.+.+. B.e.a.u.t.i.f.u.l M.e.m.o.r.i.e.s B'cuz Of U .+.+.

{Thursday, March 30, 2006 . }

+'.'+ Holiday Mode +'.'+

Hurray!!! today is thursday ler.... Hee hee Few more hours can enjoy myself to

the max ler.. hee hee.. so excited and looking forward to it.. But the main

prob now is i thinking should i buy the Ixus 65 today? if i buy ler

sure quite tight de wor.. it cost around $679... hmmm how arh

buy or not ler? somemore i going to Jakarta wor.. haa but

if go tour never bring good camera very waste lor.... Somemore

Bogor is a very beutiful place sia... haa how arh how arh?

Hmm if i buy thats mean must cut down on my shopping ler..

but if never buy the money also cant be seen de... hmm how?

Shall i buy?lalala~~ haa anyway... shall upload some pics.. hee

masterpiece wor~~

+.+ Update +.+

Tuesday after work went to Jurong Point with Mona n Joan.. Suddenly

crave for the tom yum there haa.. very very full sia.. cuz as usual if got

mona sure got alot of food one.. haa haa sure gain weight liao lar.. cham liao

haha been today eating very full ler.. haa but to eat is a blessing mar.. hee hee

at least by saying this make my consciense feel better... haha

wednesday, After work went to KKKK with Mona,Joan,sis and Anthony.

At first actually only me mona n joan only de.. to discuss our Jkt trip.

Haa but Jack come to meet me before i going back Medan mar and

the main reason is to bluetooth me my pic... haa the one i took with

his Bike one.. haha cool mann.. then after meeting us i drag him to

come with us for dinner and KTV as well.. haha. Then Sis also joinings

us, cuz before that she asked if i wanna to meet her at Orchard but

i told her i am going to KTV so cant join her. Then Anthony and her

joined us for the KTV too.. Haa paiseh ler i think yesterday i sing

the most song one.. Mostly is Zhao WEi song... Woo Hooo~~

Together there are 6 of us.. haha really enjoyed ourselves alot. Haa

I think sis too excited ler.. broke the Glass sia.. haa then i laugh till

pengz sia.. She forever that clumsy and blur one.. haa haa

Have to mafan the waiter to clear it so paiseh.. but lucky noone

hurt ba.. haa haa

Jack sing English song very nice wor... haa. He sang When u say nothing

at all.. ahah then we is the Choir lor.. in the Chorus part we all back him

up... haa cuz i only know how to sing that part only.. hee hee

Take care Wor guys... See u guys Next week...

Kling must takecare ok... I must see u complete when i come back

next week arh....

Shan hope u gettting better after i come back..

Hee Hee i shall bring u guys alot of food ok... which S'pore dont have

de.. hee hee... Few more hours to go wor... hee very excited now

wor... Haven packed yet sia.. hee always last mins de me... keke

Miss you guys!!! Take care Ya... Love U~~~

+"."+ Me With Bike +"."+

+"."+ I rIde biKe oNe wOr +"."+

+"."+ Mona,Joan n Me +"."+

+"."+ Me wo Saya.. +"."+

+"."+ Me n Jack +"."+

+"."+ Too engross in Singing +"."+

+"."+ Dont know who take this pic de +"."+

+"."+ Day Dream +"."+

+"."+ ... +"."+

+"."+ Girls Power +"."+

+"."+ Boyish look ?? +"."+

+"."+ All in +"."+

MiSs U aLl

More Pics Coming up when i'm back Wor~~!!!

~HARON

B'CUZ OF U~

::HiPoPoMoUsE::: fishing at 4:07 PM
------ {Tuesday, March 28, 2006 . }

+'.'+ Pinky Tuesday +'.'+

Yeah.. Its Tuesday ler... count down three more days i can go on

short holiday ler.. hee hee.. very fast wor... then after come back from

medan few more days then i will be leaving for jakarta again ler...

haa April like Holiday month for me huh...

This morning take cab to work.. but i dun intend one wor... haa

cuz when i was walking towards stat its dizzling ler.. then i never

bring umbrella one mar... so just nice so one available cab

then just hail lor.. hee hee this uncle is very interesting man...

