa

+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:

WISHING EVERYONE AS HAPPY AS ME AT THE MOMENT TOO

+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:

didnt take any pics with liping cuz i didnt bring my bao bei along keke

+.+ Mon, 31 Jul'06 +.+

Hee having lunch bday celebration in the office today.. ehhe

alot alot the food CAN!! make me eat till stomachache..haha dont know

why too nowaday eat more will get stomachache ler.. hmm to think

of it quite good too lar..ahhah

Envy youlijie can be as pretty as now though she is married and had a daughter

haha really lor.. she very pretty and kind-hearted too.. haha and she always

kena bullied because of her kindness lor... but dont worry hehe cuz got karma

de heheh i believe in KARMA ehhee

Anyway planning to send mike off to airport today de.. but was half way there

only mike called me he got to go in ler.. feel so bad about it.. but i really want

to send him off de.. but hold up by work cuz the next day i am on leave mar

so got to finish job on hold lor.. SO sorry o mike.... promise next time u come

back again i go fetch ok.. hehe

After going home lor before reaching airport.... haa and half way suni msg me lor

so meeting up with her at clementi lor.. cuz i don feel like going home....

Chit chatted at Mac till 10+ ba... cuz that 'auntie' still have to work the next

day mar.. ehhe went home and finished up my K drama borrowed from Kling

de... hmm ITs happy ending.. haha but somehow i'd love the gal ended with the

other guy that sacrifice so much for her.. haha But too bad lar this girl dont like

him.. hehe but the lead actor also not bad lar..haha Anyway i am talking about

"Love at Harvard" heheh can watch lar.. hhehe

+"."+ The birthday cake... very nice.. freshly bake +"."+

+"."+ The Spreaddd +"."+

+"."+ The male colleagues +"."+

+"."+ Girlz Rulez hehe can be seen more women then man right? +"."+

thats y i am so boring in the office.. keke kiddin

+"."+ The pretty Sista +"."+

+"."+ My lunch partner +"."+

the one in white is my best buddy at work and the one in red is auntie justina

that always take care of us..ahha don see like that she bery attitude de..ahha

+"."+ Lastly me ba... hehe +"."+

Thats all for the Weekend ba.. hehe Miss you guys so much!!!! hope to

catch up soon yaaa :)

:=:=: When you learn to let go your mind become lighter:=:=:

~HARON

B'CUZ OF U~

2006-07-26T23:26:00.000+08:00

+'.'+ At the age of 22 +'.'+

yoo hoo everyone... Hectic wed huh... Yeah Mambo night... haha...

Firstly wanna thanks george for the Empek empek freshly flown from Palembang...

wahaha so happy sia.. but he made me so guilty.. ahha cuzi ate alot of it..

especially the keropok.. haha really thanks alot mann...ahha

somemore freshly delievered to my house on the day he touched

down singapore sia... haha REAL BIG Thanks... hehhe

Seems like my 22nd birthday just yesterday... but not long again

will becelebrating my 23rd birthday... Age catching up damn fast with time.

Well hopefully my 23rd birthday will be much much better than my 22nd,

cuz it was the saddest birthday i've ever had... welll well thats the past haha...
Anyway, today just got time sit down and complained to you again...

wahaha past few days seems too busy with my K drama everyday after work.. hahah

well.. to update~~~

+.+Thurs, 20 Jul'06 +.+

Meeting Michael,sheena and marco they all .. haha it has been quite long since

we went to KTV together.. eheh Mike comin from batam..ahha and

he is flying backto ausie next tuesday... Went to KTV at marine parade..

ahaha i must be mad right?

Haha after work followed auntie car to paya lebar.. haha

but uncle insisted he sent me to parkway haha thanks thanks alor..

ahha arbo it must take me times to figure out

how to get there de..haha went in to ISETAn do window shopping

while waiting for sheena to reach..

After that went to had our dinner at the foodcourt there... the food not bad ler...

Then after dinner went to meet marco.. haha seems like he 'fa fu' ler..

ahha getting fairer too ler..ahha waiting for mike and nicholas to reach...
HAHA ITs really very happy K-ing session.. haha mike wanna learn to

sing the 'duo tiao'ahha then we said if sing must dance also de ler..hahaa haha

DAMN funny cannn !!! hahaha

Then poor nicholas.. haha being forced by mike to take gay pics...

ahhaha YAR and we all

being forced to take funny but ugly pics... hahahah
but the pics all really when you are down really can make your day

after seeing all the pics.. haha very artistic lar somehow..

hahah i promise not to post it in FS... ahha but neversaid i cant post it in blog o..

hahah Nich gonna killed me i think hahahha..

NO lar NICK is 100%pure man ok!!! so does mike hahhaah

K-ing was FUN IF got people like mike hahhaha

+"."+ Cheeky mike showing his leg..ahha +"."+

+"."+ haha nicholas kena forced de..haha +"."+

+"."+ "GAy Couple" +"."+
Nicholas swear this is the last time he gonna take gay pic.. hahah

+"."+ Hahha this also mike idea lor..ahha do i look like 3rd party? +"."+

+"."+ haha twoo cheeky monkey +"."+

+.+ Fri,21 Jul'06 +.+

Went to apek house fixed his laptop cuz his cant connect to wireless at home

but in the office can... haha been solving for sometimes too.. till i am so stressed up...

haha i scare i cant solve it too arh.. haha big boss ler.. haha

sure very 'throw face' de mar.. haha been checking all the settings, the

configuration and all those advance settings... but seems cant be solve too

Then youli jie they all asked go for dinner first then con't again later on...

but i am meeting susu and ahmei they all mar after that...

not good mar if late..well.. quickly finished up my dinner and went back to

fix again... Never come across my mind that the problem lies on the

SSID name... ahha by default it should be linksys.. haha

but i think jin lun gor gor set to linksyss hahah that'swhy all along

cant detect the connection.. ahhah really feel very about it...

And it makes me realise one thing.. that people seems to think too much and wasting

too much time on the unnecessary stuff... hhaa Phew~~

heng managed to solved it in the end.. muhaah

Then heading to meet susu and ahmei at Marina Square... hehe

THANKS SUSU for THE DINNERTREAT ooo hehhehe

Nice dinner at CAVANA CAFE at marina 3rd level... hehe can try the HOTPLATE

Ahmei recommended de.. not bad ah.... hahha

Must be puzzled i having twice dinner right? haha cuz at ahpek house i ate very lil..

hee hee and maybe too stresses cuz my worked haventgone done yet... hehe
After dinner intended to go to K box de.. but it would only be available after 11 o.. so

we went to do shopping 'GIANT' haha killing our times there lor.. ahha

in the end buy 3bottle of mineral water, a packet of preserve guava,

a packet of waffle and 2 packets ofcallebee...

