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Monday, May 22, 2006
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+'.'+ Happiness +'.'+
I would climb the highest mountain
I would swim the deepest sea
just to be with u...
Every lil words that you've said to me is our secret.
wow... Never realise has been 3 days never update my blog ler....
haha well i can only say busy busy busy.... hmm by work? by activities? or
by what ler actually? haha not sure lar but i am happy to be busy lar.. thats
mean i am capable... HO HO HO!
+.+ UPDATE +.+
^.^ Thrus,18-05-06 ^.^
Cancelled the working out today as need to visit posh at SGH cuz at first thought he
dishcarged on friday... and shan waiting for me to go with her as what she posted
on the blog... gei gei one... she also never msg in the end... hahha *opps... haha
psycho gary to go haha who asked him give me the idea by calling me early in
the morning cuz he bored!!! grrr... asked him why not called his laopo, he said
dont want to disturbed his laopo working and he disturbed me, grrr ... haha
but glad that my dear kath got a loving husband like him ba... wo jiu fang xin
le.. haha
Looks like its more to gathering than visiting posche... hahha shan still bought
potatoes chips and ahmei bought the yoghurt somemore.. really more like
partying to me.. haha Susu and lerain went off first not long after i reached o
haha looks like susu n lerain will never get fat one lor.. so good i want i want
can tell me the secret??? wahaha..
I was so suprised tat posh de ahma still remember me...haha actually i forgotten
her face ler..haha then when she reached she ji tao walked to me and said you
long time never come over liao hor..haha then i stunt stunt answered her haha yar
lor ahma... how you doing bla bla..haha so fake right? haha or li mao shang mar...
ahha but his ahma very friendly and good o.. bought us milo... :( though i cant
drink Milo..haha.. then i teasing posh wanna me ta bao almond jelly for him
or not..haha his fave..haha he ji tao give me that bu gan yuen de look lor..haha
so funny.... this is the only time can sabo him... else he everytime win de...
ahaha ahmei also said like that o.. right,mei? haha *hi 5 hahah
Had our dinner at the foodcourt at SGH..haha we were chit chatting,photo taking
till forget the motive we came here ler..hahah then after that went back to posh
ward cuz seems like the visiting hour over soon.. Saw posh sister and her bf there..
haha then previously i asked posh who gonna fetch him home when he discharged..
haha then he got said his sis and bro-in-law..haha so when posh intro us to his sis
and his sis bf i said.. oh.. your bro-in law arh? haha his sis like blushing..haa i think
i must have said wrong things ler..hahah *opps...
After that Gary sent us home after sending his laopo home... lucky man... else
i would only be reaching home around 12+... ya cinderella again... somemore
i was so tired and whole body aching lor... -phew- thanks god!! haha no lar
Should Thanks GARY!!! hahaha Hope posh quick recovery and can bicker with
me again.. haha.. Woo Tiring day!!! but happy !!!!
+"."+ Ladies rule +"."+
+"."+ Me, Mei, n Shan +"."+
^.^ Fri,19-06-05 ^.^
Meeting dear today after work..... Almost a whole week never see her ler... kinda
unused without having her around.. ahha cuz she is our happy buble mar...hahha
but i think she kinda down recently.. maybe cuz of her ahma's death and she
kinda tired.. but its understandble ba.. i was like that too... hope she will be ok
soon...
Hmm thought tomorrow no need come to work ler.. haha but got last mins thing
and i was rushing to meet dear... so just have to come back tomorrow lor.. and
my assistant wont be coming in on sat de.. no choice.. but ok lar lucky no plan
yet....
Took cab to meet dear cuz i scare dear might have to wait long for me... As usual
knocking off time sure jam de... Had our dinner at simply Thai... though
my throat kinda inflammation ler.. but still forget about it and ate the tom yum
and green curry.. haha SHIOK!! but kinda waste lar cuz we ordered the set meal
for 2 person but we didnt finished it... cuz dear no appetite.. dont really eat much
and me dont really eat rice mar... haha but overall satisfied!!! haha took cab home
again.. cuz we too tired ler.. haha then Shan asked me to accompany her go
interview at boon lay there tomorrow morning.. hehe so got to sleep early mar
isnt it? kekeke *excused to take cab
I believe this indicent change dear thinking.. i believe she is not much reproaching
why anymore..... cuz in this life there are things we just have to let go... if it all means
to be like that nobody can change it... like birth,sick,old and death... everyone will
have to go through this process and one day we will be leaving this world too...
But no matter what dear... i'll stand by you ok??
it hurts to see you like that you know.
so i wanna see the better dear okk???
