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Saturday, August 19, 2006
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+'.'+ Lost Memory +'.'+
I am tired... i am tired.. i am really tired....
These days seems have been deprieved from sleep..
No matter how many hours i sleep never be enough for me....
There are so many happened... But i really forgotten all about it...
Things happened before yesterday my mind choose to lost it all....
The last thing i remembered is having meet up with darlin joey and dear
yiting.... Really happy meeting them... i mean it... It just like very conforting
talked your minds out.... Having girls talk seems never be enough for us.....
Sharing experienced between us is really a great lesson to learn...
And bickering of yiting and joey always make me grinned from ear to ear...
Though there are many things that we just found out the truth but i think its
still not too late yet... haa haa welll welll this is life man!!! sometimes not knowing
is better than knowing... but what impressed me with joey is when i asked her a IF
question... How if she suspected her guy having affair behind her... She said she would
never let this things happened and though the guy never admit it cuz she believe
her own institution.. hhaa it really impressed me alot!!! haha u rock gal!!! but dont worry
cuz i know ur baby wont do this on you cuz you have good judgement and you are worth
doting on!! hee hee
whereas yiting is more of my shadow... She and i share alot of common thinking and
belief.... which are those believe in true love.. ahha but we know that true love dont
exist in this 21st century anymore... but we never give up on hoping it would struck
us one day... Seems that we are desperate of love huh.. haha but no lar... its just our belief.
Would not settle down just for the sake of settle down only....
Meeting up with Sam,Jiahui,Shan and Ahmei previous day was fun too... They just know
how to make me laugh tilll i forget all my stress and unhappiness...
hehe thanks FRIENDS... went to dine at our 'Lao Di Fang' ahha the Clementi ban mian
there.. haha thats our lao di fang... reminiscing about our poly life... and we miss it
alot man... haha i also wanna back to poly life.... hehehe
Just on the cab on the way home.. Gor called me meet up for coffee... ahha long time
never see him liao... ha ha i think i always fly him.... ahha. Well he bought new car liao
lor... seems his career getting better ba... Welll i am happy for him too....
He really very true to me.. haa he doesn't need to act to be good or tell lies to me...
Which i really learn alot about men's thinkin from him man...
He just told me that one of my friend's sister is having her divorce procedure done...
which is a very sad news to me... Cuz her husband is having affair with a 'China girl'
outside... Its very Painful... Really really very painful lor.... Their son is already 9
years old... And you guess what the husband 'damn excuse' for having affair?
" I am not ready to be a father yet"!!!!
What do you think having a child? just out
in one second meh??? Women need to suffer 9 months to have baby caaried inside
them MANN and you are telling her this Fucking reason!!! Really i am so angry upon
knowing this... And my that friend's sister is in hospital now... cuz she tried to end her
life for someone who dont damn deserved it!! but i know its called LOVE. Only
LOVE can turn someone into losing their ownself...
There are many unhappines things happened around me this period but i really
somehow forgotten about it.... There are too many last chance i am giving you to hurt
me... But this time i choose to erase you from my memory... Treat as i never meet
you before and whatever things that you have done i choose to forget for your own
good!!!
I really hope you not bothering me anymore.... I dont want up to this moment whatever
i do or whatever i am writing now have to considered about you again...
Well i know 'u' might be thinking i am doing something very selfish... just for the sake
of not hurting anyone and this is my decision.... but since i've made promise i would
keep it.. all the consequence i will bear it!!!
JUST LEAVE MY LIFE FOREVER
Well i am exccited about tomorrow PICNIC.. hee its has been long time since
we been to big group outing... eheh really really very excited and looking forward
now...
Being good to other is being cruel to yourself... now i really sure about this kling....
but sometimes you just have no choice kling.. i hope you understand me!!! muacks :)
ok need to turn off ler else no energy to play tomorrow kekekek :)
GOOD NIGHT EVERYONE!!!! LOVE YA ALL
~HARON
B'CUZ OF U~
::HiPoPoMoUsE::: fishing at 1:52 AM
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