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+'.'+ De Javu +'.'+
If You Really Love Something Set It Free.
If It Comes Back It's Yours, If Not It Wasn't Meant To Be.
Sometimes its easier said than done... We have been through so many
lessons in life... we learnt... we experienced... but we just dont know
how to practise it... when will be able to learn,understand it pratice it
the real life?
I feel very sorry to received call from dear... She really scared me...She
was sobbing... Her granny just passed away.. i am so sorry to hear about
that... Really showing my deepest condolense to her grandma.. hope
she can rest peaceful in another world...
Buck Up GIRL!!! I'LL STAND BY U WHENEVER,WHEREVER
YOU NEED ME OK!!! DONT TAKE IT TOO HARD OK???
I KNOW UR FEELING NOW.. I'VE BEEN THROUGH B4...
I know i am not good at words... and i believe you know my silent concern
means more than my words...
Poor her... She going back today... wish can accompany by her side too but i know
thats impossible... be strong ok gal.. i know you can make it... As there is nothing
eternity in this world... everyone will say good-bye one day.. Its just a matter
of time.. Must learn to let go ok...
+.+ UPDATE +.+
Just as per plan yesterday... After work went to meet up yiting dear and Sue...
Dislike the feeling walking along the road along Geylang.. I hate the looks from
people there.. especially old ti ko lor.. wah biang eh... but as we wanna give lois
a suprise and near my workplace... No doubt most delicious food can be found there
but just hate the feeling being watched by the people there... but anyway who give
it a hack,right? Went to eat the dou jiang you tiao... Shiok!!! haha it has been
long since i last ate.. If not wrong should be months ago... haha but its as oily
a ever.... haha once awhile should be alright i think.. ahha yar thats our dinner
lor.. thinking maybe later can meet lois for supper...
Haiz.. haiz... haiz.. though i said i promise not to sigh anymore.. but why these
days i keep receiving disappointment from the people that i have respected and
have good impressions towards them?? They destroyed the good image i have
towards them man.. I am super utterly disappointed in her man... At first thought
she is someone that my friend can rely on.. but now.. no not anymore... Her changes
makes me almost couldnt recognise she is the lois i know... Ok.. Shant elaborate it
anymore... Bad things should be wasting my blog space right??
Sue!!! i am all behind you... I am just a phone call away ok... Wherever,whenever ok!!!
So pissed that i dont wish to talk... so head to Clarke Quay... I think this is the first
time sue and yiting saw me like this.. and this is the time i am so disappointed in
someone i respect so much!!! No mood for MOS ler.. told them might as well
find a place to sit down and talked and cool down!!!
Head to TCC... i am still speechless.. haa haa but how long can be like that lar...
ahah indulge myself with my fave raisin milk shake.. ahha yar.. though i dont
drink milk on its own.. ahhaha.. then head for photo session.. woo hoo.. ahha
but dont know why with yiting they all the cam's batt sure die one ler..aha
i think its coencidence ba... haha
Haa haa then like cinderella we went home at 12 am haha... smart lor.. wait till
the midnight charge then take cab.. ahah pengz....
Bug him again.. ahha i purposely wanna disturb him while he watching VCD de. ahha
haha i think his vcd never gonna end..ahha but he entertaint me ler..ahha of course lar
i so good..ahha i dont always talk to people de mar.. ahha .. HO HO HO i am proud
of myself..ahha his friends praise his friendster design nice ler and asked him to do for
them.. ahhaha woo hoo.. i am so proud.. ahhha haha .. i am mad..haha but honestly thats
still nothing lar..ahha i can do better than that.. hahah
Haha talked about the first time we met.. ahha i think its all misunderstanding..ahha
but a beautiful misunderstanding ler.... ahhaa or he dont want to admit lor..ahha
still claimed i am the one lor.. Grrr *bish hahaha
Slept at 3 woke up at 7.30 this morning... hiks.. hiks.. got sorethroat.. like there
is spike in my throat lor.. what did i eat yesterday arh?? nothing ler.. -gush-
got to consume plenty of water ler... but i think if yi tu gong tu better..haha so
must eat more heaty food ba...
Tomorrow KTV was cancelled cuz of dear's grandma wake... actually this
outing is to celebrate ah ger b'day de... but seems like got to postpone it ler
hope she understand.. and i know she will....
Tomorrow is Vesak day.. and its an important day to me.. If only he still in this
world... I would be the happiest gal around... i miss him all the time... i envy
those who have it... He is someone who will never be replaced in my heart...
How i wish i can turn back the time again.. How i wish i can turn to the day you
left this world and rewrite the history... but i know its all IF only... and will
never happened again in this life.. i know you love me,us. I know you would
want me to be happy right?? i will do it.. I MISS YOU.
+*(^.^)*+ Photo Gallery +*(^.^)*+
+"."+ ME n Yiting@ clarke quay +"."+
+"."+ Me n Sue +"."+
+"."+ Three devoted gals +"."+
+"."+ Sue n Yiting +"."+
+"."+ Stuborn Girl +"."+
+"."+ Lovely Scenery by river side +"."+
+"."+ Artistic +"."+
+"."+ yeah.. sue has graduated from TCC U haha +"."+
+"."+ People love to see me in Spect.. Muahhah +"."+
I think i am more to Sagitarian than Capricorn.... Was discussing this topic while
having you tiao yest with sue and yiting.... I am the mixed of Sagi and Capri....
ahha cuz my birthdate fall in between the border... i think sometiems its quite
Accurate...
Actually believe it or not.. 3 months ago when we went to Master ming
to read about our life he did tell dear that her granny cant make it till
next year... at first i still doubt it but now seems like i have to believe it...
Oh yar.. the main point... As the title of this entry.. De Javu ... Have this feeling again
yesterday while msging with caprie... Same people,same place,same timing and
same question and answer.... i guess many of you have ever had this kind of
feeling before... But till now i still dont understand y.. ahha could this things
happened before?? or? dont know....
My aunt just called... hiks hiks.. they went to Batam to visit my granny ler..
Lonely.... i am so lonely.. i got nobody.... haha tonight will be a lonely night
again i guess... haa haa hee anybody wanna club tonight?? haha but i like
to rot at home.. ahha shall continued watching my lovely Sam soon ba..
heheh
HAa haha two days ago i do something very stupid i think.. haha dont have
the courage to say it out...ahha but i think i am mad...ahhah
-=^.^=- Nothing you confess would make me love you less -=^.^=-
=My throat is kiilling me=
~HARON
B'CUZ OF U~
::HiPoPoMoUsE::: fishing at 3:53 PM
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