^.^ Sat,20-05-06 ^.^
Meeting shan at 9 at interchange... haha seems like i more anxious than her not to
be late o..hahha reached Boon lay ler then have to take bus in to the industrial
estate... haha we kinda excited lar..haha cuz we long time never take the
non-aircond bus ler.. haha and we dont know the actual location..haha so
its more like adventurous trip for us... haha looking at the bus-route and
the info they gave us..haha Woo hoo we are smart man...haha such Ulu
place we also can find it ler..hahah *cheers to our smartness... haha
+"."+ Me n shan on the non-aircond bus +"."+
Was reading this recruit part of the newspaper while shan went in for
interview...haha kinda got the feeling wanna go for interview too.. haha looks
like kinda alot of job vacancy around ler... but i am more interested in the
travelling overseas one or the Hotel management one..haha and kinda scare
too cuz mostly the job requied to hold degree.. i think i must upgrade myself
ler... REally promise myself next year gonna start my degree course ler..
else i would be left by the society sia.... hmm looks like the car agent also not
bad ler.. but it requires that can drive... grrr i CANT... hai... august go learn..
ahha yar must!!!
After that went back to office finished up my poster,printed out and to
be laminated... yar i learnt new skill.. haha i know how to laminate ler..hahha
so sorry cant accompany shan go walk walk at JP... haa cuz i scare cant finished
it then dont tell me have to come back on Sunday again right?? cuz there will be
dealer coming on Monday.. so need to prepare all the report.... -phew-
finally managed to finished it on time..hhaa saw hua hua there.. like he is getting
taller and more handsome than his bro they all ler..haha but still as cheeky and
smart as ever..haha
Going home after work.. ta bao my fave tom yum home..haha eating half-way
dear called me up asking wanna go K or not..haha of course i agree lar..haha long time
never go liao ler..haha yeah yeah yeah!!!!
Four of us ladies going to have ladies night...haha woo hoo their singing skill are
getting better and better lor... while mine like slaughtering chicken like that
hiks hiks so sad man..haha
-sigh- other people out of love but i am the one crying and drinking like crazy
ahha in the end the one who out of love still have to come and console me..haha
idiot right? haha i was like crying and laughing at the same time lor.ahha so
funny and idiotic..hahah to think of it i really wonder how i made it...haha laughing
and crying at the same time..haha they all see liao dont know have to console or
to laugh lor..hahaha
OK promise not to get drunk liao..haha but can drink.. hahaha
+"."+ Me n ahgal, many expresion of us +"."+
+"."+ Happy times +"."+
+"."+ B4 heading to KTV session +"."+
+"."+ haha i know i am ce lian +"."+
+"."+ My masterpiece o +"."+
+"."+ notice the diff b4 n after crying +"."+
Sometimes i really wish i had the courage that ah gal had.... straight forward,
not wishy-washy, either like it or hate it,get everything clear...and not beating
around the bush... but her wish is to live with 'mong X X' the rest of her live...
i was quite surprised and asked her y.. she told me cuz this is not her character
and the one that dont have in herself thus she wants it..
"N.B: X = cha in chinese keke"
Does it mean my wish is to get every answer of everything?? but so what though
you already know the answer to it?? sometimes something remain unknown the
best isnt it? Really not make any diff either we know the truth or not mar... There
is nothing we can do about it also.. Its just IMPOSSIBLE!!! but sometimes the
other part of me really want to know the truth too.. but i know the one gonna suffer
will add up if i really to find out the truth... Isnt it there is one saying...
"It remains the most beautiful when you cant have it "
at least it still the most beautiful in my memory.. right?? Cuz
"Losing is much more painful than you cant have it"
^.^Sun,21-05-06 ^.^
This is the first time man... haha i have been sleeping for 12 hours... haha unbelieveable
haha break the record for the years ba... haha till my sis thought i fainted liao then try
to make me up i jitao scolded her siao arh... ahha heng my phone put in vibration mode
haha received more than 10+ over calls... haha mostly from Gary and Shan ba..haha
Finally woke up at 4.30 and called them up... haha actually i expected whats the reason
gary called me liao de.. haha sure EAT de..ahha yar he like birds like that lor.. once he open
his eyes in the morning sure want find food liao de..haha Cen shi de..ahha
Then finally we decided to have our dinner at Clementi.. haha the hawker there.. long time
never eat ler..ahha There are only 3 of us.. cuz Katherine was too tired after the Big walk
really salute to her sia.. haha if me i would rather rot at home.. haha *applause to kath o..
hehee
After dinner went to walk walk around pasar malam..haha long time never been to one ler...
