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I just needs time to get used to this new kind of situation again.. :)
And there goes the story... Sharon's life still goes on as per normal.. still eat,sleep and
breath as normal....
Sharon never blames anyone... really.. its just a stage of level she has to go through
and whatever hardship that she ever had make her stronger person... make her wiser.
And all along she never hates or blame anyone... All she would do just complaining and
sooneer or later she would forget those who have hurt her before...
Sharon thanks those angels who have been her wings all along... been through thick and
thin with her over the years...
After Complain so much i believe she would feel better ler... Cuz i wish nobody's reading
my blog... Cuz i really complain like nobody biz this time.. ahha
The mother of success is failure.. so the father of Laugh is CRY...
NO PAIN NO GAIN Right? I would work hard for the life that i want to live with..
*** THE END ***
~SHARON~
::HiPoPoMoUsE::: fishing at 2:13 PM
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Friday, September 22, 2006
+'.'+ Knowing Who we are.. +'.'+
Albert Einstein said: "The minutes you begin to live your life according to
you choices, its really a new kind of life."
Well i now truely understand the meaning of this quote....
I know i am a happier person now...
People can come to know the truth about oneself based on few factors..
-by intuitive understanding
- through apparent coincidences in life events that affect us deeply
- by the intricate and infinite complexity and interdependence of life
-through the unconditional love of another person.....
Now, i have those of few factors above.. i really understand who i am now...
I know what i want in life and leaving the excess baggage that weigh me down.
When i am able to let go, to calm myself. to ignore the clamor of the newest
spriritual fad, i start to become aware of my truth and my message.
I really very glad o... There are so many angels in my life... Reallly true angels.
My angels are my Family, My Friends and my Colleagues.. Those who listen to me.
Those who give me advice. Those who listen to my crying without saying a word
cuz they are lost at word seeing me like that. Those who silently concern for me.
I am thanking god for blessing me with so many angels in my life...
I do.. I really do.. i Feel very content with what i am having now... I no longer
Complain ler.. haha well maybe once in a while.. heheheh....
And for that i also want to be angels to those who loved me unconditionally...
So any trouble... There is angel here ok!!!! hheheh :P
WEll actually The pain of losing a loved one is the price we pay for having that
loved one... There is always a price for everything.. Especially happiness... :)
Thus the things that can take your breath away also can leave you care-less,
home-less, family-less and job-less... Therefore not too dependent on one thing
cuz.. Everything is changing... The only thing that doesnt change is "CHANGE"
Itself... Right, posche? hahaha
Like what my conv with posche yesterday... Right and Wrong is very subjective..
Its not a math or bio... 1+1 =2. In life really there is no such things.... If there is...
Isn't it would be much simpler???
It would be even better if human works the same as Computer... We can choose to
reformat our mind and choose what things we want to back up... and restore only
those which not infected with virus... hahaha how good it would be.. haha but...
IF would still Remain as IF no matter how many times i IF..hahahha
I believe GOD there are always reason why GOD always create TOMORROW...
Else We would all stop at TODAY isnt it?
I Feeling much lighter now.. really..
i wanna be happy SHARON once more....
TGIF hehe its friday once more.. hehehe Times fly very fast again lar when
its working life.. :)
Had a happy working day yest... Laughter shares among people is the best
entertainment ever had for me... I wanna be myself.. I want be someone
who knows when to say YES and When to say NO.
Scott Tibbs wants me to keep my promise.. ahha actually i've forgotten if
i've ever promised him that i would be going to dinner with him the next time he
is here..haha Actually met him few months ago when he is here...
He is very Friendly artist i've ever seen.. Somemore he is quite talented i think
He work with Beyonce before.. He composed and write songs too..
Then I have to keep my promise.. hehe though i abit dont really feel like going
honestly cuz nobody going.. somemore no transport.... but in the end i manage
to pyscho kalai and kaili to go with me.. kekeke
Had this Indian Food at Kaili's aunt place there... eheh Cuz the two artist are
vegetarian.. and all the food we ordered are vegie only lor.. heheheh
Actually we were intend to got there drink only.. cuz previously we already had
Pizza ... haha then don know why Dennis asked me to sit in front of him saying that
scott want to talk to me.. ~pengz~ haha i was so blushing lor.. ahha
Then i think Scott also know i am very shy thus he keep disturbing me lor..haha
Then very funny lor..ahha after all the food ready then everybody was like taking
food... then i take one spoon of each for the sake of joining in the dinner haha cuz not
good mar... haha then i thought everyone must be hungry so dont think they will
not notice me anyway.. hahaha
But then suddenly scott and Omar said... "Thats completely unacceptable..."
then i look up and saw two of them looking at me and counting how many grain
of rice on my plate..hahahhaa really darn funny lor..ahha i dont know how to describe
lar.. but if you guys there think sure laught till peng lor..hahah
Then from then on Scott would add food on my plates whatever food he takes for himself
ahha i was like.. * please dont add anymore i am full.. haha somemore its indian food
lar..ahha i also not used to it lor..hahah
Actually i quite scared talking to two of them you know.. you know why?? cuz their
english is american accent.. i cant get it that fast.. i need times to chew their words..
which maybe its a joke then i would be the last to laugh..hahaha can you imagine??
When everyone has stopped laughing then you begin to laugh??? ahhaha
Well i play smart ler nowaday..haha whenever talking to someone i not so familiar
with i would follow the crowd and the one who say it.haha if everyone's laughing
then i follow laughing lor while figuring out what they talking about..ahha DAmn
jialat right me??ahah anyway...
:::I amm happy girl... in a happy world.... with so many angels around me :::
Hope everyone can be as happy as i am now... Whatever things it is.. It wont be
Forever.. Soon it would be gone... Just like happiness and SAdness...