Journey never be bored with him... haa I think is Richard Marc

Loyal Fans.. and can be seen that he is someone who knows

what Is Love mannnn..... haaa

When i got into the cab he asked me if i listen to richard marc song

then i say yea.... then he said ok.. lets play some game... haha. The

guessing song name... haa then the he played this song... i really quite

familiar with de... but i forget the name.. or I dont remember title

one... haa haa then i was like.. err... he give me 3 hints... haa by let me

listening 3 times to it.. haa then i was very excited lor.. haa i said wait

wait dont tell me first.. haha then in the end i still dont know.. *pengz..

haa Its the "Now and Forever" lar... haha throw face lor.. haa

Then he told me about Richard marc story and tell me that

he wrote most of his songs for his wife... and its really true that

when you listen to his songs you can really feel the emotion inside

like "Now and Forever", "Right Here Waiting"... Then there is one

time when i just listen to its starting music then i told him.. this one

is nice... "Right Here Waiting" right? this one i know... haha then he

laughed mann... i think he find it very funny or what ba... haa but

can see contented on his face ler.. haha The uncle is around his 40+

only ba i think n if not wrong his name Dennis Tan... haa cuz got his

name at the Tag there mar.. ha haa.. Then he told me about this

"Right Here Waiting" song... there is this part Oceans Apart...

and he told me this is when he was not with his wife cuz of the concert

he is travelled around the world... which is very true wor...

+.+ Cant Believe it +.+

Haa yest after work went to meet up with Liping at City Hall.. Thanks

Alvin for sending me there wor... hee Then after meet up with Liping

went to Suntec to have dinner.. Was intending to go to Sakae Sushi de

at first.. but Its close for renovation and will only be re-open on the 3rd

of April wor.. then after that we decide to go to Fish & C.o haha guess what

did we order lor... haa "1/2 dozens Fresh Oyster,1 fried Calamari, 1 New

York Fish & Chip for myself and Liping ordered Coriander Fish and plus

additional $5 to top-up for the drink and soup of the day" Woah...

really full man.. to comment on the food... the Soup of the day(Cream of

Mushroom... hmm not that nice.. too creamy ler.. ) then the drink i ordered

Passion fruit with soda, this one not bad... then the fish N Chip is Nice Cuz

Its their Signature dish mar.. then the Calamari Quite nice too... Different

from other places.. Liping Coriander Fish quite healthy cuz its grilled and

fresh. The one i most satisfied is the Oyster!!! hahah Its first time i ate

Raw oyster lor.. haa but it really taste nice.. cuz its very fresh... Put some

fresh lemon juice and Tobasco... *slurp... yummy!!!! haa haa but very very

full till the Calamari ring have to Packed back.. haa then my stomach was quite

pain maybe of eating too much man.. haa then "lao sai" lor.. haa then at home

ler still pain .. have to go toilet few times.. but good ler.. haa at least my

stomachauto not too take too much food ler.. hee hee then do something

to my hair...haa dont know can notice it or not hor.. shall take some pic..

haa but satisfiedwith the result.. haa I am smart huh!!! to think of

that.. haa *winks...

haa Kena Influence by Liping ler.. haa saw this V3x... Very Nice mann but

i just changed ler.. less than 3 months somemore...if want to change sure

must get w/o line de.. very ex wor.. and the Nokia 6280 also not bad wor

2.0 Mp Camera.... same as V3x and V3x is 3G phone wor.. haha but i got

to buy my Canon 750 first.. hee the price like drop liao wor.. now is around

$700+ but Jin said Ixus 55 better ler.. slimmer.. and cost oni $500+

But i was thinking since i want to use for long term one why not get

something better one and can last for few years.. haa dont know lar..

see till i got the budget then see which one worth buyin first.. hee hee.. :)

+"."+ SeE tHe DiFfErEnCe MaR? +"."+

+"."+ y i said pinky tuesday +"."+

+"."+ Me n Xiaoli +"."+

( I think this pic is ard 2 yrs old le ba keke )

+"."+ @shar's creation +"."+

~HARON

B'CUZ OF U~

::HiPoPoMoUsE::: fishing at 5:38 PM
------ {Monday, March 27, 2006 . }

+'.'+ Monday Blues,Blur +'.'+

Blue... Bluee I am so Blur.... Haa haa Really so sleepy and blur now....

Head like empty empty de... haa nothing goes into my mind now

except sleep hee hee... argh... i am so weak now...

Just come back from BB cuz there are some prob with their Pc lar

as usual only sunday then the PC will fall sick.. haa haa mischievous!

really know how to choose day to fall sick huh!!!

Update On last sunday...?? Hmm Last sunday sleep & Slack the whole

day at home.. cuz the day before slept at 4+ wor.. haa haa cuz sunday is

the only day i can sleep fully wor... hee so gotta make full use of this day nor...

Nothing to do so go to trim my hair... Cuz i see my sis go permed her hair...

Not bad ler... hee might considered it when mine grow till the desire length.