Finally Eric arrived ler after we finished shopping.. hee hee

Went to Arcade, susu and eric play pool while me and ahmei playing arcade game..

haha i think i am lagging alot man... haha playing the speed and

mind games i reall very 'chi tun' lor..haha scream and laughed like my own

house like that lor..haha but very happy... haha seems like the brain

working again after stopping for so long... ahha Too much of work lead

to this kind state of brain... haha sometimes i really can be totally lost...

till people telling me things that not 1% goes into my mind lor.. and i am having very poor memory recently.. so jia lat lor.... sob..sob...

Haa haa then finally the time is up.. hehe went in to the room and the room...

WOAH~~ damn cool mann very very pretty o.. like very high class

ktv like that hehe.. K all the way from 11 to 4 ahha sing till

we lost our voices and ahmei got fever.. ahha but lucky got

the panadol for rescue.. heehHappy happy K ing session...

Susu and Eric very humorous.. make me laugh till peng mann ..ahaha

THANKS FOR THE ACCOMPANY GUYSSS..

HOPE AHMEI GETTING WELL SOON!!!! JIA YOU :)

+"."+ CAVANA hot plate teri chix rice +"."+

+.+ Sat,22 Jul'06 +.+

HAHA still have to get up for work though been sleeping for merely 3 hours only...

haha like the lesseri sleep the more i can wake up o..

haha weirdo me... ahha Finished all the worked ard 5+ and

intended tostay at home for the night..haha

but suny jio me for coffee session.. haha but in the end we never go

for coffee heeh... Pyscho her to watch the 'pirate of carribean 2'

aha very very nice Movie.. VERy humorous and Exciting..

hhaha though i am very sleepy ler .. but the movie is so adventurous

that it can keep me awake for thenight o.. haha

MUST MUST WATCH!!! hhaha ***4.5/5***

Finished movie almost 2 ler.. haha so suny stay over....
Well thats how my weekend passed ba.. haha Tiring but happy....

hehe must make full use the weekends, right?

hehehe MONDAY, TUESDAY and TODAY been staying at home after workk...

hehe no wonder da jie told me when youover 20... Times would be flying damn fast....

Now i somehow agree to it ler.. cuz 20+ is where normally

people start working mar.. then most of the time been spending at work liao....
HAHA LIFE mar... what to do... still have to go on no matter what right???

FELL DOWN ler still have to GET UP arh...

HUNGRY ler still have to EAT arh...

TIRED ler still have to SLEEP arh...

CRY ler still have to SMILE arh....

+.+.+.+.+.+.+.+.+.+.+.+.+.+.+.+.+.+.+.+.+.+

Life's beautiful b'cuz of u~~~~

+.+.+.+.+.+.+.+.+.+.+.+.+.+.+.+.+.+.+.+.+.+

~HARON

B'CUZ OF U~

2006-07-25T00:09:00.000+08:00

+'.'+ everyday my b'day +'.'+

hee hee guys not i MIA haha but recently busy with work arh.... haha lazy too lar

seems like time not enough to use also.. and money even worse...hahhaa

Not enough to spend arh.. haha

well i think this post supposingly be last week de.. haha....

+.+ Mon, 17 jul'06 +.+

Hee Hee siao char bo kling came back from HK ler.. really envy her o...

Haa haa i also wan go HK!!!! i want go DISNEYLAND hahah....

After work went to her house help her fixed her laptop.. haha seems like her

laptop is used for blogging and photo-storing only de..

haha well... Thats bimbomar..haha its compliment ok kling.

haha cuz not many can hhaa ave qualification o..haha

Dont kill me ok!! haha btw THANKS SO MUCH KLING!!!! hhaa for hte hammie..

i really love it!!! haa haa didnt expect you would buy that for me.. cuz i know there

things very ex mar..haha actually a sweet from you i also very happy already..

haha i mean birdnest sweet... whahaaha

Really really very adorable lor the hammie gang!! and i've never seen it in SG before

ok!! oh.. really so happy till when i came back from toilet i saw it on my bag.. i was like

jumping and screaming hahaha i really never noticed it when i entered her room lor

haha hahaha so so happy lar... haha now then can accompany me during i sleep ler...

bhaha but so many how to take care huh when i sleep?? hahha

Hmm but the price for it really not cheap ler..haha she said only i finished fixing

her lappy then can take back..haha even shan also ke lian me..hahah no lar.. actually

i went there really purely want to fix her lappy only de..haha but its the bonus o

got the hammy gang haha

Let me show you ba guys..... dun jealous oooo hahaha

+"."+ see so oo cuttteee my lover +"."+

(form left: hamtaro,bijou,howdy,panda,hamtaro)

haha then dont know why during that week like alot of people giving

me gift and all those small pressie arh.. haha

another was by my bro...haha he bought me this crystal pig.. haha not that

i am pig ok.. cuz i 'shu' pig mar..haha lovely ba..

+"."+ Crystal Pig +"."+

+"."+ I think it more looks like cow huh haha +"."+

then this one is from my col de..haha from thailand.. cute huh..

small lil book to carry with me all the time...

+"."+ very souvernier +"."+

To END with my hammie

~HARON

B'CUZ OF U~

2006-07-17T00:24:00.000+08:00

+'.'+ Beautiful love +'.'+

well... haa haa not that i am in love as what the title said baa.. ha haa but love's

is indeed beautiful if you find yours and i believe everyone will find it too..

include me too... haha but i no rush.. and i believe in fate ok.. .. everythings

is destined de.. hehe

Well now blogging.... accompany by my fave song... 'gui ji' by Jay Zhou.. haha

this song always been my fave... This song always remembered me of something

hee hee yess!! i am a emotional person cann haha

Thanks fen for leaving the tag there... i am ok ler...haha think Mood swing ba

haa haa or no carbo. haha cuz carbo produced a kind of elements that make

people happy... haha i kinda believe in that lar.. haha

+.+ Sat, 15 July'06 +.+

haa haa Finally saturday i decided to go out and have a energy of sunshine

again... after so many days locking myself in the house.. haa haa welll

i guess i am feeling ok now... Is it because of the sunshine or shopping??

or the calls?? haha i dont know.... maybe bits of everything ba... plus its

a nice weather too last sat haha thanks for everything!!!

I dont know why i am being so honest with you....

I dont understand the meaning of principle anynmore when its u....

I cant get it right when it got to do with you....

Whatever my plan or detemination is nothing work on u...

~Phew~ haha what am i talking again this time....

Well well.. Went to Chinatown this time cuz my bro and his gf wanna

buy some cosmetics things ba.. haha so i recommend them to Ocean

at chinatown lor... actually know this from zan laoda too de..haa haa but

indeed things really cheap there lor... haa haa

Bought alot o them.. haha heavy till half life lor..ahhah but i never carry

for them lar..haha cuz i myself carrying my own bag ler mar..haha but

my bro is strong enough lar..haha but my cousin is really giving us trouble

man... grrrrrr He really really really extremely mischievous OK!! not normal

de but hyper de lor.... hai.. poor my aunt lor... hai...... Also dont know how to make

him behave ler... i totally give up ler!!!

