.+.+. B.e.a.u.t.i.f.u.l M.e.m.o.r.i.e.s B'cuz Of U .+.+.

{Saturday, March 25, 2006 . }

+'.'+ First Time +'.'+

Woo hoo... Its another Saturday again... Seems that days passed by

real fast than we realise..

Worked Full-shift today cuz next week i will be taking leave. slept for

about 3 hours only this morning.. was very sleepy but seems like

nowaday my will power are stronger.. haa haa able to wake up on time

and went to bank to do some transfer and off to work...

Shall explained y i slept for 3 hours only this morning.. hee :)

+.+ YeStErDay +.+

After work went home first before heading to MOS as planned, while

on the way back drop by westmall to buy some fruits home to eat.

Was rather tired by then.. cuz the night before slept at 2+ am too

so was planning to go home have few hours of sleep first before

partying.. but as always as my planned always never worked out

one.. after reach home its about 8+ ler.. then come myself some

soup and nowaday my craving really very weird.. haa haa recently

told u guys about craving for mango and those preserve fruits

while these few days i've been craving for boiled sweet potato since

Youli jie gave me one to try that day.. hee hee thought its very

common food but its real that i have been ages since i last ate it.

hee hee so bought about 1 kg of sweet potato from Shop n Save

Westmall. Steam about 4 cuz thought that aunt n Jun jun

would like to have it. Then by then is almost 10 ler but

i still haven bath n prepared yet. I didnt know what

i was doing too in front of the monitor screen.. Was i talking

to someone? doesnt seems so ler.. what i was doing arh?? hmm

forget ler.. anyway Was suprised that Sukardy will called me

haa cuz we have been years never met. And his voice still

the same as ever.. haa Called me up to ask if i am going to Mos

tonight cuz at first sis said wanna join us de... but who knows

she suddenly changed her mind and decided to give it a miss

then sukardy was being fly aeroplane by sis lor.. pathetic him ler...

then i asked him to pyscho my sis go.. and if its fail he still can joined

us de cuz my friends they all very friendly de... then said he will

called me when he reached there..

Reached MOS around 11.45 like that and saw Pearly n May may was

there already.. and soon after Sukardy also reached ler.. haha he cannot

recognised me lor.. haa actually after calculation we really almost 6

years never meet up ler.. haha cuz we both busy.. hee hee then was

suggesting to share cab home later after the party but i was so suprised

when he told me ride wor.. woo hooo~~~ hahah then he said he can

ride me home to if i want.. haha Yippe Yippee so happy lor.. really

looking forward to it.. hee Thus hor... haha i dont allow him to drink much

when we are inside.. haha cuz i really quite scare ler.... first time sit bike in

S'pore ler... haha then i told him "you really can or not? i still want to

married and give birth one hor" haa haa then he kept laughing sia.

he is really patient guy... haa

Not much people arh today.. as in our group there are only 5 of us

only yest.. but youli jie got friends there... Esther they all hee hee

Saw this guy quite cute in her group.. tall tall n boyish look de.. haa

then what i notice is his eyes.. haa the way he looks at me.. *blush..

hee hee no lar.. i was dreaming lar.. haa Then dont know what happen

that esther matched me with other guy.. weird! very weird...

I was being sabo till i m lost at words lor.. haa ok.. though he is tall too

but how i wish to speak out i want is him... hahaa no lar.. i just played

along lor.. haa being forced to take "close" pict.. and youli jie also

supportin them wor.. haa pengz... Haa alright was happy though cuz

they really very humorous... haa haa

We left around 4+ pat send yl,pearly n may home while i left with

sukardy.. haha really very excited.. haha along the way walking

to the carpark i keep asking him.. dont be so fast hor.. haha then

asked really can or not... haha i repeat again... haa then he keep

laughing.. haa haa... then upon reaching the car park wow... saw

his bike.. cool lor.. and its relaxing type that one.. not sporty one...

haha then he helped me wear the helmet and teach me this that...

haha then asked him help me take pict.haha its in his phone ler..

haven send me yet.. due to my phone memory full ler.. haa

then he waited till the lamp in the street light first.. cuz the light

got counter one.. haa haa then i sit in the bike posing while he

taking pict of it.. haa he really spoiled me lor.. haa haa

Then along the way i keep telling him very thrilling ler...

very nice ler.. very interesting ler.. my first ler... haa then the

temperature was cooling lor.. haa its almost 5 in the morning..