Very cheap ler.. oni $3 haha cuz the lady boss know us de... but then i only

cut my fringe only nia... kekeke... then went to westmall have dinner with

gugu and my cousin... after that gugu pyscho me to touch up my hair..

haa haa cuz she wanna touch up too... but then too her disappointment

one bottle is just enough for me.. haa haa but then i promise her will buy

her one if i stike 4D.. hehee kidding lar... haa thats like impossible lor..

haa.

+"."+b4 i Cut mY FrInGe+"."+

+"."+My NeW fRiNgE+"."+

~SHARON
B'CUZ OF U~

::HiPoPoMoUsE::: fishing at 3:22 PM
------ {Saturday, March 25, 2006 . }

+'.'+ First Time +'.'+

Woo hoo... Its another Saturday again... Seems that days passed by

real fast than we realise..

Worked Full-shift today cuz next week i will be taking leave. slept for

about 3 hours only this morning.. was very sleepy but seems like

nowaday my will power are stronger.. haa haa able to wake up on time

and went to bank to do some transfer and off to work...

Shall explained y i slept for 3 hours only this morning.. hee :)

+.+ YeStErDay +.+

After work went home first before heading to MOS as planned, while

on the way back drop by westmall to buy some fruits home to eat.

Was rather tired by then.. cuz the night before slept at 2+ am too

so was planning to go home have few hours of sleep first before

partying.. but as always as my planned always never worked out

one.. after reach home its about 8+ ler.. then come myself some

soup and nowaday my craving really very weird.. haa haa recently

told u guys about craving for mango and those preserve fruits

while these few days i've been craving for boiled sweet potato since

Youli jie gave me one to try that day.. hee hee thought its very

common food but its real that i have been ages since i last ate it.

hee hee so bought about 1 kg of sweet potato from Shop n Save

Westmall. Steam about 4 cuz thought that aunt n Jun jun

would like to have it. Then by then is almost 10 ler but

i still haven bath n prepared yet. I didnt know what

i was doing too in front of the monitor screen.. Was i talking

to someone? doesnt seems so ler.. what i was doing arh?? hmm

forget ler.. anyway Was suprised that Sukardy will called me

haa cuz we have been years never met. And his voice still

the same as ever.. haa Called me up to ask if i am going to Mos

tonight cuz at first sis said wanna join us de... but who knows

she suddenly changed her mind and decided to give it a miss

then sukardy was being fly aeroplane by sis lor.. pathetic him ler...

then i asked him to pyscho my sis go.. and if its fail he still can joined

us de cuz my friends they all very friendly de... then said he will

called me when he reached there..

Reached MOS around 11.45 like that and saw Pearly n May may was

there already.. and soon after Sukardy also reached ler.. haha he cannot

recognised me lor.. haa actually after calculation we really almost 6

years never meet up ler.. haha cuz we both busy.. hee hee then was

suggesting to share cab home later after the party but i was so suprised

when he told me ride wor.. woo hooo~~~ hahah then he said he can

ride me home to if i want.. haha Yippe Yippee so happy lor.. really

looking forward to it.. hee Thus hor... haha i dont allow him to drink much

when we are inside.. haha cuz i really quite scare ler.... first time sit bike in

S'pore ler... haha then i told him "you really can or not? i still want to

married and give birth one hor" haa haa then he kept laughing sia.

he is really patient guy... haa

Not much people arh today.. as in our group there are only 5 of us

only yest.. but youli jie got friends there... Esther they all hee hee

Saw this guy quite cute in her group.. tall tall n boyish look de.. haa

then what i notice is his eyes.. haa the way he looks at me.. *blush..

hee hee no lar.. i was dreaming lar.. haa Then dont know what happen

that esther matched me with other guy.. weird! very weird...

I was being sabo till i m lost at words lor.. haa ok.. though he is tall too

but how i wish to speak out i want is him... hahaa no lar.. i just played

along lor.. haa being forced to take "close" pict.. and youli jie also

supportin them wor.. haa pengz... Haa alright was happy though cuz

they really very humorous... haa haa

We left around 4+ pat send yl,pearly n may home while i left with

sukardy.. haha really very excited.. haha along the way walking

to the carpark i keep asking him.. dont be so fast hor.. haha then

asked really can or not... haha i repeat again... haa then he keep

laughing.. haa haa... then upon reaching the car park wow... saw

his bike.. cool lor.. and its relaxing type that one.. not sporty one...

haha then he helped me wear the helmet and teach me this that...

haha then asked him help me take pict.haha its in his phone ler..

haven send me yet.. due to my phone memory full ler.. haa

then he waited till the lamp in the street light first.. cuz the light

got counter one.. haa haa then i sit in the bike posing while he

taking pict of it.. haa he really spoiled me lor.. haa haa

Then along the way i keep telling him very thrilling ler...

very nice ler.. very interesting ler.. my first ler... haa then the

temperature was cooling lor.. haa its almost 5 in the morning..

