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Wednesday, September 20, 2006
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+'.'+ I am a clown of myself... +'.'+
They said arrow is very dangerous things... if you handles it too gentle it will
shoot back and hit you instead... well i think same goes with life... sometimes
certain things that you endear so much.. that you have been protecting with all
your might just come and shoot back to you.... Save the hurt that it caused but its
to let me learnt lesson that when you need to be cruel to someone you really have to...
Saying NO to other is same as saying YES to yourself...
Reality is cruel but still i have to face it... Instead i really feel like laughing out loud
now.. i dont know why.. maybe knowing someone true colour? hahaha i just find
myself very funny.. like a clown.. yar i am a clown to myself for so many years...
Its time for me to be human again...
Well something really dont have explanation.. is this quote excuse or just want to
avoid from the question... i dont know and i also don wish to know ler lar...
I am tired at this moment... i need a long peaceful sleep after so long of battles....
Dont care if the result is win or lose at least i am doing what i should do ler...
I cant stop someone from hurting me... but i can stop myself from being hurt...
that's all i can do now... :)
To think of it maybe its blessing in disguise.. i dont have to hide or have to filter twice
before posting my blog anymore... i now can write i want in my blog...
Count myself lucky to have realise it now maybe else I would have been more
hurt i think... Somehow think human are very scary o...
Want to take precaution also not fair to others... Want to trust people also scared
My feelin at this moment very funny.. hahha i really think i am a clown to myself
i really feel like laughing... laughing for being a clown... haa haa Isn't it funny?
don't you guys think so? where got such a dumb people... knowing every clearly
poison is fatal but still go and touch it again and again just because you love
it...
Thanks god for letting me learnt the theory that i have been postponing for the
past 20 over years....
Hahaha I really feel like laughing and sleeping.. Suddenly feeling very sleepy...
Yar its me... totally me ok... Once again you don't want be the bad guy...
Hahaha Actually by now i should have get used to it all... hahaha but still i am
a fool to you again... Never mind.. Its good also... What meant to be broken should
be broken forever.... What i want to tell you is "THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!
IT hurts so much.. but i know it will be sunshine after rain... :)
~HARON
A FOOL TO MYSELF~
::HiPoPoMoUsE::: fishing at 2:42 PM
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