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Monday, September 25, 2006
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+'.'+ Last Chapter... +'.'+
Every book has its ending... i don know whats mine yet... but at least now i know
its the last chapter of the book....
I know i cant go to the new chapter unless i close this chapter....
Some book has happy ending.. some book has sad ending.. and some boon has
unclear ending... Its up to the reader to think whats the ending would be... Just like mine
Its really up to individual to think if its correct or wrong to do something ba... And its
up to individual to believe it or not.. I 've just done what i think i should do...
Though its very pain to let go.. but i know i should say bye bye to my that old self...
To the old self who think still can be friend this concept... I know if i didn't think that way
think would not have been this worst now.... Though i should have expect what hurt would
bring to me.. but cant help.. i still cry for my stupidness...
I sound so moody.. i know that.. might be today is Monday and the weather are very
gloomy too.. thus it adds up to my low mood at this moment...
This will be the last post of my past.. my unhappiness.. my stupidness.. I just cant help
but to learnt lessons from all the mistakes i made these past few years... One can have
how many of 3 years? not much the most is 20.. right?
Let me grieve for one last time can i?
Yest conv with S make me realise alot of things.. Though seen he always hack care that
type but all his saying really brighten my mind... He make me realise whats lacking on
myself... and whats can be done about it...
"ONLY I CAN MYSELF, NO ONE CAN DO IT FOR ME."
And i believe in one thing is that.. Its not that we have not been love enough,
it is that we have not learned how to LOVE.
From now on i wan to surround myself with people who respect me and treat
me well..
Crying opens up the lungs, washes the countenance, exercise the eyes and
soften the temper, so cry away........
I know i know.. i really know you guys must been tired listening to my repeating
situation again and again.. not you.. but i am tired too.. I am serious... So shall
we start new story.. new chapter of my life? haha i believe each of you looking
forward "sharon cong chu jiang hu" right? haha me too... I am looking forward...
CUZ I BELIEVE I CAN DO IT!!!!! like da jie said... all those shitty wont get me
down!!!
Whats this compare to those pain that i had in the past right? I have already even
walk out of it.. so this is nothing to me!!! REAllY nothing.... its a mild FLU
that i am catching now... Soon i would recover from it.. hheeh
So with this Blog i would like to close the chapter 1 of my life...
Can do me one favour? Can please dont ask me anything about him anymore?
Cuz i known nothing about him.. Thanks so much for the understanding...
I just needs time to get used to this new kind of situation again.. :)
And there goes the story... Sharon's life still goes on as per normal.. still eat,sleep and
breath as normal....
Sharon never blames anyone... really.. its just a stage of level she has to go through
and whatever hardship that she ever had make her stronger person... make her wiser.
And all along she never hates or blame anyone... All she would do just complaining and
sooneer or later she would forget those who have hurt her before...
Sharon thanks those angels who have been her wings all along... been through thick and
thin with her over the years...
After Complain so much i believe she would feel better ler... Cuz i wish nobody's reading
my blog... Cuz i really complain like nobody biz this time.. ahha
The mother of success is failure.. so the father of Laugh is CRY...
NO PAIN NO GAIN Right? I would work hard for the life that i want to live with..
*** THE END ***
~SHARON~
::HiPoPoMoUsE::: fishing at 2:13 PM
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