Anyway was having fun and I AM HAPPY AGAIN la!!!! hahhaha maybe

Retailtherapy really works ba...haha HIaks Hiaks I am happy.... and contented

with whatever i am having now ba.. hehehe i am... I SWEAR!!! hahha

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

ERWIN

+"."+ Candid me n my Bro.. haha +"."+

Somehow find this pic very natural.. haha my look when i scolding

my bro... haa

+"."+ He is always that sai nai towards me.. haa +"."+

+"."+ He and his gal.. haa +"."+

+"."+ Nice Pic huh.. +"."+

+.+ Sun,16 Jul'06 +.+

welll.... Today is sunday.... Normally i would be sleeping till very late de... haa

but today i were woken up for dim-sum at geylang there... haha bu shi ba..

Sunday still have to go that area again?? hahha i almost everyday there lor...

ahha cuz somewhere near my workplace ba.. haha Well well actually that

place is the dim-sum place we went on my b'day last year after clubbing

with the gang!!! haa not bad lar.. haha

Since its geylang ler.. so went to buy the 'dou jiang you tiao' too.. haa

yummy yummy!! i think i've been eating alot recently... muhahaha

haha venge on the food??? haha hope no ba..haha

Welll sunday time passes especially fast ba... haa few more hours have to

go to work again ler wor.. haha well welll Life's Circle ba.. no choice

everyone have to go through.. haa and i am Fortunate to have a job

that's not bad ler o.. haa haa A colleageus to dote on me and superior

who always protect me and trusts in me ba.. heheh but the pay..

haha well dont talk about money ba.. haha

Annnnddd haha yeah!!! i am planning to go Cruise to Redang!! haha

NEver been to cruise and Redang before.. ahha so this time can

kill two birds with one stone ler ooo..haha Any interested participant??

haha ler me know o... hahha Looking forward for this trip with U!!!

Having headache the whole evening.... hmm but managed to get sleep

lar... Dont know why always that tired though i have been sleeping for 10 or

8 hours.. seems never enough.. and my eyebag always showing up.. well...

my fam said it has been there all along.. no choice... born with it liao de.. aha

but the first time i heard from my col that eyebag is a kind of beauty too..

PengZzzz!! haha

+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:

Love is like Cappuccino...

Drink it while its hot to taste the sweetness

Once it turn cold...

Sourness will start to appear....

+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:

~HARON

B'CUZ OF U~

2006-07-14T17:19:00.000+08:00

+'.'+ Fridae not my dae +'.'+

Is depression contagious? i dont know why.. but i have been very moody recently

Though others might be seeing me laugh and joy all those but i am not happy...

i dont know y... dont ask me cuz i myself also do not the source of the problem...

This time i just dont willing to speak out... dont wish to let anyone know..

or confide with anyone.... I need a happy pills... that can bring me back

to the happy sharon again... Workload have been mountain up recently...

Though i online but you'll always see me busy the whole day.. and when i am

at home i always put appear offline cuz i dont have time to chat... and if never

reply people would say i dao again....

Today is friday.. but i dont seems to be any happy.. not at least... Only during

lunch that i try to crack some jokes to my colleagues... apart from that

i have been gloomy all that.... I am very quick tempered nowaday....

Sian sian sian... -sighing- Morning was drenched in the rain... Almost fully wet

by the rain... what a morning to start with... Never had good sleep yest night.

Had nightmare again... and been up since then... dont know i myself know that

i have put the phone in silent and dont wish to be disturbed by it but my hand

still go and view if there is anything missed calls or messages... i know its kinda

cheating myself lar..haha whatever...

I think recently i have been keeping to myself... the whole except went out

to dinner with my sis that day i have been locking myself in the room....

well zan said sometimes its good cuz to reflect what one have been doing for

the day and to think back of the action we had done and to understand ownself

better... Sometimes i find other understand me more than myself... really...

Cuz i am always too late to know whether i am hurt until people told me i've

been hurt or i am wounded... haa haa maybe i am too slow respond...

Sorry gals.. if i make you all worry by reading this entry... but dont worry

i am alright... haa haa just want to venge out whats inside me.... I know this is

a process of life.. haha dont worry... i've been through the worst... so this is

just a minor to me... Gonna be ok in the couple of days i guess... Maybe due to

the weather that have been raining for the past few days...

I need motivation!!!! But seems there are nothing can motivate me...

There are this survey, It said that Singaporean are those who in the

front list of being the most unhappy nationality in the universe ...

Is it true, folks??? Why causes these? is it singaporean are too ambitiuos?

Or they've never felt contented of what they had now?

"never give up on a dream"being patient n persistent is wat makes dreams come true.

It's easy to get frustrated n impatient when u have put so much in to making ur

dreams a reality n yet they still seems so far away.when u get the inkling to give up,

remember this old saying "winners neber quit and quitters neber win"Juz when

u tink u have exhausted all ur possibilites, u will find another way,

a better way...and even more importantly, there's always another day.

life aint always a bed of roses...this road aint easy but u will make it....have

faith in ur self as i have faith in u ....when things get tougher n life doesnt

seem to make be any better ...tell ur self "fcuk it, I WILL SURVIVE,

tis little thing wont get me down."

+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:

Wish:everyone:have:a:great:happy:happy:weekend:ahead

+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:

The only easy day is yesterday....

~SHARON

B'CUZ OF U~

2006-07-13T22:29:00.000+08:00

+'.'+ Lost +'.'+

I am back to blog again... have been feling real lazy to blog nowaday

or lazy to complain... cuz things still remained the same anyway....

Today is thurs ler... times really really fly i tell u... just last week i

had the concert event.. tomoro is another friday again... Dont believe

it last time when Laoda told me.. once you step into 20s of your age

you will find that times really past damn quick mannn... now i feel it

already....

Laoda had been back for almost 3 days ler.. dont worry laoda i'll always

rememberred what you told me.. hopefully the next time you come back

i can perform better ler..haha or not perform.. but i am a better person

ler.. haha cuz i know i cant lie in front of you.. hee hehe

Howww ifff one day you done one very serious mistake out of a moment

of foolish?? would you admit it? and apologise? or would you just live with

it cuz it makes anyone feel better.... cuz nobody gonna believe what you

said... and people would only say its your mistake??? welll i admit i am

at wrong too... sometimes i am too stubborn to care people's feeling....

Too lazy to bother whats other thinking and too stupid to think of the

cons..... Are all human like that? Very clear that it would hurt other but

we still go and do it... and regret in the end???

Actually something there are no turning back anymore.. why still forced it

and make things worst in the end right? and make everyone unhappy in the end.

Haha haa here i back to grumble again.. ahha well at least no i am feeling better lar

actually had alot of things to blog de..but all forget ler once i sit in front of comp

hahah work gonna busy again... cuz there are two upcoming concerts again...