The feeling was so peaceful... So relaxing.. Really no scare n worry

after feelin the cool wind blow.. and the smell of grass early in the

morning.. everything was so fresh... so pure.. n so innocent,... haa haa

The night scenery was nice too.. Now i know why people love bike

so much.. haa haa i would like to ride bike too.. if i am able to get

license first.. haa haa Really thanks for the ride wor sukardy.. haa haa

ITs an UnFoRgOtAbLe ExPeRiEnCe wor... haaa thanks thanks thanks

thanks.. haha really really very happy woo hooo.. looking forward

for second ride kekeke ... :)

Oh no... Outside is raining now.. i didnt bring jacket with me.. so cold sia

Orby me wear short n sleeveless lar.. *hiks hiks... If only my prince here

to give me warmth.. haha bai ce arh wo.. ha haa but how am i later to walk

out to buy the batt wor.. so sian they never accept Nets lor.. else i can pass

to auntie ler yest... see how later maybe borrow umbrella and walk out

to buy.. cuz i dont wan to walk back after knocked off

:::WhAtEvEr I dO iS wHaT i WaNt To Do, N i H n R:::

+'.'+ Me n The Biker(long time buddy)+'.'+

+'.'+ May n Myself+'."+

+'.'+Me n Cute Pearly+'.'+

+'.'+ Me n Dont know what name (guy that match make to me)+'.'+
This Pic is quite fake.. haa cuz being forced de... :>

+'.'+Youli, Me, The Guy n Esther +'.'+

+'.'+ This is the Cute Guy i mention n MayMay+'.'+
(i want too... i want take pic with him too hehe actually this is my
revengion for saboing me just now kekeke)

::: To the Point :::

Promise Still Lose to the Time
Finally i understand how dangerous Love is
After Today i will learn to love myself more

If u ever really loved me once, please dont say sorry
How many times earth revolve around Sun
Just When i wink my eyes we r back to the point again

The Letting go is more cruel than loving you
Losing is More cruel than posessing.
I hope u just don want hurt me n not lying

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Recently i find myself change alot.. from taste to thinking
to my behaviour.. haa what could be the cause of it? Last time
I have no observation toward english songs but nowi love to listen
to english songs... Last time i dont dare to speak out my mind
Now i seems to be too bold... Last time i used to think i can leave
without man.,.. Now my ambition is to be housewife. Last time
I dont dare to take risk.. but now i love to try new things...
Last time i used to be very sensitive towards ppl... used to
think if people ever said bad things about me... Now.. I dont
care much about people criticism.. Now i love to sleep alot
which was not like that in the past.. Is it because i old ler?
Maybe jh is right... Cant always club for too many times..
and u will know it only when you are old.. yeah i can feel it now.
Last time i used to tell white lies just for the sake of face...
Now i dare to admit my mistake... Like watching the NYP girl
video.. which last time i was thinking watching porn is ashamed.
I even try to smoke just out of curiosity.. Now i even thinking
of going to sky diving... i promise i will try it... Paul!! when
I finally made it i will tell you hows the feeling before and
after jumping.. hee hee..

Its kinda sad to be caught between Friendship and Relationship.
Those are two different things... how can it be an option!!!
I hate have to make choice between friend n Bf!!!
Seriously if your friends understand you enough they will
go all the way to support you... though in the end they have
expected the outcome.Its all because they dont want to
despair you... i do understand why they object you with your BF
Its because they dont want to see you hurt... But do you know
one thing thats much more painful than this? ITs
being caught in the middle.. you just so lost that you dont
know what you should do n what you should say the next
second. I truly understand this feeling.. But if really have
to make a choice between friendship and Bf i would choose
Friendship... Really!!! ITs true that people will start to
cherish when they are gone... n until then you will realise
how much that things meant to you....

1:34 Am

Just Send Mona off to take cab... After work i went home directly
cuz really been feeling very tired the wholeday... hee but still
when i got home just cant get to sleep .. dont know why myself just
dont bear to close eyes... dont bear to sleep though been feeling
very sleepy...

I think i really very stubborn person huh... Always rebellious..
talking to people will make them angry.. especially if they adviced..
but i just want you guys to trust me mar.. and not saying i am
irresponsible.. If u dont care then dont care lar... why putting
on mask to be so concern about when u not at all...

back to Mona... Mona has been accompanying me the whole
night sia.. hee hee thanks yar gal for your accompanion..
really appreciated it... You are the best gal!!! hee hee i know
if u know i still haven sleep u sure gonna knocked my head
de hee ~ hee~ waiting for sukardy to send me my pic ler..
else cant update my blog ler.. hee :)

::HiPoPoMoUsE::: fishing at 1:55 PM
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