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Friday, September 15, 2006
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+'.'+ Let's Love like there is no tomorrow.... +'.'+
Lets love our love one like there is no tomorrow...
Let show our love...
Though what are in this world is only physically attached
When one die everything is no longer important anymore...
Isn't it?
Thus why do we have to bother so much anymore?
Once we know the Letting go there will be no more
confusion in our live anymore...
Why do we have to mind who are giving out more
and who are taking in more???
Well.. yesterday read a book about budhism... well it somehow enlighten
me of not bothering the problems i had anymore... Its said sth about whatever
happening in this world is only happen pshysically.. Once you attain the real
wisdom.. you wont experience hunger and pain, happy and sad, anger and joy,
jealous and greed anymore...
Why one aged? ITs because our mind travel to so many places in one
day.. its make us ages... It makes us confused... It makes us lost our wisdom....
I am very envy those who can say out their truth heart.. though it hurts others...
but i find it a very brave kind of act... Though saying out the truth it might hurts
others... but i believe that person rather be hurt than keeping in the dark or saying
something that is not true to others like? just for the sake of not hurting anyone...
Few characters that i want to mention here that i really proud of them...
Ahmei, i am proud of her able to tell the truth from her heart though sometimes it
hurts others.... i guess she doesn't know it.. haha
Kling, She is someone who speaks her mind... she will still choose to say it though she
knows it hurts other but for their own good sake... and she very 'hot'
Shan, She is more sensitive person... she know what to say and what not to say...
She knows how to make ones feel confortable about themselves...
Da jie, .. haha i very scare of her.. haha cuz she knows what i am thinking... she is just
like worm in my stomach
Dear.. She is the one who spoilt me all the time.. with my like and dislikes..haha
She love what i like and Hate what i dislike....
Weiying is someone i can be myself whenever i with her... feel very comfortable
hanging out with her.. and she is very real too...
My jie.. though we everytime quarrel but she is the one who help me when i have
noone to turn too... She 'mouth hard but heart very soft' de..heheh of course when
she scold me also no need any gentle way de..haha rawly without bit of seasoning..
ahha
Those who i didnt mention here doesnt mean i never think of them..but up to now
that what i can think of.. so dont ask me why i never write about me.. ahha especially
fen..ahha Fen you don come msn ask me liao hor.hahaha
Those characters that i wish and i really proud of.. that's y i write it here...
Whatever i say i mean it.. and it purely come from my heart de..
Actually there is someone who i really like to have feeling again.. i nor hate her or
like her.. the feelin is very weird.. Though i should have feeling for her..but i dont
i dont know why... i dont even ever miss her.. which is very weird.. but no matter
what happened in this world.. no matter if i die or alive i would still be attached to her
and her status would never change... I dont hate you anymore... cuz in the first place
i've never hate you before.. its just that i cant bring myself to love you too...
Argue with my aunt this morning..haha cant stand of her naggy.. but i know its for
my good..but i just cant bring myself to say i am at wrong ler.. how ? have you guys
got this kind of habit too? i dont know why i cant bring myself down to say whatever
she said is true... The only action i would show to agree is maybe keeping quiet...
haha but she will get madder at me thinking i never listen to her you see.. so whatever
i do still wrong lar.... why bother right?
haha ok i am ashamed of myself lar.... being work for almost 2 years ler but still haven
got any savings for myself yet.. which is terrible enough ler lor.. then somemore i
havent start giving money to my granny yet....
"God if you cant make me rich...
please bless my granny and aunts with healthy and live longer so i can make up
for it in the future"
Recently just took up installment plan lor.. so my life would be more miserable than
last time ler lor..haha so must save money at home ler.. cant always go out like last
time ler..haha yar lar who asked me to 'itchy hand' lar..haha but i hope it worth it lor..
kekeke
Hungry!!!! wanan go for lunch ler..but outside is raining very heavily lor... cant even
walk out i guess and i dont want too else will end up like wet duck again...
Today not much work lor..ahha btw.. i keep having the same dream again.. but i am
happy that this time..the result is different ler,...ahha i somehow know the art of
letting go ler huh.hahah i am GLAD!!! haha cuz i no longer depend on him ler..haha
i finally break through ler..wahaha thats y i am in happy mood this morning.hahah
:::Cuz whatever u dream is what you feeling in real life :::
LAst but not least...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY
TO
SULI JIE
Wish you are bless with luck and happiness..
~HaRON
B'CUZ OF U~
::HiPoPoMoUsE::: fishing at 11:46 AM
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