Gonna have alot of admin and printing work to do ba.. hahabut thats better cuz

when i am too free i would snacking again.. haha

+.+ Update on tues, 11 july'06 +.+

Haa haa i think jie was quite suprising that i date her for dinner ba..haha

She supposingly met hannie for dinner de.. haha but in the end cancelled

and met me instead ba..haha so its me accompany her ba..haha

Started to miss her already..ahha since she moved to upstairs.. aha but

when she around always bicker... haha i think most human are like that

ba.. unless those who not very close and never confide about each other

feeling ba... haha ours is will talk everything out when in good term...

ahaha and will quarrel every mins if we fall out..hahhaa funny huh..haha

pro and cons having sister lar..hahah anyway i really love her lar...haha but

weird sometimes she jealous saying i treated friend better than her hahah

oppss~~`haha

Went to orchard to redeem my free gifts and spent ler 200+ for my facial

sob. sobb... haha but what to do.. wanna mei mei mar... so got to pay for

the price lor.. gonna eat grass ler for the whole month haha cuz i just

paid 1k to mobile co... ahhah ~phew~ haha damn alot huh.. haha i was too

stubborn to think of the cons then lar.. hai.. life is like that lar..

money earned is to be spend de..haha right?

Me and jie had dinner at The republic food court at Wisma 4th level de...

Very oriental ler the food.. all very nice de..haha make me cant resist lor...

ahaha the Hokkien mee is the most famous there de.. but always

very long queue de... so i lazy to q lar and like wasting time like that ler..

ahaha then i ordered nasi padang lor...haa but never eat the rice lor..aha

such a waste huh... cuz i scare the lade laughed at me ler if i ordered nasi

padang without rice..haha and sis as usual ordered fish soup lor..haah

Then we shared the Chendol. very veryy very nice!!! SHIOK Lor... aha

hmm Thumbs up man... must must try o.. though its abit sinful haha

cuz its very rich lar the coconut milk..hahah

Then rush to shop lor.. as my sis suggested.. but weird seems like this time

i am the one who keep looking at things and she is the one who keep hurrying

me lor..haha maybe i long time never shop ler ba..haha mountain tortoise ler

haha

In the end never bought any clothes ler.. haa nowaday i am gettine more

and more picky ba.... heheh

Then sis recommend me one donuts that she claimed nicer than dunkin

donuts o.. haa cuz she know i have been craving for it..haha but haa i still

prefer dunkin baa.. but this one also not bad ler..haa nice nice ...

must try too.. its at the basement 1 at take there... that sell all food de.. haa

Then went to the food festival at the taka there de... in the central de.. haha

saw Hamtaro thingy and bug my sis to buy for me..haha the First time hor..

ahaha Happie happie.. haha weirs huh me.. though i can afford it but i die

die want her to buy for me lor than i treat her donut hahah cuz i want

the things i love is from the one i love too.. wahahaha

Haha then caught ahboon there o..hahah he was having night out..haa actually

he caught me ler.. cuz he yelled for me for few times ler but i thought calling for

others mar then dont dare to turn back lor..ahah then i told him about the hamtaro

things and asked him to go back and buy few more for me.. ahaha he jitao gave

me that look lor..hahaha Cen shi de..haah

:~:~: Nice nite out with JIE :) :~:~:~:

+"."+ The hammy that i pester jie to buy for 4 +"."+

+"."+ Now ahboon clock got frien oredy haha +"."+

+"."+ Hmm the 250 buck product... i buy the brand or the product actually huh? +"."+

+"."+ Customised avatar.. +"."+

~SHARON

B'CUZ OF U~

2006-07-10T23:56:00.000+08:00

+'.'+ Blessing.. +'.'+

Its a blesssing to be with someone you love but...

how many people in this world have that luck...

To see someone you love happy with the one they love

then.. its truely real happiness

Phew~~` haha long time never updating m blog liao huh..haha

seems like the spiderweb is growing pretty fast ler..ahha

But i really have been busying with work and work and work..haha

+.+ Fri,7 July'06 +.+

Today got to work OT o..haha cuz got event on... The Piano concert...

hahah looks like i really bao ga liao ler o... haha from IT to marketing to

event somemore..ahha jia lat.. well well welll haha working is like that lar..

treat it as experienced lor..ahhah

can be said the event is successful one ba.... haha quite happy with my

performance ba hahhaa

supposingly meeting with susu and ahmei they all de but was cancelled...

so thinking can go home early to sleep... but after event boss asked to join

them for supper o... haha no choice lor.. boss asked ler cant reject mar..haha

Went to Lao pa sat there eat... heheh Yuan lai ang moh like to eat satay o

ahhah. He ate alot of sticks of satay lor..ahha i think they love meats huh..haha

+.+ Sat, 10 July'06 +.+

went to meet my long long no see darling..haha yeah suny.. haha

really really long time never see her liao lor.haha i think almost

6 or 7 years liao lor.ahaha so happy to see her lor.ahah

Talked non-stop everthing under the sun..ahha Then asked her to

join us to the KTV .... haa its a pre-celebration for Jianhui 22nd B'day ba

haha he old ler o.hahaha kekeke... haha

By the way i enjoy lar dont worryy.. thanks!! haha

+"."+ My Darl... Sunny +"."+

+"."+ All in one.. +"."+

Lastly

+.+ Sunday, 09 July'06 +.+

WOooo hoooo haha went to catch "The Superman Return"

Omg omg he really very handsome lor..haha hha really lor

his eyes are so mesmerising cannn haha. Went to watch at

West mall de EngWah with weiying and AhJeff haha

Recommended!!!must must go watch!!haha i dont mind

watching the second item actually.haha cuz clarke is so

cute and handsome lor..hahah

Must must go watch arh dear folks!!! muahhah

+.+ Monday, 10 july'06 +.+

Went to meet up with Lao da to get something from her o...

She is leaving tonight o...

I think at this time her flight must be departing ler ba....

BON VOYAGE o gal.. Will be missing you ooo.. :) hehe

I think my batt going low liao..haha wan an everyone....

+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+

Its hard to pretend to love someone that u dun love

-------------------------------------------------------

But its even harder to pretend dun love the one that u luv

+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+

~SHARON

B'CUZ OF U~

2006-07-05T00:19:00.000+08:00

+'.'+ responsiblity to dote me??? +'.'+

+:+:+ I dont know if its all true... but i think i choose to believe it... i choose to cheat

myself... i choose to believe at your lie again... whatever +:+:+

I am stress....i am stress i am stress!!!! with work!!! with myself... hahhah

i am just tottally messes up anyway...hahha

Can i be selfish for once and said whatever i want to say here??? and can anybody

ignored this post??? hahha if others can do it... i dont think myself can do it

too...haa haa Never mind!!! DONT WORRY BE HAPPY!!! everything gonna

be okay again...hahah

Seems like i have not been blogging for a week huh..haha yar... thats to show

how busy i am with work nowadays.. unlike last time that i can blog during

work hours..haha but now like i cant even finish my work during office hours

~phew~

But honestly i am happy to be busy...haha cuz when i am busy i forget about

nibbling..haha... so can diet too.. haa haa and recently i think i have been given

a role too... that though not related to my field... but hopefully i can learn alot

from this experience...

yar... for the past few days i have been doing tele conversation with mostly all the

marcom of the 3-5 stars hotel in singapore.. Was quite nervous at first... really

lost at words and i have noone that i can turn to for help except jianhui's mum...