somemore it was the last day o..ahha How lucky we are man.. ahha saw alot of food but too full
ler haa so we only had the traditional ice-cream... its somethign made from soft-drink de.. then
put in to the tube and place it inside the frezer arh if not wrong then when got ppl buy just take
out from the tube and serve..ahha we ordered the root beer one.. but the taste quite weird ler
haha cuz me n shan somehow can taste sth salty salty de..ahha also dont know whats that lar
ahha anyway not bad lar..ahha
After walking around then this gary suddenly walk out of direction and run to the other side
ahha at first i thought what happened sia..haha yuan lai he wanted to avoid the smelly beancurd
that store..ahha his reaction is so fast that shan haven even can smell the beancurd lor..ahha
indeed its very smelly lar..ahhah then because we keep talking about that until i never notice
the hump in front of me lor..haha almost tripped over again!!! yar again.. this week is the second
time ler.. grrr.. so throw face.. the man sitting in front like want to laugh but dun dare lor..ahha
i keep laughing while blaming on gary for keep talking about the smelly beancurd..ahah he like
out of nowhere become the sinful person ler..ahhaha :P hee hee but heng ler got Shan grab me
haha thanks alot shan muacks :) haha
After shopping session went to coffee session at West mall there..ahha nearer to our house
mar.. cuz i scare gary might lost his way again.. kekek haha no lar he improve alot since
last time ler..ahha now his sense of direction also more accurate ler.. aha and now he not
driving like tortoise again ler..ahah now should be rabbit ba hor.ahhaha drink again
oooh.. i am so full can..ahha keep eating and eating lor.. ahha so scary man..ahha but
i very safe ler..ahah ate dinner cum lunch cum breakfast together..ahha
+.+ Photo Session +.+
+"."+ Girl to lady +"."+
(getting prettier each day o shan.. woo hoo *whistle.. )
Gary sent us home after that.. haha was wondering how am i going to fall asleep
tonight sia.. ahha i shall be owl tonight..ahha nothing to do so editted and
compiled all the pics together while updating my blog too lor..ahha
-Phew- finished the picture around 1+ ba.. ahha then silly goat keep rushing
me to sleep... ahha scare i cant wake up mar..ahha then late for work again
ahha i think i am driving him mad.. ahah -sigh- no matter how patient a person
is when talked to me sure become short-tempered de ba.. hmm thats me lor..
Dont do it purposely de but when i realised it i think its too late ler ba...
But i think he was tired ba cuz has been busying non-stop for the past few days cuz
got new shipment in ba.. hmm thus i think his temper also not very good..ahha
and somehow he got prob but don want tell me.. okok i am thinking much ok...
bleah.. ahha to clarify... not he bad temper or what to me lar..ahha just i think
he coaxed me to sleep till he gave up ler..ahha then make him like do all also
wrong.. keke I am the worst gal u've ever met right?? but think these few days
he too busy to read my blog so can say anything i want lar..ahha
I am broke.. haha
Somehow i think my brain processor getting slower and slower sia..ahha really lor...
ahha i would only know its jokes after 5 mins i think..ahha grrrr i dont want i dont
haha i dont want to be tortoise..haha
I dont want to be such a complainer to him anymore
i dont want to be such a stubborn anymore
i want to be a obedient gal
i dont want to take people who cares me for granted anymore
I want to be proud of my family
I dont want people who love me worry about me anymore
I want to be rational
I want to be someone who keep promises all the time
I want it all and i must get it.. haahha
I really find that i am asking and expecting too much from him.. where he is only concerning
and caring about me.. while he has no responsibility to do so... Why am i such a gal? I really
have the ability to drive someone mad.. well its not something to be proud of.. instead its
a shameful things for me.... I realise my fault, i want to change,but the other side me want
to rebel,i feel guilty and sad about it.. when i am sad the people surround me
also will not happy... arghhh bla bla bla what i am hu shuo ba tao-ing sia..haha
Cen shi de.. haha
+.+.+ Every book has its ending.. when is my turn?? +.+.+
Hmm my sixth sense tell me that my chapter of book is ending soon... what will be the
ending be?? there is an ending but no answer to the ending.... Cuz times fade it all away
and there is no answer to it... well it has been like this all the while... i am just not into
this game... well i accept the fact... hahaha
Argghhh... It has been the third time this week i trip over lor.. arggh... what wrong with me
mannn... so many people around lor just now... so embrassing you know.... hiks hiks
so idiot of me... :(
Btw dont know its true or not.. but heard from dear they all that Wang lee hom is a gay...
so sad to hear that mann choose not to believe it... but its confirm already that he is...
and he got long time bf ler... sobbb... why arh? actuallly there is nothing wrong with it lar
but quite pity only lar... cuz everyone has their own right to pursue their own happiness
and the right to be happy... *still disappointed haa haa
^.^ Mon,22-05-06 ^.^
Its just another blur monday for me... Blue and blur... ahha yeah.... slept for 4 hours.. though
was very tired but i must prove him to believe in me... Whatever i said i will keep it de.. ahha
now you believe liao ba... Humph!! cen shi de..haha
Sorry if i ever pissed you off yesterday.. ahha but you've been very patient and try to give in
as much as possible ler.. ahha ok i will be less sassy in the future ler ok,pa? hahha
{::} I AM HAPPY I AM LUCKY I AM CONTENTED CUZ I GOT U AROUND {::}
+"."+ A blur blur monday for me +"."+
(one lucky gal that just dont know how to cherish it)
Well Well Well i know i am Ce lian..ahha but a blog without pictures just like
a world without colours isnt it?? hahaa BoOoO~~
+.+.+ Never judge someone until you have travel a mile in their Shoes +.+.+
~HARON
B'CUZ OF U~
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