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{Thursday, April 06, 2006 . }

+'.'+ My Prob +'.'+

Hai... What an upset thingsto start a day with... But I tell myself i wont

let it spoilt my mood.. KeKeKe.. Cuz Happiness is an option.

Its either you want be happy or not. Right?

But though to be like that really must sensitive to the things surrounding

lar.. Cant just because want to be happy and neglect other people's

feeling and in the end hurt the one that we dont want to hurt. I dont

like hiding things.. cuz i feel very uneasy... Cuz in order to hide

things you got to do something that you dont wish to do.

Like white lie? well.. white lie or Black lie its still a lie to me.

A lie is a lie. So why must hide things when you are clear

conscience about it. But i hope it really dont hurt anyone

And if yes Please tell me so ok?

Sometimes maybe i misinterpret the meaning of sth. My brain

takes longer to digest a situation. Haha thus there are many times

after one incident passed i then raelised what i should have done

that time.. haa but its too late ler lar...

I once went to this Master to read my life. He told me that i am

a sensitive or so called petty person. At first i dont agree it until

there are few incidents that prove me so and i just cant dont believe

but agree with it.The sensitive or petty he mention was i am too care

about what other people see and say about me. And in order to avoid

that i would do sth that i dont wish to do or do sth that i will be unhappy

if i do it. Its very true lor... I really care about what other people see

and say about me.

But for now i learn not too care about what other people see in me ler.

Cuz its purely myself,i dont know have to do sth to show them. Isnt it?

Posche once told me about the story of the donkey, an old man with

his son. I believe you all have heard about this story before.. Haa haa

lazy to elaborate ler..

To me Life is contradicting.. haa haa we cant seem to get it right

for whatever things we do. But its damn true that we've already

so suffered in this world if unhappy everyday isnt it more

miserable mar?haa haa

But one things is everyone have their right to pursue their own

happiness. Everyone got their own reason to do something

sometimes they dont realise that they have hurt someone.

But i know perhaps they dont realise or they dont mean it.

Nowaday my memory really detoriate alot. Dont know why too

Cuz of Aging? haa maybe, Cuz dont want to remember things?

perhaps. But i really scare one day i really lost all my memory.

Good one, bad one and Beautiful or Ugly one.

Reason i keep a blog is when i am down, or when i am happy and really

feel like unloading it. i will write it in this blog. There are things that

i cant say out to my friends too. Imagine everyday i keep bombard

my friend with all this long thought and experience. Haa haa don u think

one day i will be in their block list? haa just kidding... But i really have poor

memory lar... I do looked back at my old blog. haa i never deleted it.

My first blog was created in year 2004 if i am not wrong. There are

times that i go back to read my old blog. and there are things that i

would forget and asked myself "Got meh?" haha but its still very

meaningful though its sad or happy one.

I laughed at my own silliness, my own mistake and try to not making

the same mistakes anymore. Looking back into the blog make me realise

how wrong or how silly i was. Ugly is a kind of beauty to me.

Haa haa weird right?But i really think there are ppl who dont good looking

but their inner beauty really make them so pretty. and there is the

Vice Versa too.

I find that i am getting more and more naggy haa.. haa.. i think one

day people will stop reading my entry anymore cuz of my nagginess

haha.. Seems like everyday got so many things to talk about huh.. haa

haa well... who care anyway.... haa *peace keke

Yest after work went to meet Lois,Sue ann and yiting dear. Went to Kbox

at Cineleisure. Haa haa sang alot of duet with Lois. Very fun.. haa haa

we even sing the 'One Night in Beijing' Haa haa its very fun to sing...

haha have to switch btw high n low voice... haa haa three words

fun fun fun...

Then after sing went to This sky bar at Tanjong pagar there... haa haa

its another world that i never seen before... Haaa haa. This lois still

say if one day i change my taste she will intro her cousin to me.. Piangzz

haha jitao yiting gave her that fierce and objection look... haa haa

Took few pics while waiting turn to go to the Ladies.. hee

+"."+ Me, Sue ann n Yiting +"."+

+"."+ Me n Sue ann +"."+

+"."+ Mushroom +"."+

+"."+ Me n Cutie Ying +"."+

(The S'pore Cindy Wang)

+"."+ Combination +"."+

+"."+ I love this, so sweet +"."+

+"."+ I know i know +"."+
(Hee hee this is taken at Suntec
de Fish & C.O haa haa)

Hee hee meeting Ys and Lisa they all later... hee hee thought
today can go home rest.. keke but never mind lar rest anytime
also can de haa haa long time never meet them ler... hee hee
Ling lar never go with me.... dont know go what VCD... Kekeke
She sure gonna scold me for saying this when she read this heheh
Bleah~~ who asked you never go with me!!! haa haa

~HARON
B'CUZ OF U~

::HiPoPoMoUsE::: fishing at 10:15 AM
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