She has been treating me very bery good..ahhaha really... always protect me

from any arrows...ahha yar.. thats office politics anyway....

HAHAHA luckily my effort never go waste mann..haha at least got people

responded to me... haha though not many but it really give me a kind of

encouragement..haha

I somehow think i can learn better on my own.. cuz i find someone that i can

rely on i would depend on them all the time and dont have motivation

to learn anymore...haha yar thats me... maybe thats human ba... like

to take things for granted right??? hahah Anyway.,...

+:+ Sat, 01-07-2006 +:+

Wooorrrrrrrrrkkkkkkkkkkk from 8 .30 am to 11.30 pm mannnnnnn

tired.........but seeems day past very fast!!!! hahhah tired but happy!!

whoo hoooo

+:+ Sun,02-07-2006 :+:

woke up at 10.30 am and went to mac breakfast with my aunt and cousin

haha seems like so long never had breakfast with them ler... haha or this

is the first time??? haha yar i think so also... haha

after that went to buy my wardrobe...haha wooo hoooo..yeah!!! now i've got

what i wanted!! The colour, the wardrobe, the shape and the room design

that i wanted haha just need a few touch up will do.... ehhe hee i am happy

i am happy with my own room.. i would be home earlier nowadays..haha

oh..yar,,,, went to meet boon after that.. haha shhh dont tell ah boon ok...

ahha actually i am late cuz i went to cut hair..aha dont dare tell him

ahha later he killed me..haha

WOOO THANKS SO MUCH

BOOOONNN

THANKS SOO SOO MUCH

YU FEN!!!!

Haa haa today like my bday lor..hahah i received so many gifts in one day

haha somemore all my lover... hahaha thanks thanks.... haha muacks!!!!

Haa haa went to ah boon's mum stall there ate yong tao fooo.. hmm yummy!!

yummy!!! haha was chit chatting with ah boon's mum...haa wont stop till

ah boon tell me its late ler..haha cuz we still going to IKEA. OMG its fully

packed with people lor.. Cant event see anything that caught my eye and

it was quite stuffy in there..

After that went to chinatown with fen... cuz ah boon scare he might be late booking

in if he going with us.. hmmm u are spared!! hahah went to shop for necessity before

heading to bugis meet gary,kath ahmei for steamboat...haha was damn hot

that day man.. was sweating like helll.... and at such hot day eat steamboat somemore

and i am havin ulcers somemore...hahha jia lat... hhaa

But must make full use of sunday mar... since my sat is burnt haha happy happy

tired!!! hahah

Goood niggghhhtt everyone i go BOOBOO lerlr...ahghahha!!

Buuutttt before i sleep.. heheh enjoy....

+"."+ My New Hair cut +"."+

+"."+ Me and Fen in the bus on the way to chinatown +"."+

+"."+ Three kids having ice-cream hee +"."+

+"."+ Such a sweet card from fen fen +"."+

+"."+ sweeettt awww i am melting haha its a picture +"."+

Hee hee i can hang it in my room ler.. hehe

+"."+ THis is from my buddy boon boon exclusive from taiwan ooo +"."+

+"."+ 3 years old.. +"."+

+"."+ Things would do for love +"."+

~SHARON

B'CUZ OF U~

2006-06-29T21:10:00.000+08:00

+'.'+ Hang Over +'.'+

Phew~~ Its thursday again today...

Having hangover now.. haha due to alchohol effects ba i think hahaa

it has been long long time have not been to clubbing..haha i think the last

time i went was at Jakarta ba..haha. And i am getting old ler..ahha just club

for few hours only and i was like gonna sleep there ler.. ahha maybe recently

i always sleep early thats why.. haha

Early sleep early wake up good for health!!! haaha what a phrase lor.. haa

:-:-: Tues,27-June-2006 :-:-:

Sob sob haha i kenna tricked by laoda again..haha thought she is flying on wed...

bleah~~ she extended her stay in singapore ler... till 10-july... haha woo hoo...

But i didn't know o... until she told me lor that day... *sob... i am the last to know

it again??? haha why me again...

After worked on went to meet dear... cuz she wanted to return me the VCD that i borrow

from auntie...haha the "sad love story"... its a nice drama.. but i think too sad ler.. haha

i dont have heart to watch it ler...ahha. Went to Tiong bahru to buy something while

waiting for laoda to meet me at 8 at Chinatown..haha think she craving for the famous

porridge there.... ahahha. There was this Food festival at Tiong bahru..haha me and

dear share for 1 soon kueh and had bubble soya bean from my fave stor MR.BEAN...

heheh yummy yummy *thumbs up....

Then saw the apple strudrel stall haha but i was aiming for the durian strudrel..haha

i was thinking laoda long time never eat durian ler ba...haha so bought her one to try

if its nice... haha i've never eaten before too actually... haa haa

Paisei have to let laoda waited for me haha... know what lor.. after coming out from

the outram stat i saw her squatting there reading novel...ahha. She is still as casual

as last time.. and the thing that i always envy her is that her casual and comfy style.

haha everytime see her like no pressure and stress and talking to her are great man!!!

ahha

In the end the VCD still havent returned to auntie cuz borrowed laoda ler..haha

Then headed to the porridge there...haha and oh yar.,.. haha forget. haha bought

one soft toys for her..haha the piggy piggy de...haha very cute lor..haha i almost

couldn't bear to give her ler..ahha kidding..haha but too bad i forget to take pic..haha

Ordered 2 bowl of porridges and 1 pot of dried chili frog leg... woo hoo... SHIOK!!

haha yummy yummy... haha then laoda took some pics to send over to her friends

in ausie....ahha think ausie dont have frog leg ba... ahha and laoda love the century

eggs too..haha and i heard from my colleague that fear factor used century egg

as one of the food that they must eat lor... Got that jia lat meh? hmm quite nice mar

ahha especially with the rojak sauce lor.. muhahah *drooll....

Talking to laoda has never been boring ever...haha cuz she would scold me like nobody

business if its really my fault...ahha and i accept it.. cuz i know whatever she advice

is for my own good.. ahha and i know she always been very fair.. and whatever she

said is really the fact.... Hee hee.. thought sometimes she really scolded me till

want to cry lor.. haha sob sob.. haa

I seriously think laoda is a good lover.. i believe her partner would find happiness

with her... really she is a good lover and advisor...kekeke... And she is damn true..

You can like two people at the same time.. But you would never love two

people at the same time.. cuz when you are in love you heart just cant filled

anyone else inside except the one you love... and would not possible do

things that would hurt your love one.... Thus affair happened when one doesn't

know what is love... hehe i learnt new things again from laoda ... YIPPEEE!!!!

Haa haa laoda accompanied me waited for bus before she heading to SGH to visited her

mum... Hope her mum quickly recover and gain back the health in no time...

+"."+ HOoo OHoo hungry now?? +"."+

+"."+ How generous they give the century egg ehee $3 oni +"."+

+"."+ see the fat fat leg haha doesnt looks like jeff leg ler haha +"."+

-=.=- A Quickie Tuesday -=.=-

:-:-: Yesterday :-:-:

MAMBO NIGHT...