The feeling was so peaceful... So relaxing.. Really no scare n worry

after feelin the cool wind blow.. and the smell of grass early in the

morning.. everything was so fresh... so pure.. n so innocent,... haa haa

The night scenery was nice too.. Now i know why people love bike

so much.. haa haa i would like to ride bike too.. if i am able to get

license first.. haa haa Really thanks for the ride wor sukardy.. haa haa

ITs an UnFoRgOtAbLe ExPeRiEnCe wor... haaa thanks thanks thanks

thanks.. haha really really very happy woo hooo.. looking forward

for second ride kekeke ... :)

Oh no... Outside is raining now.. i didnt bring jacket with me.. so cold sia

Orby me wear short n sleeveless lar.. *hiks hiks... If only my prince here

to give me warmth.. haha bai ce arh wo.. ha haa but how am i later to walk

out to buy the batt wor.. so sian they never accept Nets lor.. else i can pass

to auntie ler yest... see how later maybe borrow umbrella and walk out

to buy.. cuz i dont wan to walk back after knocked off

:::WhAtEvEr I dO iS wHaT i WaNt To Do, N i H n R:::

+'.'+ Me n The Biker(long time buddy)+'.'+

+'.'+ May n Myself+'."+

+'.'+Me n Cute Pearly+'.'+

+'.'+ Me n Dont know what name (guy that match make to me)+'.'+
This Pic is quite fake.. haa cuz being forced de... :>

+'.'+Youli, Me, The Guy n Esther +'.'+

+'.'+ This is the Cute Guy i mention n MayMay+'.'+
(i want too... i want take pic with him too hehe actually this is my
revengion for saboing me just now kekeke)

::: To the Point :::

Promise Still Lose to the Time
Finally i understand how dangerous Love is
After Today i will learn to love myself more

If u ever really loved me once, please dont say sorry
How many times earth revolve around Sun
Just When i wink my eyes we r back to the point again

The Letting go is more cruel than loving you
Losing is More cruel than posessing.
I hope u just don want hurt me n not lying

-----

Recently i find myself change alot.. from taste to thinking
to my behaviour.. haa what could be the cause of it? Last time
I have no observation toward english songs but nowi love to listen
to english songs... Last time i dont dare to speak out my mind
Now i seems to be too bold... Last time i used to think i can leave
without man.,.. Now my ambition is to be housewife. Last time
I dont dare to take risk.. but now i love to try new things...
Last time i used to be very sensitive towards ppl... used to
think if people ever said bad things about me... Now.. I dont
care much about people criticism.. Now i love to sleep alot
which was not like that in the past.. Is it because i old ler?
Maybe jh is right... Cant always club for too many times..
and u will know it only when you are old.. yeah i can feel it now.
Last time i used to tell white lies just for the sake of face...
Now i dare to admit my mistake... Like watching the NYP girl
video.. which last time i was thinking watching porn is ashamed.
I even try to smoke just out of curiosity.. Now i even thinking
of going to sky diving... i promise i will try it... Paul!! when
I finally made it i will tell you hows the feeling before and
after jumping.. hee hee..

Its kinda sad to be caught between Friendship and Relationship.
Those are two different things... how can it be an option!!!
I hate have to make choice between friend n Bf!!!
Seriously if your friends understand you enough they will
go all the way to support you... though in the end they have
expected the outcome.Its all because they dont want to
despair you... i do understand why they object you with your BF
Its because they dont want to see you hurt... But do you know
one thing thats much more painful than this? ITs
being caught in the middle.. you just so lost that you dont
know what you should do n what you should say the next
second. I truly understand this feeling.. But if really have
to make a choice between friendship and Bf i would choose
Friendship... Really!!! ITs true that people will start to
cherish when they are gone... n until then you will realise
how much that things meant to you....

1:34 Am

Just Send Mona off to take cab... After work i went home directly
cuz really been feeling very tired the wholeday... hee but still
when i got home just cant get to sleep .. dont know why myself just
dont bear to close eyes... dont bear to sleep though been feeling
very sleepy...