What cant kill you today make you stronger tomorrow!!!!!!!
and bla bla bla....
H. A .P .P .Y -W .E .E .K .E .N .D everyone...
~HARON
The haha girl~
::HiPoPoMoUsE::: fishing at 11:13 AM
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Wednesday, September 20, 2006
+'.'+ I am a clown of myself... +'.'+
They said arrow is very dangerous things... if you handles it too gentle it will
shoot back and hit you instead... well i think same goes with life... sometimes
certain things that you endear so much.. that you have been protecting with all
your might just come and shoot back to you.... Save the hurt that it caused but its
to let me learnt lesson that when you need to be cruel to someone you really have to...
Saying NO to other is same as saying YES to yourself...
Reality is cruel but still i have to face it... Instead i really feel like laughing out loud
now.. i dont know why.. maybe knowing someone true colour? hahaha i just find
myself very funny.. like a clown.. yar i am a clown to myself for so many years...
Its time for me to be human again...
Well something really dont have explanation.. is this quote excuse or just want to
avoid from the question... i dont know and i also don wish to know ler lar...
I am tired at this moment... i need a long peaceful sleep after so long of battles....
Dont care if the result is win or lose at least i am doing what i should do ler...
I cant stop someone from hurting me... but i can stop myself from being hurt...
that's all i can do now... :)
To think of it maybe its blessing in disguise.. i dont have to hide or have to filter twice
before posting my blog anymore... i now can write i want in my blog...
Count myself lucky to have realise it now maybe else I would have been more
hurt i think... Somehow think human are very scary o...
Want to take precaution also not fair to others... Want to trust people also scared
My feelin at this moment very funny.. hahha i really think i am a clown to myself
i really feel like laughing... laughing for being a clown... haa haa Isn't it funny?
don't you guys think so? where got such a dumb people... knowing every clearly
poison is fatal but still go and touch it again and again just because you love
it...
Thanks god for letting me learnt the theory that i have been postponing for the
past 20 over years....
Hahaha I really feel like laughing and sleeping.. Suddenly feeling very sleepy...
Yar its me... totally me ok... Once again you don't want be the bad guy...
Hahaha Actually by now i should have get used to it all... hahaha but still i am
a fool to you again... Never mind.. Its good also... What meant to be broken should
be broken forever.... What i want to tell you is "THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!
IT hurts so much.. but i know it will be sunshine after rain... :)
~HARON
A FOOL TO MYSELF~
::HiPoPoMoUsE::: fishing at 2:42 PM
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Tuesday, September 19, 2006
+'.'+ Contentment策粗 +'.'+
哈哈 每个人 都用话议 blog i also want.. ahha but hopefully you all understand what i
write.. muahahha
呵呵 慢有期 的 了
哈哈哈 我 但心没有一个人看得懂 哈哈大笑
哈哈哈不管不管了啦
哈哈哈 aiyah better type in english lar..ahha the more i write the more i think its very
ridiculous...
Well just back from lunch anyway...
I really have to thanks whatever things happened instead of keep complaining
i know i have been much luckier compared to those who are much worst than me
i know if want to compare to those who better than me of course there are still alot
alot right? but 人比人气死人对马?
Firstly i wanna thanks for letting me see the better picture of this world.. of
the real life... everyone in this world live with one motive isn't it? Its learning
right.....
I know whatever things happened for a reason... No one is right or wrong.. or maybe
everyone is at fault in the first place ... well i can only blame on karma i think... it must
be that i have done bad things in the past thus if bad things happened to me in this life
its what i deserved i guess.... with this concept i think i would live to be much happier
and useful person.
该走的我留不促 该来的我多不掉
Meeting, Farewell its the two things that we would never be able to control..
We would never be able to control whether to know this person or not... and i know
meeting is a happiness. To be able to meet the person that you love.. to be able to meet
someone that you can talk to.. to be able to meet someone that you can confide too...
But never be forgotten that wherenever there is meeting sure there is farewell..
Just same as born and death... its just matter of time... soon or later....
I know at this point of time no matter whatever i said would be no use... i just hope
times can clear away all the pain and bad memory that you had....
At much as i want to offer my hand for help as much as i know you dont not want it
i know you need time... i dont know why things turn out this way too.. i believe noone
had ever one this to happen.... Not u not me....
Maybe now i can understand the pain that you going through that time.. when i choose
to ignore u.. This is whatso-called whatever comes around goes around ba...
One thing you should know that whenever you need me i will be there for you... :)
I know everyone has its first time to do everything... as long as i am brave enough
to walk out my this first time i would be able to live much better than now.. no more
suffering in cycle anymore ba... I have done what i should... and i guess i should start
living what i think is right and not what other thing is right anymore ba...
At this time i only feel i am very tired.. i need times off of everything i doing now...
I need a break!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
:::Times will heal away all wound, and times is the best healer in the world:::
~N.o.B.o.D.y~
::HiPoPoMoUsE::: fishing at 2:46 PM
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Monday, September 18, 2006
+'.'+ I am proud of u +'.'+
It really took my breath away to know your dertermination...
i really wanna know how one can have that kind of determination...
nor typhoon or tsunami can destroy the determination....
Does it built-in inside everyone?
Or only some lucky person would get it only?
But why doesn't i have half of it?
Maybe its a new beginning for me... or whatever.. but at least
i have let it off whats inside me for past few months.. i hope i don
have that nightmare again...
I hope my conscience would let me off...
Or its me who cant forgive myself?
I am at fault... I AM SORRY!!!! i wish you can scold me or angry with me rather
be so calm and it makes me even more miserable...
i really wish i have half of your attitude to face this world.. i really have to learn
from you i guess...
Thanks for letting me learn this thing form you...
~HARON~
::HiPoPoMoUsE::: fishing at 4:37 PM
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