Went to Zouk with youli jie, ern ern and rachel.. hmm too bad pearly cant go cuz

she hurt her leg that morning... and had bruises on her leg o... poor her man..

fell down from bus... ouchhhh must be very pain... poor her...

Hee hee before i went out of the house my aunt and sis like nagging non-stop man...

ahha my aunt asked me where i going.. then my sis replied on my behalf lor.haha said

what... " go dance lor" ahha then previously she was like keep asking me never go

chiong liao meh..ahha i know she means sarcastic ok..haha so yest i tell her "didnt

you keep asking me never go chiong meh? then now i go liao lor.. "hahah

Youli jie friends was there before us.. haahaa so they reserved seats for us ler.haha

nice location somemore..ahha not bad oh~~~ Near the member area... ahha

WOAH!!! you know what... they youli jie ordered 4 jugs gin tonics, 4 glasses

of lychee martini.... OMG... its really alot lor.. for 4 four of us.. cuz her friends

have bought drinks themselves.... * haha scary....

Then in the end rachel and youli jie was like want to make me drunk lor..haha

keep bottoms up with me and mixed all sorts of drinks..ahha i remember i

even drink beer man..haha no wonder my stomach was in a ruin this morning

man.. haha finally left Zouk at 4 a.m.... haha

Then bring them to this dim sum restaurant called "Tang Shui Kafe" haha this

is said to be originated from Hongkong de..haha the food not bad oo..

especially the Toast bread..haha so thick and pluffy lor... which sadly yesteday

dont have lor... hmm normally i ate de not like that de oooo... hmm yest

bit disappointed but still nice lor... hahaha RECOMMENDED ooo really must

go... haha cuz i got membercard from them ler..hahah ****(4.5 /5)

After ate.. hahaha merlion in the toilet.. haha maybe of the alchohol or i dont used

eating too full and carbo ler ba,.... ahha but feel better after that lar..hahaha

Reached home around 6 am in the morning oooo hhaa SO SO SO Tiring...

ahha i really wonder how i did it in the past de mannn..hahah

HEe hee Dear and Caprie gor was worried about me of not being able to wake up

ahha they both give me morning calls..ahha somemore i put in silence mode

mann.. haha lucky i am light-sleeper.. but heard from gor..think he called me for

3 or 4 times then i answered ba..haha then he laughed me listening to my

'just wake up voice' lor..haha cen shi de.. *bish* hahah Thanks thanks o

for waking me up.... which you should be sleeping at this time de o... poor

him.. haha Thanks thanks ooo really appreciated it..

Haa haa then cute dear know that i would go back to sleep again after she called me

everytimes..haha then after 5 mins then she called me and msg to disturb me ..haha

so sweet of her... THANKS OOO DEAR!!!! haha you loved me i know that... muahha

+"."+ hehe before clubbing +"."+

+"."+ Hee hee alchohol effect +"."+

+"."+ The ladies... wooo i look so fat here... +"."+

-=.=- LADIES NIGHT -=.=-

Hmm how envy kling.. heard she is going Hongkong... i can go also de... hmm but now

can liao... sob sob... ahha whatever over is over ba.... ahha regret also no use ler right

kekeke this is the only way to console myself MUHAHHA

~SHARON

B'CUZ OF U~

2006-06-27T14:00:00.000+08:00

+'.'+ A Soul Mate +'.'+

A soul mate is the one with whom you could sit with without saying

a word and walk away feeling like that was the best conversation you have ever had.

Yoo hoo~~ its Tuesday ler.. heheh yar.. i am back to blog..haha seems like almost a week

i have not been blogging.. and i feel that my english is terribly wrong nowaday..haha

So~~ blogging is good to improve your english and composition..hahaha

well... shall update on last week i think.....

+.+ UPDATE +.+

My aunt they all went to Batam to visit my ahma... sob sob.. so it would be much

quieter and somehow feel bored too lar without their noise..haha kinda forget

what have i been doing for the past one week actually..ahha i think apart from weekends

i must have been staying at home after work... hee hee

:-:-: Fri, 23-Jun-06 :-:-:

Hmm was intending to go back home after work de but was invited to outlet outing

ahha though i am from HQ but i was honourly invited o.. hahah woo hoo.. and i am

the only person from HQ there.. ahha they are fun to be with.. They are joker and

they are big bully *sulking..hahaha

Went to Lao Pa Sat for our dinner gathering.. there was about 11 of us... haha big big

group indeed huh... Woah.. what i dont like about Lao pa sat is they like to tottering...

grrr... we were like being pyscho of which stall to go and wasted about 15 mins time...

ahah then we were really lost cuz everyone was like "you come here i give you discount"

ahha then finally kaili decided lor...haha

~Phew~ then we finally can sit down while waiting the guys to reach... aha haa

Woah.... you know what we really really really ordered alot you know!!!

$90 of satay, 2 plate of stingray, 2 plate of fried kangkong, 2 big plate of fried mee goreng,

2 plates of rojak, 2 plate of black pepper chicken, 2 plate of butter prawn,

2 plate of salad youtiao, 20 pcs of otah and somemore but i lost counting ler.. ahha

really really alot man... eat till i really got stomach run and throw up for the first time

man.. ahhah scary!!!!! haah but was wonderful lar..ahha cuz the time spending together,

talking cock, laughter and joy.... woo hoo so happy..hahah wish to have that gathering

with all of my friends too but.. less food please!!! haha

+"." + BB GAng +"."+

(The one in Pink is ms yeo.. the gang leader.. muahha)

+"."+ I am the photographer +"."+

+"."+ Funny Kaili +"."+

+"."+ What a feast right.. +"."+

(drool??? haha )

+"."+ Hilarius Kaili +"."+

+"."+ Act cute Adam & act cuai monkcici haha +"."+

Haa haa in the end some have to tabao home... And for me..haha

has been visiting toilet then after..ahha So so Full.. haha its sinful to

be so full man.. ahha but i love lao pa sat ambience.. though its smoky

and your hair will get the satay smell by the time you walk out of there...

but its so traditional.. unlike nowaday which everywhere is air-cond....

Especially if with big group of friends!!! woo hoo... PERFECT!!! looking forward

for another gathering.. kekeke *winks....

:-:-: Sat, 24-June-2006 :-:-:

Today half-day at work cuz at first was intending to go orchard shop with tao you

de.. ahha but seems like tao you MIA again lor after work... -sigh- haha so went home

to rest first cuz i know tonight would be staying till quite late de.. hee hee and my aunts

they all will be back today too...when there is noone its really noone... when all back

everyone is back.. haha so noisy again... duh!!!

Meeting Jeff for dinner initially haha but then i was late again.. so sorry Jeff haha sister

mar hor... ahha then reach orchard around 8.30+ only left half-an-hour to eat before

the KTV start cuz i booked at 9 pm one.. in case if we late then they give the room to

other then jia lar ler o.. haha so choose less crowds restaurant.. Burger King..ahha less

popular too i think ahha....