I think i really very stubborn person huh... Always rebellious..
talking to people will make them angry.. especially if they adviced..
but i just want you guys to trust me mar.. and not saying i am
irresponsible.. If u dont care then dont care lar... why putting
on mask to be so concern about when u not at all...

back to Mona... Mona has been accompanying me the whole
night sia.. hee hee thanks yar gal for your accompanion..
really appreciated it... You are the best gal!!! hee hee i know
if u know i still haven sleep u sure gonna knocked my head
de hee ~ hee~ waiting for sukardy to send me my pic ler..
else cant update my blog ler.. hee :)

::HiPoPoMoUsE::: fishing at 1:55 PM
------ {Friday, March 24, 2006 . }

+'.'+ UpDaTe +'.'+

Update Update Update.. Ah boon not really good cuz he dont want buy me

the Hamtaro.. haha on sales now ler oni $50 lor.. Very big ler.. and v

ery hugablehaha but he dont want buy me lor... He said next time...

So must post hereIn Case i forgot... Fen also be the witness ok.. haha..

Then he very funny lorCuz i keep looking at the hamtaro and he walk out ler

i think he scare in case he kena psycho by me.. haa then i was thinking

whether buy or not haa then he from out side keep asking Fen..

" Die arh... She dont want come out how?"

haha like i am likea spoilt child like that lor.. haa haa..

Boon.. U owe me One BIG HAmtaro AH!!!!

~HARON

B'CUZ OF U~

::HiPoPoMoUsE::: fishing at 12:13 PM
------ {Thursday, March 23, 2006 . }

+'.'+ Dreams +'.'+

Always have this dream... I dont know what does it mean but i swear

i have been dreaming this same situation of dream hundred over times

in my life already... The scenario are all same.. it only happened in different

place and different timing. It happened to the same person too...

Could this dreams happened because of the day self of me? Could this all

just because of what i am thinking and what i am doing in the day? and it

reflect to me in the night? I was so miserable inside the dream.. I was

so helpless to do something that was so easy... I try very hard but

it just cant success.. i always cried badly in the dream.. and when i

wake up the pain still fresh in my heart.. its just so real.. dont know

how to describe but... its really very weird.. The scenario was something

like this.. when i try to call this specific people... there always be

loophole.. eithere it would be i press wrong no.. no matter how many

times i re-key in the no but there will always be 1 no that is wrong,

and if all the numbers are correct then my phone would be low batt

All this situation happened when i am having dangerous, when

i am seriously need help, But till now there is none success attempt

i am able to call for help.. what does it represent? Is it really

from my mind? from what i've been thinking in the day? Or

It just meant that It doesnt meant to be so no matter how many

thousand times you try the result will always be the same too?

I've been so rebellious in the dream cuz i not accepting it.. To do

something that you have been working so hard but in the end

it just not meant to be yours is painful punishment one ever have.

Last time when i having nightmare there will always be that some1

who will wake me up from my dream no matter where and when.

But its all memory now.. beautiful memory.. hee hee I would never

bear to erase whatever small things cuz Its once beautiful memory

that make me the most happiest women on earth.

Next week i will be leaving S'pore for my hometown.. I guess its

a good time for me to take a break... It has been almost 2 years since

i last went back. Miss the place, the people and the smell of it so

much. The place where i born and i grow up..

'BEAUTIFUL MEMORY'

Last time i used to go to this mountain which about 2 hours drive

away from my house, the weather was cold there and the fruits are

freshly pick from the trees, and the best thing that can happened

at this cold place is having steamboat or BBQ. The feeling was so

good back then... though this time i going back the place might

be the same but the feeling is different now.... When people

grow up they then to have more things to think and they just not

the same old them anymore due to surroundings...

Though i am different from other child who have their parents

bringing them around shopping, eat and picnic but i am really

feel very contented cuz i have i have a loving grandma, a good

grandpa( though he is no longer in this world but he is always

stay in my heart) and Have gugu thats just like my mum

already... I love my family thus i always try to be strong

in front of them.. well though they can see through me..

due to my bad acting perhaps...

I know sometimes i maybe too harsh to u all but i dont

mean to be like that.. really... I'M SORRY!!! I just dont want

you all worry about me... I grow up ler.. i really know what i am

doing and i know how to protect myself ler.. at least i love myself

more ler now... I know no matter what i do you all are behind me

though you know it wont be good ending. I know u all want me

to be happy.. I wan to be HAPPY too... and i am really HAPPY

with my life now.. haaha Cen de!!! :)

+"."+Three Of us So young Back Then+"."+

+"."+ Sis n Me(always looks so gloomy de)+"."+

+"."+ See the date?? 1989 wow.. how old was i back then+"."+

+"."+The only Pic i've got of my papa n mama wedding+"."+

(My Papa shuai ba... hehehe!!)

