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Friday, July 14, 2006
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+'.'+ Fridae not my dae +'.'+
Is depression contagious? i dont know why.. but i have been very moody recently
Though others might be seeing me laugh and joy all those but i am not happy...
i dont know y... dont ask me cuz i myself also do not the source of the problem...
This time i just dont willing to speak out... dont wish to let anyone know..
or confide with anyone.... I need a happy pills... that can bring me back
to the happy sharon again... Workload have been mountain up recently...
Though i online but you'll always see me busy the whole day.. and when i am
at home i always put appear offline cuz i dont have time to chat... and if never
reply people would say i dao again....
Today is friday.. but i dont seems to be any happy.. not at least... Only during
lunch that i try to crack some jokes to my colleagues... apart from that
i have been gloomy all that.... I am very quick tempered nowaday....
Sian sian sian... -sighing- Morning was drenched in the rain... Almost fully wet
by the rain... what a morning to start with... Never had good sleep yest night.
Had nightmare again... and been up since then... dont know i myself know that
i have put the phone in silent and dont wish to be disturbed by it but my hand
still go and view if there is anything missed calls or messages... i know its kinda
cheating myself lar..haha whatever...
I think recently i have been keeping to myself... the whole except went out
to dinner with my sis that day i have been locking myself in the room....
well zan said sometimes its good cuz to reflect what one have been doing for
the day and to think back of the action we had done and to understand ownself
better... Sometimes i find other understand me more than myself... really...
Cuz i am always too late to know whether i am hurt until people told me i've
been hurt or i am wounded... haa haa maybe i am too slow respond...
Sorry gals.. if i make you all worry by reading this entry... but dont worry
i am alright... haa haa just want to venge out whats inside me.... I know this is
a process of life.. haha dont worry... i've been through the worst... so this is
just a minor to me... Gonna be ok in the couple of days i guess... Maybe due to
the weather that have been raining for the past few days...
I need motivation!!!! But seems there are nothing can motivate me...
There are this survey, It said that Singaporean are those who in the
front list of being the most unhappy nationality in the universe ...
Is it true, folks??? Why causes these? is it singaporean are too ambitiuos?
Or they've never felt contented of what they had now?
"never give up on a dream"being patient n persistent is wat makes dreams come true.
It's easy to get frustrated n impatient when u have put so much in to making ur
dreams a reality n yet they still seems so far away.when u get the inkling to give up,
remember this old saying "winners neber quit and quitters neber win"Juz when
u tink u have exhausted all ur possibilites, u will find another way,
a better way...and even more importantly, there's always another day.
life aint always a bed of roses...this road aint easy but u will make it....have
faith in ur self as i have faith in u ....when things get tougher n life doesnt
seem to make be any better ...tell ur self "fcuk it, I WILL SURVIVE,
tis little thing wont get me down."
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Wish:everyone:have:a:great:happy:happy:weekend:ahead
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The only easy day is yesterday....
~SHARON
B'CUZ OF U~
::HiPoPoMoUsE::: fishing at 5:19 PM
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