As usual.. everyone is late again.. except me, the organiser always have to be there

before anyone else..haha never mind used to it ler..haha lucky got jeff to accompany me

ba..haha only sang about 2 songs then the rest reached ler lor..haha but "the main

actress" haven arrived yet o.. haha i think lao da time must be very packed that she

really have to squeezed time for us..haha

YEAH!!! it has been long time since i sing with tao you and lao da o.. really miss poly

life.. ahah everyone was so innocent and everything was so true.. but now..

ahha everyone changing lor..ahha but humans will change no matter what due

to the environment ba.. haha

Singing was never too long for us..haha there'll be always a whole list

of song that we dedicated but the times is up.. haha times passed by

super fast ler.. ahha seems lar... ahha cuz happy times always passed

especially fast de.. ahha tao you suggest one day we all take leave

and go K o..ahhaha so cute of her..ahha but thats not bad idea after all

ahah so we can back to poly life again..ahahah woo~~ i want i want i want!!

Anyway there are 9 of us.. but they charged us only 6 people o..ahha the waiter also
open one eye close one eye..haha good good.. must be like that more often mar..ahha

After the K went to bencoolen prata..ahha our normal hang out places haha...

but weird upon reaching there i really dont feel like eating or drinking

anything..ahha was too full by the bubble tea and the burger king ba i think...

haha reached home around 3+ in the morning.. haha dont feel the tiredness

ler.. in fact i still online..haha cuz i didnt bring my charger home.. so got to

rely on the PC to charge my phone ler lor..haha

+"."+ Me and lao da +"."+

+"."+ Me n Tao you +"."+

+"."+ group pics +"."+

+"."+ Stamp of friendship +"."+

+"."+ BEstie collection of me n taoyou +"."+

+"."+ Video Mode hehe +"."+

+"."+ Lao da n Me +"."+

+"."+ Aged Effects.. eheh like watching horror movie like that aha +"."+

:-:-: Sun, 25-June-06 :-:-:

Sunday was the day for me to grow mushroom at home de..ahha was too lazy to go

out unless really got outing haa haa....

My cousins they all are here too.. ahha so can 38 about my hometown again

ahha haa really learnt that alot of things changes and alot of ppl have left this

world that i cant believe it... one of them was my classmates... cant believe it..

he was so young... why he is so silly to do all this? hope he is happier in another...

Tada~~ Thats all for the weekends.. hhe looking forward to weekend again...

but this weekend i would be very busy cuz there will be warehouse sales... ahha

+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:

I am Happy cuz i am busy.. it means my existance is appreciated hehe

and thanks for those who loving me... woo hooo.. I am glad to have you all

+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:

~HARON

B'CUZ OF U~

2006-06-26T11:51:00.000+08:00

+'.'+ Moody +'.'+

Oh... I am so moody... real moody... i really feel like crying now...

Maybe due to PMS ba...~

~HARON

B'CUZ OF U~

2006-06-21T17:30:00.000+08:00

+'.'+ ZAN IS BACK!!!+'.'+

BIG BIG WELCOME BACK TO ZAN!!!!

-=.=- Why there is always too late for me to realise a Foe or Friend??? -=.=-

I am so so so happy... ahha really really very happy man...ahhaha received one msg from

a really familiar no.. but i really dont know who is that ler.. cuz maybe i've deleted it...

Asking to go to one of the pub in chinatown.. and a coincidence is that i've been to that

pub before ler..ahha with ruixian and dear...ahha so so coincidence lor.. ahha actually

i have a hunch of who is this person ler..haa but i am dare to conclude only... ahha

Then the second msg from her.. i know who is she ler..ahhaha thought she never said

but from the way she msg me i know I KNOW I REALLY KNOW.. ahhaa heng i know

else she gonna ignored mer lear..ahhahaha

YEAH YEAH YEAH ITS ZAN!!!! SHE IS BACK!!! FINALLY MAN....

Been waiting so long for her return ler..ahha i am so so excited till i really feel

like screaming at that moment lor..ahhai called her back and to confirm 100% its her..

ahha really never know missing a friend can be

this extreme until today!! haha really... Zan make me realised alot of things!!!!

Meeting her at the pub tonight.. of course i am going!!! haha no matter how tired or broke

i am but no matter what i'd still go meet her and whacked her up for not telling me when

she left or back... grrrr..ahah but i really feel like hugging her..ahha the missing a Friend

is really very beautiful things ler..ahha and the feeling is happy!!! compare to missing

a lover.. which is so down inside..hahaa i am mad again ler..ahhahah

After that called tao you to meet her before went to the pub.. haha i am missing

taoyou too..haha long long time never see her ler..ahha since her b'day i think..haha

she still the same.. never get any slight older lor.. still look as young as 18 lor..

how envy her o... ~~~ hehehehehe. After that went to maxwell market to have our dinner

cuz i want eat something soupy..hahha.. WOW~~ there are alot of nice food over there

you know... *sob sob... but i must resist it.. so sad... haha then we ate fishball soups

and beancurd and grassjelly for dessert.. though the beancurd not looks like beancurd

at all lor.. It looks more like mango pudding ba..ahha Haa haa really looking forward to

meet zan ler..hahah

So we reached the pub first which she told me would only be coming around 10.30 lor..

make me wait sia..haha never mind.. i am willing de..hahah but later then she know huh *evil..

haha Had a few mugs of beer while chit chatting with taoyou..haha really really got

along of things to talk.. haha from study to work to relationship....

wooo hoooo the feeling is GOOD!!! haha i love it.. i wish everyday can be like that..haha

FINALLY she reached man!!!! everybody there was like really waiting for her lor..ahha btw its

the pub open by irene ang( the PCK) haha irene ang really slim down alor ler.. almost look

the same as the Marie France Bodyline adv ler.,.. ahha ok i only know a few ppl there.. haa haa

cuz this is the second time i been there..ahha cuz ash work there as a bartender...hahaa

OKOK get back to ZAN hahah first reaction when i saw her is .. "Zan~~~ this mei liang xin

de jia huo" hahaha haha i really hug her mann!!! haha haa i keep laughing and laughing,

beat and pinched her lor..haha i know how what is "beat is love, scold is dote" haha.

She is the one who i should thanks for i am today.. the better me... She is the one who

pulled me up when i fell.... She is the one who guide me from the dark world that

i once had.... and She is the only one who i scare (respect) among all my friend...

She is the one who never give up on me once and again!! i really treat her as

my Sister ler.. i know she is too...doting on me.. ahha though she fierce at times...

but she never give up on me no matter what i done....

I AM SORRY ZAN!!! i let you down again this time... But i swear!!