:::Jokes of the century:::

For this pic i've ever ask my aunts which one is me in the picture..

hahaa arghhh..... so stupid of me haha

Haa haa then now hor suddenly there is one boy,15 yrs old talking to me in

skype i dont know how he got my accbut when i see the msg dont know

what " karl lovesharon" then i should have guessed it..

its either his ex-gf or his crush name sharon..

haa see indeed itis when i ask him.. then when he told me

he is 15 i was like.. SO YOUNG!!! then he reply me no lar...

Then He asked me how old i am then i told him 23... then he reply....

woah so old arh.. what the....!!! isnt he asked for beat?? haa

really very comical lor him Then i told him i am married with two kids...

but just divorced.. haa then kling scolded when i told her about it.. haa

Say Small kid also want to bluff.. haa haa no lar.. dun mean anything lar

just feel bored.. haa Sorry yar boy!!! haa *show guilty face hee hee

11:39 Pm

Supposingly meet kailing go home together de but while waiting

for Kling, Guess who called me? rare guest wor... haa Boon called

me if i wanna to meet him At Jurong Point for dinner... Asking

Kling along too but she said she eaten ler... then parted with kling

at Jurong east and i cont the ride to Boon Lay... Meeting Boon

at The Andersen Ice-cream there... Three of us having 2 Scoops

each sia... Ah boon lar choose that place.. haa fattening ler...

guilty sia... kekeke... but thanks boon for the ice-cream ya.. hee hee

Love u, guy!! hee (below are some new Andersen spokeperson keke :)

+"."+Andersen Ice-Cream+"."+

+"."+Me n Boon+"."+

+"."+Sharon N Fen+"."+

+"."+Thanks gal for the Night+"."+

Hee Hee then went to Macdonald to have dinner... sinful dinner arghhh
haha tommorow gonna strict diet ler.. hehe Really happy sia catching up
with boon n Fen.. Talked alot n really really happy... Went to NTUC buy
some Instant noodle for boon to bring in to camp n bought dried Mango
for myself.. dont know y been craving mango n preserve plum recently
keke dun anyhow think wor~~ i m ok.. haha..

:::Thanks Guy for the Night:::

Update on some of my creation

+"."+Act Cute+"."+

~HARON
B'CUZ OF U~

::HiPoPoMoUsE::: fishing at 11:56 PM
------ . }

+'.'+ Oh GoSh +'.'+

Hope its not my turn ba...

Guess what gals... My aunts they all asked me to try to accept this guy...

He is my sis's friend.. I also dont know how my sis got to know him one.. haa

Did talk on Msn before lar cuz my sis inviting me into their conversation but

really neve see before one lor.. He comes from Medan too.. yah.. well..

He got PR hereand is operating company in S'pore and Jkt..

Well this is not wrong...but.. maybei am quite stubborn person..

i want face and i always think that my bf must befrom my friends

and not intro from someone cuz it gives me impression

like matchmaking.. Like i am nobody want like that..

well, maybe its true lar.. haa

I know my sis meant good lar.. but can dont tell my aunt? I really scare they

would keepasking me to go out with him lar... Actually i have been

rejecting for few times lerwhen he want to come and fetch me home

from work or asked me go for dinner.He called me again yest said

that he went to Sim Lim to buy SD card cuz he want me n sis to be

his model lor... Oh Gosh~~~ help me... Sis scold me for being too

"lao du" wor.. Am i? maybe i am .. maybe i thinking too much lar..

haa as always larBut he is quite friendly from the conversation..

and helpful.. heoffered to fetch us from batam when i going back

to Medan this 31st and Will ride us around Medan when

we go back this time.. well i really hope nothing happened hor..

So Today might be going to Ktv With him and i trying to ask mona

along too but dont know she will be free or not... well maybe

why not give it a try to be friends... i love to have alot of friends

anyway.

Haa actually my aunt they all scare i become crooked or i dont want

to go into other relationship anymore after a bad one.. haa silly de them..

But i also like to rebel them... when they asked me got BF liao or not i

always reply them single is good mar why need BF wor.. haa

Or they asked me going out with girls or guys i would say gals

and their mind will run wild again.. then start telling me bla bla bla things

Actually i really find myself very stubborn... i dont like people

say me though i know i am at wrong... I am the one who want

pride very much... Only i myself can say if i am at wrong or not

but i when ppl say me i would feel very guilty and the worst

part of me is i cant leave with even lil bit guilty in me and thus~~

I am very emotional person... When people say me i am at wrong

though i dont like it but i will still take it to heart.. i maybe

acting brave outside.. but inside i am very sensitive person.. its only

recently that i learnt not to care for too many things... cuz how

many things can you care afterall in this world..

Just come back from Lunch and shun bian go to Dr.Tan accompany youli

and suli jie to consult him.. woah now then i now my default weight was

80.5 kg wor.. haa now weighing at 70 kg... my target weight is 65 Kg

Cuz Dr said if too thin not nice cuz of my height!!!

okok... hope they will jia you too.. haa haa

*yawn~ feeling sleepy after lunch....

*** updated on Sam's n Joey's B'day Pic***

"." HaPpY BiRthDAy to JoEy "."

"." Kling, Shan n Me "."

::HiPoPoMoUsE::: fishing at 4:52 PM
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+'.'+ What The.... +'.'+

Just come back from bugis.. Supposingly went to this so call

"match-make" session right? hai... disappointed sia.. haa..

But i purposely wear this high heel lor cuz i really dont believe my

sis when she told me that he is that tall haa so i "gu yi" wear this

high heel.. and i call mona to come with me so i not that akward

when meeting....

He come to fetch me at my office and waiting for me for about

15 mins ba i think then i went down and see him.. i know liao de lor

first impression see him i sure he is less than 170 cm... then my sis

still said he 178 lor buay tahan sia.. haa anyway its ok i got prepare..

Please them lor.. dont say i never go meet him hor.. haa

after fetching me went to fetch sis at aljunied Mrt station and

off we went to bugis to meet my sis friend and while waiting for mona

we had drink at Delifrance first.. then This guy like so suprise lor

when he knows there are 5 of us together INCLUDE him

going to KTV.. what does he expect man?? two ppl go 'K' arh?

Private concert meh...

Then after that he said maybe he next time then join us For 'K''

cuz he said today he rather tired.. then of course i agree with it lar...

hurray!!! cant wait to say this word lor... haa i know i am bad...

but not because he is short or he is not good looking... but he really

hor very not gentleman lor.. how can he be so scare of people... i dont

like this type of guys sia.. Like got sth to hide like that.. Must be

up to no good one..

then after he went off i cant stop laughing lor.. then i keep scolding my

sis lar.. see lar... haa so buay on one... go off like that.. after reach Bugis

heng i never go with him alone for dinner or what arh... else he bring me

elsewhere how? haa i know its impossble lar.. but i am just uncomfortable

being together with him lar.. then still say what meeting us tomorrow again

tomorrow not gonna answer any unknown call sia..

Then sis friend bring us to this restaurant call "Gao Ji Shui jiao La mian"

*thumbs up... Give them 4 Stars.. Else no room for improvement mar...

I think the food there taste better than Crystal Jade lor.. the "shui jing bao"

and the "shui jiao" there far taste better than Crystal Jade and "din dai Feng"

Recommended!!! Must try... its located opposite Parco Bugis Junction

only.. near bugis street there... And one more dish that i would like to

recommend is the "xi juan suan la" soup... Up till now this the best

i've ever had in Singapore.... Too bad arh...i only realise i forgot

to take pic when i finish eating... Haa haa as always lar..

Only take the after never take the before de....

Thats all for Ladies Night hee hee nighty night everyone!!!

Keep it up wor... for those who at work,in school, or in NS. I know

life is hard there but no matter what must hang on ok!!

Tough Period don't last, Tough man do!!!!

:::update on my creation:::

+"+ Me n Dear +"+

+"."+ First Creation For dear +"."+

+"."+ First Edition Of F.R.I.E.N.D Mag +"."+

~HARON

B'CUZ OF U~

::HiPoPoMoUsE::: fishing at 4:14 PM
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+'.'+ What got into me+'.'+

Just finished meeting up with Lisa and Jin...

Always have alot of thought when i am alone.... been thinking so much

dont know what got into me too... suddenly think that life is a movie being

watched by others and the role plays is yourself

sometimes same things,same situation happened to you but

you are just at lost when you can give people advice so well but you

just cant handle it yourself... do find it quite pissed off...

People are very contradicting... i am saying myself... sometimes

just dont know what i want mannn... maybe because i am women?

frickle-minded? down because having PMS? no..no.. just

dont know what got into me too..

I really really really want to people surround me happy...

i really do... cen de!! for this i can guarantee...

I no longer asking why this and why that... i no longer bear grudges

towards anyone... i no longer find this world unfair....

i no longer hate anyone... i no longer pin hope on anything....