THIS WOULD BE THE LAST TIME

i would treat a foe as a friend ok!!! i know.. eveything turn very

clear to me the moment i see you.... hahhaa

Talked like almost non-stop sia.. she was so popular there... ahah everybody was

like was waiting their turn to catch up with her..haha and yeah she is fat ler..ahha

but on the face only ler..her body still remain the same skinny de lor..ahha

everybody was like pinching her cheeks..ahha i am one of the ice-breaker who beat

and pinched her..ahhaha really scolded her for being so heartless left without

a word!! haha

But when she asked me to see the people in the pub... YAR!!! haha i am glad... ahha cuz

i am the only poly friend that she asked... ahah ok ba forgive you ba..ahha means she

still remembered me at least!!! hahaha yeah she prority me first..ahha cuz i cant stay

for too late cuz have to work the next day..ahha forced her to take few pictures with

me!! haha cuz she dont like taking pics de..hahhaha

YAR!! threatened her must come out again!! haha yar.. she said either friday or sat

ahha so guys...make urself free ok!!! haha treat it as gathering for DCNT haha

looking forward man!! haha after that she sent me off to wait for cab!! i dont know

in front of her i just cant hide my secret... at first she was upset and angry i think

but.. glad that she finallly understand and forgive me and wipe my tears..haha

haha yeah she is one of xing fu de ren now..haha glad too.. really happy for her too..

promised her will be visiting her in ausie one day.. haha after saving i mean..

hehehe Taoyou too.. is xing fu now..haha really happy to see everyone is so xing fu...

ahha i really feel happy and 'an xin' somehow..ahah do i sound like mother? ahhah

Told gor about my happiness..ahha haha he so funnyy..hahah better dont mention it

here lar..haa else he threatened to kill me again...ahha but i am elated and feel

happy to hear it..haha ho ho ho i can read his mind too ler..ahhah haha silly boi!!

ahha but i like it..hahaha

Zan said i slim is slim ler..haha but gain ler something ler.. haha guess what is it?

She said gain ler China's treasure..ahhaha know what is it? Panda Eyes lor

sob.. sob... haven't had good sleep for long ler... ahha somemore i didnt

prepare for it too mar.. after my work..ahhah

+"."+ me N dao you at the alley +"."+

+"."+ Cant stop taking.. haha +"."+

+"."+ nice pic.. see the sky.. so natural +"."+

+"."+ Dao you with nice sky.. hee +"."+

+"."+ Taken on the way to the pub +"."+

+"."+ Candid me.. though ugly..but i think its very natural hehe +"."+

+"."+ Me n ZAnnnn +"."+

+"."+ haha shy Zan... only see my teeth.. so ugly mann haha +"."+

+"."+ Must take alot lot of pics..ahha cuz normally she dont like photo taking de +"."+

+"."+ Yeah!! Forever FRIENDS!!! +"."+

+"."+ Haa haa i am sai nai -ing to zannn +"."+

+"."+ so bad dao you only take half of me haha +"."+

+"."+ Crazy photo-whoring... wooo hooo +"."+

+"."+ I like this one... natural and sweet +"."+

+"."+ Lastly.. a pic before i leave,.... hehehe +"."+

Wooo hooo.. happy happy.. i am so happy...

To zan:"zan.. dont say i dont have your pics in my blog anymore hor...ahha

if you think this is not enough, take somemore again on friday or sat ok...

Lastly, WElCOmE BACKKK hhehhehe

Meeting ah jin and ah siang they all later at ORchard ... woo hooo....

Post birthday celebration??? hehee

~SHARON

B'CUZ OF U~

2006-06-19T16:42:00.000+08:00

+'.'+ Life's Short Cherish it +'.'+

Life's really short and unpredictable... Please please cherished it.. though its really

easier said than done...

Kling told me about this blog http://www.xiaodoudou.blogspot.com/ i am agree

with kling.. the girl is so brave and positive... Really proud of her braveness....

though she is gone now... but everyone will still remember her... i was kinda

timid to read the blog... was reading half way but i really feel sour feeling deep

inside mer ler... my heart too weak to read all the pain that she is suffering...

Imagine all those.... i wonder i would be that brave like her though...

I think i did tell dear recently i really hack care about my surrounding

or can be say... i have no feeling towards what happening surrounding me...

i wonder why too.. somehow i really numb feeling towards what happening

ler.. and the feeling suck... suck its just like tasteless food, colourless life...

But.. somehow when i reading the girl i somehow can feel my heart hurt again..

yar... Thats the kind of feeling i have when i read that blog... but my heart choose

not to read it.. i dont know why too... maybe just avoiding from reality or what....

i dont i dont i dont....

I AM JUST NOT MYSELF ANYMORE I'VE CHANGED....

I ALMOST CANT UNDERSTAND MYSELF ANYMORE....

though i once thoughtif i am feelingless would be great..

but seems like my wishes comes too late again...

hahaha when can i have my heart back again???

Hee hee anyway shall update on my weekend ok...

+.+ UPDATE +.+

Sat, 17-06-06

Hee Hee meeting dear for K lunch..haa haa it has been long long since i been to one

woke up at 9.30 ..ahha was supposingly meet dear at 10.45 de.. muhaa but the night

before i think i slept at 3 if not wrong..hahha reached there around 11 hehe just nice lar

the K box just opened for business..hahah Sang all the way till 2 o'clock..

but i think i need to comment on K bOx... The system is getting lousy and lousier..

There are alot of new songs not inside... the mic also all spoil de... grrrrr

but the service is quite good lor... the ppl work there mostly are friendly and

helpful...

Took few pics only till the batt die on me again..grrrrr haha

After K went to walk walk around jurong..haa long long never been there too ler...

still remember last time my first school in S'pore is at BMC jurong that branch..

hahaha times really flies sia.. its almost 10 years since then.. after that bought some

food back to eat at my home.. haha slack and gossipping.. hehe Cook spagetti for dear

and my family..ahha they said not bad lar..haha maybe they scare i dont cook

for them ler..ahha but that the first time in my dictionary i've ever cook for them

too o..haha

Sunday,17-06-06

Basically staying at home the whole day watching my korean drama

"Love story in harvard" nice nice... romantic... haha seems like spiderweb

is growing on my hair ler..ahha then go to dinner with my aunt

they all... haha a dinner with the love one is wonderful though its

just simple one..haha i really think ler i really want to be Housewive in

future..haha am i mad? ahhaha really useless of me right ? aahha

ok.. as i promise Fen must put the thanks big big to thanks her

THANK SO MUCH FEN... :)

Thats all for the weekend o... hmm today is monday again..haha yar blur again...

ahhah i wanna go holiday... haha i want go cruise..

hahah yeah and i am looking forward towards DECEMBER... woo hooo..

+:+ Photo for share +:+

+"."+ I look so pale right?? sob sob +"."+

+"."+ The sulking face of me.. like donald duck?? haha +"."+

+"."+ Haa haa my gor.. ahha shuai mar?? ahha cheers.. friends forever +"."+

Haa haa still want me to post another one? hahah hmm so must know how

to please me ok..ahha!!!!

TA DA~~~ Thats my weekend.. boring ba.. BTW

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY

JIN, kai cen(blur boy) haha

Wish you all the best in everything you do ok... cheerss :)

~ECSS

B'CUZ OF U~