But my tears still rolled down... Must be because of the memory...

Dont know why too i myself cried first when the person who got it

didnt even cry.. maybe i am too emotional... towards life... towards love

towards work towards friends.. and toward myself....

I am not that honour as what other said... i do hate but... thats in the past

I am not doing what i am doing because i want to prove anything..

I am doing it cuz my heart want to do it though my mind

somehow object it...

But somehow my heart always overrule my mind...

I dont want to lose her... but i still cant forget the memory that we once had...

dont worry i dont love him anymore.. really.. its just me.. the prob lies on me

sometimes i really feel like leave here and settle at other country

i know its a coward kind of attitude to do this.. but i believe in times

will heal all wounds..

I hope this entry dont affect anyone.. i just want to unload my burden.. cuz

i really dont want others to worry about me anymore.. i

just want to let out only

PS: This entry dont mean for anything anyone... especially u ok...

u dont anyhow think hor!!! its just me..

leaving in my own world.. you

must be happy ok!! u know who u are!!! i love you all

:::Jokes of the day:::

mOst NSmen will sleep in the cupboard to prevent being

caught by instructor!!!

:::Saw this meaningful poem on webby:::

Why do you hurt me

When u know how much I love u
Why do u leave me alone

When u know how much I need you

Why do I wait for you

When I know the wait is gonna be so long

Why do I expect happiness around you

When I know this can never happen

Why do I ever hurt you

When I know this would bring me pain

Why do I expect so much

When I have nothing to return

If love meant to be tears and sorrow

Why do we feel happy in love

Why do we still cherish every moment

That we have spent in love.

I still love u no matter whatever pain it has caused

Will always do the same, no matter what you have done . . .

"." Last But Not least Happy Birthday to Sam colen heheh "."

~HARON

B'CUZ OF U~

::HiPoPoMoUsE::: fishing at 11:51 PM
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+'.'+ Satisfaction +'.'+

Ho~Ho~Ho~

Haa finally my new skin blog is up sia.... total use about one day one night

haha but i am very satisfied with it.... kekeke...

My masterpiece wor... hee *shy...

okay okay shall begin with :

:::last Saturday,18-03-06:::

Had Gathering at this "Tea House" Restaurant at China Square(not as what

shan put in her friendster pic captions.. haa what

Teochew restaurant sia) haa

The Day before slept at 4:30 am cuz was having mood swing that

night i think then at home watched "The Myth" wow...

the girl really very pretty inside sia... envy... *green eye... haa

Saturday morning wake up at ard 12+ and wait for Kling to

call me cuz will be meeting her to buy sam Present first

At first intending to go pray de.. but find excuse alot

people then postpone to other time... haa thats

sharon... always got excuse

Then took cab down to Bugis, meeting Dear there... cuz she

knocked off ard that time...

Supposingly meet at 2 o'clock at Raffless city... but as always

we reached there ard 2.30 and only Sam,Kenn,Yaolong and

Jiahui are there wor.. haa the rest still on the way sia...

(but we used to it ler.. haa we all also like that) hee hee...

Was a happy gathering indeed... too bad boon Fu n dao yu not

there.. else.. its complete.. can take class pict liao~

After that went Ladies went to bugis shopped and guys went

to Pak pool at Pool Fusion there.. hee hee except

Kling,shan n Quan.. they went home i think...Kling

was tired i think cuz the night before dont sleep well

i guess

Msg To Kling: "Dont Drink so much ok.. Not good For health"

After that went to joey bday celebration.. Thanks jeff for picking

Yiting up at her place... Long time never see her ler... really happy

to see her... got lot of things to talk to her sia... But while talking

George called me up asking where we were, so went back to the chalet

cuz not good mar go chalet still MIA.. hee hee..

Was quite bored and tired at first.. till got Rummy kaki haha...

really happy sia though i lost at first cuz yong was really

very humorous and entertaining.. haa haa

But when Ah siang came he helped me win back sia...

indeed he is a rummy king.. haa never see such a good card

before lor.. haa

In the end Won 15 Bucks.. Poor yong lost 32 bucks.. hee hee

never mind lar hor play play only.. hee hee Then after

that george sent me home since he is going home too..

George must jia you wor!!! haa you making progress ler

haha really... He lose weight alot ler... Gan Ba Te!!!haa

Going off to meet Jin and Lisa soon.. Cuz Fion got Topshop Voucher

to give me wor.... Yippee~~ haa haa thanks Fion

Craving for French Fries so much now.. haa

~HARON
BCUZ OF U~

::HiPoPoMoUsE::: fishing at 6:12 PM
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